The Hate His Touch

Hit Andrew

I know mommy can see us from heaven. I closed my eyes while crying. Mr. Robert helped me to sit in a chair. He hugged me and tried to calm me down. I can no longer resist his touch. I could only cry in her arms.

***

I came home in a mess. I ignored everyone's calls. I walked to my room. Until I fell down while climbing the stairs. I tried to get up but I couldn't do it anymore. The maids are trying to help me. I threw their hands violently. I tried to get up but I couldn't. Until someone carried me. I tried to rebel and hit the person who was holding me. He dropped me off on my bed. I covered my face with both hands. I cried without caring for Albert looking at me. Albert pulled my hand and hugged me tightly. I tried to push him away, but Albert hugged me tightly.

"I beg ... release .. me," I said weakly between my tears.

I cried on his shoulder. I no longer had the strength to push Albert. I could only cry hitting his chest. I felt a soft caress on my back that calmed me down. I squeezed out the shirt Albert used.

"I am tired .. hiks .. I am tired .. sick .. this is too sick .. what is my fault ...

why should it be like this" I said softly as I buried my face on Albert's shoulder.

"Relax me here. I won't leave you again" said Albert softly.

***

Albert was still hugging me when my crying had subsided. Sometimes he kisses the top of my head gently. I slowly let go of her hug.

"Thank you" I said softly, looking down.

Slowly Albert cupped my face. I looked at her who was looking at me softly.

"I will be by your side forever. I won't leave you" he said softly.

I saw seriousness in his eyes. This time I felt comfortable around him. I nodded slowly at him. Slowly he took his hand off my face. I clasped his big hand tightly hoping to gain strength from that warm hand.

"Can you be my sister? Can you not scare me anymore with your attitude?" I said unconsciously.

I felt like I needed her as a big sister who always hugged me to calm me down. Maybe that way I'll feel more comfortable with him. Albert looked at me softly. I know he wants more, but I won't be able to take it. I already love someone else.

"Can you learn to love me? I've loved you for 9 years. I love you so much" she said gently stroking my cheek.

"We can't, our age is too far and-"

"We can, I'm sure we can. Even your parents believe we can be together. Please accept me, I want you more than my life. I love you so much" he said.

I avoided her gaze. Slowly Albert took my hand.

"Maybe we can start being brother and sister, but after that we will love each other. One thing is important. You have to open your heart and start accepting me" he said softly.

Albert kissed my forehead softly. He pulled me in his arms.

I stared blankly at the report on my desk. The maid chief touched my shoulder gently.

"Mommy's a good man" I said softly.

"You must be strong. I'm sure Miss can" said the chairman of the maid.

I just kept quiet. The sound of knocking at the door woke me up. I saw my secretary coming.

"Please tell Mr. Brown to wait" said the chief maid.

My secretary looked at me for my permission. I nodded in agreement to the chief maid's request. My secretary came out of my room.

"Please come with me to your private room" said the chairman.

I let out a tired sigh and started to rise towards my private room which was indeed inside this room. This room serves for my resting place. There is a bed and a wardrobe. This room is soundproof. I'm sure the chief maid wanted to say something so secretive that she invited me in here.

"Can you keep your distance from Mr Brown?" said chief maid.

I frowned at my forehead staring at the chief maid.

"I love him" I said.

The chief maid looked surprised and looked at me in disbelief.

"No, Miss .. You can't."

"Let me be happy. He can make me happy. Anyway I know it's only gonna be temporary. I won't be able to feel this happiness again after solving Clara's problem" I grumbled.

The maid chief closed her eyes to control her emotions.

"At least don't tell me anything about the information that you just got. I beg you to keep this information" said the chairman of the maid.

I nodded in agreement to his request. I'm actually confused as to why he did this. I feel like there's something she's hiding. The chief maid came out leaving me alone in this room. I sit on the couch. I shed tears as I remembered the fact that I would not be parting with Andrew for long. I hit my chest that felt tight. I was so lulled that I forgot all my plans. I closed my eyes when I realized my biggest mistake. I gave Andrew the chance to have my heart. I can't imagine seeing her being disappointed when I had to leave. I cried sobbing with the pain in my chest. Why is God so unfair to me? Why do I have to live if only the hurt hurts me?

I smiled as Andrew entered my room. He hugged me tightly and kissed the top of my head.

"Did you miss me these few days?" said it.

"Yes" I said, looking up at him.

I was immediately rewarded with a gentle smile that calmed me down. His green eyes made me feel more comfortable and safe. I closed my eyes burying my face in his chest while breathing in the aroma. I tried to remember and save Andrew's scent and face.

"I brought something," he said softly.

I let go of our embrace and looked at him who took something from his suit pocket. He took out a white box and handed it to me. I opened the box and found a bracelet with a 2 letter A pendulum. I smiled seeing that. Andrew took the bracelet and put it in my arm.

"It's so pretty" I said staring at the bracelet that was attached to my arm.

"I love you" he said softly.

I looked at Andrew looking at me. Slowly she stroked my cheek gently. I closed my eyes enjoying the prick. Slowly he approached and kissed my lips gently. I kissed her back and held my hand up. God, I really don't want to lose him. I want to be with him always.

I want to be by his side until death do us part. We were shocked when we heard a loud noise at the door. I saw Albert look terrible. He stared intently at the two of us. He quickly attacked Andrew. I was stunned to see him hit Andrew so many times. I saw Andrew bleeding. I tried to stop Albert from hitting Andrew. Albert pushed me until I fell on the floor. I felt pain in my head. I held my head which felt pulsating. A pull on my hand forced me to stand up. I looked at Albert who was dragging me away. I struggled to see Andrew unconscious.

"Shut up or I blow that guy's head off!" albert looked at me.

I felt my body tremble in fear seeing it that looked terrible. Albert kept pulling me out of the building. All the employees looked at us with wondering looks.