The Hate His Touch

Looking at the Sun Drowning

I pulled his hand to hold him. I frowned and looked at him in fear.

"I'm coming, '" I said.

Andrew smiled and nodded immediately. I held my hand tightly and led me towards the crowd that was waiting in line. We stood in the back row waiting for our turn. Andrew told me a silly joke that made me laugh until everyone looked at us. I realized everyone was looking at us in wonder. I started to feel uneasy seeing everyone staring at me. Cold sweat started to wash over my body. A pull made me flinch. Andrew hugged me tightly.

"Calm down, I'm here. If you're afraid to stay like this and hide your face in my chest" she said gently in my ear.

I returned Andrew's embrace and buried my face in his chest. The masculine fragrance calms me. I smiled, feeling comfort in her arms. I want to continue like this. I don't know if I always want to feel this warmth. Andrew would occasionally peek at the top of my head to deliver a sense of security. I hugged our hugs. I could feel our heart beating fast. Surprisingly I feel very comfortable at this moment. There was no fear or unease when coming into contact with him.

Andrew drove me back to the office because I refused to be sent home. I smiled at the gulali in my hand. I waved to Andrew as his car drove away from me.

"Miss" said the man who made me look.

The maid leader seemed to smile at me who was holding a gulali in my hand. My face met when I saw him who was still putting on a smile teasing me.

"Where's the car?" ask me while looking down to hide my red face.

"There's behind you, miss," said the chairman

I nodded and twisted my body. The guards who opened the door for me smiled and saw me carrying a gulali. I cleared my throat so they wouldn't see me again. I chose to stare at the scenery outside to normalize my face that was still hot. I slowly looked at the gulali in my hand and smiled remembering what we had done.

"Are you happy?" ask the chief of the maids next to me.

I realized the presence of the maid chief sitting next to me. I tried to eliminate my smile.

"Yes, it's been a lot of fun. Andrew's a good man," I said.

"I'm glad you could have fun. I hope you can smile more like that. You look like a teenager at your age, Miss," said the maid, who smiled sincerely at me.

I just nodded without answering the words of the chief maid. I felt my heart beating as I remembered Andrew.

"Hmm chief maid ... what .. hmm have you ever felt your heart beating when you remembered someone?" kataku hesitates.

The chief maid seemed surprised to hear my question. He looked tense hearing my words. I don't know why he doesn't like my question.

I stared at my reflection from the glass. I remembered what the chief maid said about my question. I tried to remember Andrew for a few days. I remember when he made me laugh. I remember when he tried to comfort me and listen to me. I remember the sweet things he did that made me smile and my heart skipped a beat. I remember her warm embrace that made me feel comfortable.

I remember only he made me not feel uncomfortable or scared when we touched. I stared at the reflection of my face and found myself smiling with a blushing face. Yeah, this might be true. The chief may be right. I love Andrew, but I don't know why the chairman of the maid seems to like it when he says that. He prevented me from meeting Andrew more often. He also asked me to hide this feeling and bury this feeling. I don't know why, but I can see the chief maid doesn't like Andrew. For the matter of hiding my feelings, I did plan on doing so. I don't want Albert to know how I feel. Albert can do what I don't want if he knows I love Andrew. I realized I couldn't fight it. As hard as it can not. I have to protect Andrew from Albert.

I had to eat breakfast with Clara and Albert. As usual Clara insulted me. I just quietly ate my food without looking at them. Until I was distracted when I felt my phone vibrate. I read some messages from Andrew. I feel like my cheeks are blushing reading a sweet message from Andrew. I unconsciously smiled while looking at my phone.

"You don't know manners, do you? It is forbidden to play the phone at the dinner table. Besides you look like a crazy person who smiles alone," said Clara who resuscitated me.

I looked up and put on my flat face. I looked at Clara who looked at me sharply. I saw Albert frowning looking at me. I felt uncomfortable with his eyes.

"I'm done," I said quickly and immediately left them.

I got to the office along with Andrew who also just got out of his car. I smiled at him who was walking towards me. The chief maid cleared her throat to resuscitate me.

"You have been waiting in the meeting room" he said firmly.

I looked at him who was looking at me too. I breathed an upset sigh at his disturbance.

"Hy Ana, what a coincidence that we met here. Are you busy today? I had a fun plan actually and I was planning on taking you in" he said, making me blink my eyes.

"Miss ..." call the chief maid.

I let out a disappointed sigh when I heard the voice of warning from the chief maid.

"Well I'll take the meeting until it's over and after that can the chief maid change my schedule? I'll go with Andrew" I said, staring at the chief maid.

"Miss but...."

"This time alone, I also usually always follow the schedule without protesting and complaining all along. So let me rest for a moment" I pleaded.

"Alright, miss," said the chief maid holding back his growl.

I looked at Andrew who was still standing next to me.

"Please wait in my room, the chief maid will accompany you there. I'll be with Mr. Robert" I said with a gentle smile from Andrew.

***

I laughed at Andrew's jokes. We are enjoying the sea breeze. I don't know where he brought me here. I was so amazed at his brilliant idea for a vacation that I could never refuse.

"Haah happy," said Andrew who suddenly put his head on my nailed.

He smiled funnyly as he looked at me who was surprised by his behavior. I just smiled at her gentle smile.

"I'm sleepy, I'll borrow your thighs for a second, okay?" said it.

"Didn't you put your head on my thigh without my consent?" irritated say.

Andrew laughed and chose to fall asleep. I saw his face that looked perfect. He was like a Greek god who fell from the sky. I slowly stroked her delicate hair. I saw her smile grow. Slowly he hugged my stomach and buried his face in my stomach. I felt my heart beating faster, but strangely I felt comfortable around him. I still quietly stroked her hair while enjoying this moment.

***

We stared at the sun while holding hands. I never knew this view was so beautiful. Slowly Andrew hugged my waist until I confronted him. I looked into her eyes that seemed to cool my heart.

She gently stroked my cheek until I closed my eyes enjoying her touch. Slowly Andrew approached and kissed my forehead softly. Her lips came down to my lips. At first I was silent only when he was******my lips. Slowly she guided my hand around her neck. I frowned when I felt a softness I had never felt. It's not like when Albert kissed me. I feel more comfortable being kissed by Andrew.