
when I wake up in the morning, I get ready to go to work,
after everything was ready, I went downstairs to wait for the shany,
no wait long shany went down and said that today he did not enter because he was not feeling well,
I was thinking because yesterday he just broke up with zoni is it possible that it made him sick?
I don't know for sure today I have to work alone,
on the way to work I accidentally saw a young mother who was pregnant and she still wanted to go to work even though she was pregnant,
and I saw she wasn't with anyone so I asked myself (what could she be a single mother)
I don't know for sure I'm proud to see him.
if he can be great, why not me?
while working I thought if later I go home from work I have to come to the hospital and confirm the truth whatever the outcome will be.
and the time I wait is when I get home from work,
it just so happens that today shany is not coming in so I can go to the hospital for no reason, God is good
it just so happened that the hospital was not far from my workplace so it could make it a little easier for me to get there,
when I got in front of the hospital I told myself that (whatever the outcome would be best for my life I knew God was more right)
I went in and I saw a nurse standing guard and I asked the nurse,
I'm√, I'm sorry if I want to do a pregnancy check where?
nurse√ is the only way you enter straight until there is a mother and child room,
well that's where it belongs.
I'm√ I'm so grateful
nurse√ both together
after I entered the room mom and son were in front of me, right in front of me,
I try to stay calm so that no one is suspicious,
I went in and I saw 2 people inside
after I asked, I had to wait my turn first,
about 15 minutes I waited and I was finally called in,
inside I was asked something,
doctor√ is a night of goodnight miss,
I'm a night doctor's middling
doctor√ is the first one here huh?
I'm a new doctor this time
doctor√ only eradication you look very tense, tanang alone will be beautiful later whatever the result
I'm√ ____mmm Yes doctor
doctor√ is a lie down and immediately yes we start to see what is in your stomach (while laughing)
doctor√ is your child, he has grown up there for about 6 weeks so you have to look after him very well yes, do not be too stressed and many thoughts will affect your child
I'm√, I can't say anything just a little sad and deeply moved after seeing that there's a living being in my stomach right now, until my tears flowed uncontrollably, I don't know what that feeling was that I must have been until I didn't realize my tears were spilling
doctor√, do not fuss over your child so be sad again, you know it's the most beautiful gift so you have to take care of it very well, because not all women can be as lucky as you in the world.
I'm√, after hearing the words of such a doctor, I'm getting very sad but happy and proud,
doctor√ is done so please sit down we can talk
I'm the one who's the doctor thank you
doctor√ is your name zie and 27 years old okay, at this time it has been 6 weeks of pregnancy all is fine healthy mother and child sex is still not clear try yes in the next meeting we see sma-sma
I'm√, I've had a doctor before, thank you so much for helping me
doctor, this is my duty
after I left and parted with the good doctor,
I walked out and was still thinking with all the words from that doctor,
as I held my stomach and said yes, she was the most beautiful gift.
I can definitely do it. I'm sorry if I didn't take care of you before,
I didn't feel like I was walking far enough away from the hospital holding my stomach,
on the side of the road I was shocked by the sound of the car bell beside me,
and I saw a fancy car sitting next to me,
I stopped walking and tried to see more clearly,
it turns out that the luxury car belongs to the big star jackson you, seen in the car there is a woman on the sidelines**
he accidentally opened a little glass of his car so I could see him and the woman,
the world is so very narrow yes, I thought that this S country is very broad but why do I still meet the man.
I didn't care about him and I continued on my way,
in front of there is a bus stop so I can go home using the bus, I walked to the bus not long bus that I want to ride also arrived with a little run I was chasing the bus, I was chasing the bus,
once I got on the bus I realized I was pregnant and I couldn't do anything like that anymore,
because I am going to be a mother so I have to behave like a mature woman (in my heart laugh amusedly) after I pass through so many events today I am more eager to live every day with my son later, I will be more excited to live every day with my son, I became stronger than I was crying and hurt.
when I got home I went to shower and dinner,
while eating I still imagine the face of a jackson you from behind the glass of his car,
why was he looking at me like that (i asked myself)
listen he's not your dad, son,
you only have your mom hear that....
(laughing I tried to talk to my son in my stomach)
now that I've gotten better my mood is not like yesterday, so I just need to find a way so I can tell my friends about this news**.