The Great Star

CHAPTER 6

until nightfall I was busy with my activities at home,

until I forgot my original purpose after I got home from the market this afternoon,

after I remembered what I wanted to do immediately I looked for a pregnancy test kit in my bag

haven't met yet, either,

my doorbell rang and it shook me so I hurriedly opened the door,

in front of the house there is a shany and also a genie

do not know what they want to come for sure they come at the wrong time, but,

(why must come at a time like this) I said in my heart.

suddenly the genie said,

jin√ is not allowed to enter?

I'm√, sure.

shany√, this is very clean your house zie

I'm the one who donk who I used to be (whose laughs)

jin√ is here tonight we will watch flim here

what am I, what am I, what am I? why are you suddenly sich

shany√ is the only thing we have through the chat earlier,

I'm the one who's been through???

shany√ is a part of sich, hi what's with you zie???

I'm a we're a?? I have nothing, only I have not seen your chat

jin√ is a big deal again, tomorrow we start work so don't watch until late at night

shany√ is a game of hunting dong

I'm√, I'm going to take a shower first, you guys get ready

shany√, this is where we bring your meal to rest

I'm the one who's got to be...

in the bathroom I've been getting bothered about what's been going on in my life for the last few months,

but calm down I will be strong (so hard to strengthen myself) .

after I finished the bath I went out to bagung same them,

but still my eyes always see my back bag that I know in it there's a pregnancy test kit.

I don't know what time I started drowsing and can't hold it anymore

until finally I fell asleep even though the flim was not finished yet,

the next morning I saw my friends were no longer home and I knew they would have come home after watching flim last night,

because it was noon I rushed to get ready to go to work immediately

like the usual days I went through everything very well and smoothly without any obstacles, she said,

on the way to work my phone rang and I saw the number when I came out with the genie he once called me just I didn't pick up,

shany√ is who?? did you call in the morning??

I'm√, I don't know this is also a new number, Males will answer

shany√ is the only thing Shany has left

I'm√ I'm yes

because more than three times I did not pick up his phone so he sent a message that contained,

√. You are awaited in JY building

after I read it I was really shocked,

I don't want jackson you to know my number and know who I am,

because I was really scared so I decided to stay calm in front of Shany.

very quickly I block that person's number, though,

because I'm sure it wasn't Jackson himself at least the guy who knew Jackson sent it to me.

because some days I was very busy because of a lot of work so I forgot if I had to try the tool,

I don't know how many days after I bought it I still haven't worn it.

because my body didn't feel any strange changes so I tried to think positively,

I haven't even come to the moon until now,

for sure my feelings are mixed between fear, sadness, anger.

at night I wake up from my sleep, not knowing what is keeping me awake tonight,

suddenly my feelings were a little bad

so because my stomach was hungry I tried to find food in my refrigerator,

while eating the fruit there was a taste that prompted me to try the pregnancy test kit, she said,

I immediately took the device in my bag and I took it into the bathroom,

at that time I deliberately bought 2 at once so that I could confirm it more clearly,

in the caption written, after I put the device down I had to wait for him for a few minutes,

after I finished I put the two tools in the bathroom and I went out to wait for the results,

outside I became like a dazed person, it was not good to say anything but a very clear fear I felt at that time.

before I looked at the results I once again read the description of the test box that contained the contents; if 1 line appears it means negative (not pregnant) and if the 2 line means positive (pregnant)

I also clearly understand the content of the statement

but I can't lie if I'm so scared to see the results,

after I took a very long breath then I ventured to see the results and it turned out. 2 lines and that was the result.

I was positive, I sat very weakly in front of the bathroom door trying to strengthen myself, I could not cry nor say anything, she said,

after a few minutes I woke up and sat back on my bed after that I cried,

I don't know how I feel right now, I'm also upset.

I've decided for a while I should keep quiet from my friends,

then I also want to be more clear about the truth of this whether it is true that I am pregnant or not, so tomorrow after work I have to go to the hospital to make sure.

I have to stay calm there won't be anything difficult all will be fine.

it's always like that if something is broken there's bound to grow, and if anyone goes there's definitely a replacement, trying to cheer up and strengthen myself

I've lived a long time in a journey that is not easy, trying to always think positive even when it is very difficult.

the experiences and the past have always taught me how I should always be grateful for what we can go through or what we will live.

(calm this zie isn't a hard thing for you) I cried and said the same to myself,

morning came, too,

I've been more receptive to the reality that I just got last night, trying to feel that it's okay even though in my heart there are so many questions that still can't find answers.

I got out of my house and I saw shany talking to a stranger like me after that I came to say hello to shany,

I'm√ and I'm good morning princess

shany√ is a good morning miss simple

I'm√ hhhhh, what the hell is that,

shany√ is a thing you look for someone why not say hello to him

I'm the one who's been? and why look for me?

shany√, this guy is looking for you, don't you know him?

who am I, who am I, who am I?

strangers, we can talk for a while

I'm the only one talking

strangers, we're talking alone

I'm the one who's the one who's

shany dodged and I continued talking to the salty man

I'm√, I'm straight on the point because I have to go to work

stranger√ is a person of interest, why didn't you meet the invitation from mr jack you?

I'm the one who knows me the same person you mean

stranger√ is here there is a call please to speak

vidio call

I'm√, I'm silent (when I see jackson you face, very handsome with sunglasses on it)

jackson√ is there any chance we can meet?

I'm√, I'm (four silent, then I'm surprised when Jackson calls me) no-no.

jackson√ can I see you sometime?

I'm√-it can be

I also immediately avoided the man who was jackson and did not pay attention when jackson spoke to me.

I held shany's hand and then I took her to work,

shany's journey bertnya to me,

shany√ is who is he?

I'm a nobody, I'm a nobody

shany√ is a strange nobody

I'm a weird one, he's just an old friend of mine

shany√ is the only thing I've never seen before

I'm a we're a? are you lucky because he's more handsome than your zone

shany√ is a big boy but I love only my zoniku

I'm√ hmmmmmmm whatever, it's your choice

I atu shany would understand if I do not like the same zoni also their relationship, both of them,

so very rarely shany dares to tell me the same problem zoni because he knows later on end I told him to break up high school zoni, he said,

I don't like men who don't have a stand

he's also very stingy if the same shany, too,

his attitude has mines a lot

it's been like a parasite in Shany's life, shany,

like to bother shany sometimes if I see my best friend is sad because the man wants it to feel like I torn him like paper so as not to interfere with shany's life again,

but his name is also in love.