The Great Star

BAB18

Because for the first time zain went out of town so he was a little fussy maybe because he was tired or because he could not adjust the atmosphere in a new place, yet,

the plan was for me to stay in the capital after all was done, my main purpose here is to talk directly with shany as well as zain but in addition I also have plans to find work so that I can immediately return to the capital,

I decided to go back to the capital because it was clear that now Jackson already knew that zain was his son so what else I had to hide, even if I could hide it was obvious that Jackson could find me, too,

I won't be able to be selfish with my current choice because I also have to think about zain, Zain,

when I arrived in the capital I went straight to my old house,

cause even if I don't live in the house for long, but I'm still paying for the contract, so it's still mine,

after arriving home I immediately clean up and clean up everything,

it is now 20;55 pm and I have finished cleaning and also bathing the zain,

soon I contacted shany and the genie asked them to come to my house at this time,

they were shocked and didn't think I was here,

I waited for them to come along and I put zain to bed because he was fussy today probably because he was tired,

after about 1 hour they finally arrived,

after I opened the door and told them to come in, we talked,

shany√ is a news story, why don't you tell me first?

I'm a good dong as you can see, I just want to say ngak so ntar even dong surprise, dong,

shany√ is the only thing you came here with zain too?

I'm a sure dong, I'm,

jin√ is where he is now?

I'm√, I'm sleeping, he's fussy on the road, he's probably tired

shany√, I said what, Zain must be fussy, he's not used to it, if you say we can pick you up

jin√ is a fever again, right? have you checked?

I'm√ and I'm grateful that you care and love the same zain,

shany√ Zain is the same as our son, isn't it jinn?

jin√ is the right one so if there is anything we will go forward

I'm√, I'm at Jackson's night home, you know who he's looking for? definitely not me, right? because he wanted to find his son "zain" after I said as soon as I saw the faces of both of them tangent and surprised,

after hearing that they still wanted to pretend not to know anything, though,

then I said,;

I'm√, I'm not sure if you guys know about this

jin√, I can explain zie, I know you mean we want to talk about what really happened

I'm√, I'm very calm and I came here to meet you guys, before I said a lot of thanks to you guys for caring about me and zain

shany√, you don't say that, we really don't mean anything, we just don't want to if you're always insulted and humiliated like that jackson you, he always felt no sin with you and zain so that me and the genie agreed to be able to silence jackson only in this way,

jin√ is our zie is wrong because with jackson know that actually it will add to your burden, but really our zie has no other purpose than to protect you and zain

I'm√, thank you, I know you guys love me and zain very much, this has all happened like the word rice has become porridge, so just let me enjoy the porridge in my own way, but ask for help next never do anything about me and zain behind me whatever it is, you know enough that I would never care if someone else hated or insulted me because it wasn't important to me,

I know my world and Jackson are so different everyone knows that jackson is a big star and I am just one weed among the many grasses and flowers around me,

I just don't want people to know this senseless relationship I just think about my son's life,

because my relationship with Jackson started from not knowing to know,

I never imagined it would be like this my life, having to engage in a sense of heart and mind that couldn't be united a little hard but I tried to get used to it.

after I said a lot of things, shany and jin suddenly I heard a crying zain,

already accustomed to this zain is a little weak endurance that sometimes makes me a little weak if I have to see him sick,

I immediately asked Jin and Shany to drive me to the hospital,

it was very late tonight but my tiredness that I felt as if it disappeared because I saw my sick son,

arriving at the hospital I immediately brought a child-specific room zain,

and again zain had to be hospitalized, not knowing why that night I was so sad maybe because my mind and body were so tired at that time, I was crying in the arms of shany and jin that night, she said,

zain has been treated like this, but tonight I was a little weak,

"sorry dear mama, right now mama is really weak, sorry if mama is crying tonight you have to be strong yes" I said like that to zain shany and jin came crying with me, I said like that,

when the three of us cried together I seemed to hear a voice that was unfamiliar to me,

from afar he seemed to be asking to find out to someone,

when I saw that jackson you were coming,

I tried to wipe away my tears so that she wouldn't know that I was weak right now,

jackson√ is Zain?

I'm√, I'm in wait for the doctor to check

jackson√ is what's he? what the hell's going on? why didn't I say it early

I'm the one who's been.

jackson√ & what are you doing to take care of your kids? it's like this you're not trying to tell me

suddenly the doctor came and asked who the child's parents were inside,

then Jackson and I said we were his parents,

after that we are welcome to enter,

I saw Zain sleeping with the infusion in his hand again,

I cried when someone saw me, no matter if,

I heard that Jackson had told the doctor to keep this a secret from anyone because maybe the doctor knows who jackson you are,.

after knowing it all the doctors were saying goodbye and again just saying if zain was okay, then,

after the doctor left shany and the genie came in to accompany me,

I told Jackson to tell him to come home 'cause let me be here,

jackson doesn't like it but I don't care,

jackson's still forcing me to stay here, anyway,

because I don't want anything to make zain uncomfortable I'm the one who relented to get out of the room,

shany and Jin I told you to go home first let me be here because jackson and his assistant are here with me,

after shany and jin came home I sat at the door of zain's room because I didn't want to go in because there was a jackson inside,

the night began to pass and it was morning to come, time had shown at 4am I felt very tired so I decided to close my eyes for a moment even though I was sitting on the floor and I saw assistant jackson see me but it did not matter to me,

there was not 15 minutes I fell asleep assistant jackson tried to wake me because zain woke up after I knew zain crying I went straight in and again I saw jackson trying to calm zain, zain,

jackson asked me to accompany Zain inside and he came out, maybe he knew if I wasn't used to him beside me,

after I could calm down and put zain to sleep I also went to sleep on his bed zain, as usual zain would sleep in my arms all night.

on the other hand when Jackson entered the room he saw me sleeping while hugging zain,

I don't know what he was thinking at the time, after a long time inside he came out and decided to go home.