The Great Star

CHAPTER 39

the night came I was more and more confused with what I had to do with the invitation from the jackson family

after a long time I thought of her suddenly there was a phone call and I saw it turned out from jackson immediately I answered her

jackson√ is your jack?

am I the one who is ready?

jackson√ is a time when yes you forgot what my mother told you last afternoon

I'm the one who's the one I remember I forgot

jackson√ is outside so come out quickly

I'm√, I am. Why didn't I say that.

jackson√ is a part of what did I say you don't remember?

I'm√ hmm... Yes I mean if I know if ron is in front I can go straight down.

jackson√ Byby

and finally I got tangent because I didn't want to make anyone disappointed because I finally had to give up and had to come

not long ago I was ready as well as zain

zain and I went down to meet Ron who had been waiting for a long time downstairs

I'm the one who's been waiting for you

ron√ is a problem Miss ( while opening the car door for me)

after a few minutes, I finally arrived at Jackson's house

as usual I always feel shaky if I have to enter that luxurious house again.

I try to tidy up my clothes and also zain I have to make sure if what I wear is clean

and the door opened, I entered

seen already at the gathering there of course there is a mother and father jackson there is also a brother jesicka and her husband and do not forget there is a sami lover jackson there and some people who are still strangers to me

I don't see Jackson here, maybe he hasn't come or he's not there

I don't know if I don't want to think about it

jasicka√ is a zie of Zie how are you?

I'm√ is my brother's good brother?

jesicka is a good donk, here let me bring zain

after zain was brought jesicka jackson's mother came and we talked as usual

I saw Sami staring at me intently what he might not like if I was here

when I talked to my aunt I saw Jackson coming down from the top floor tonight I thought he was so handsome maybe because he didn't look like he was wearing his usual clothes so he looked different

accidentally when I look at him he looks at me because I don't want him to know if I'm looking at him I pretend to take my eyes off

sami looks like her lover immediately hugged her when she was downstairs

it is true that they are very suitable for a very sweet couple because they are just as alive as stars

after all the events now arrive when we eat together at the dining table is very large and luxurious

I'm actually a little bit difficult to be civilized with this condition but I will always try my best so that no one is disappointed because of me.

while all eating and talking to each other still looks very spoiled sami to jackson who always ask attention from jackson and again I try not to see them and act ordinary

at the same time zain turned out to have slept carried by ron

since I had finished eating I finally got up from my seat and took zain so I could carry him

aunty√, let Zain sleep here tonight

I'm a mere smile without answering

aunty√, this is also a night so it is better if zain lives here

you hear the voice of mister you're in the gut" It's great to stay here tonight"

jackson√ is the one that put him in my room first

again I did not answer it just that I immediately brought zain to jackson's room so he could lie down first before I took him home with me

as usual, I'm not comfortable if I have to live in this luxurious house

when I arrived at the jackson room I immediately put zain on the bed slowly so that he did not wake up

I was so shocked to see Jackson following me to my room,

I saw if he closed his bedroom door and locked it

jackson walked up to me while I was sleeping

I'm√, I'll wake up there

jackson√, can we talk to you for a second?

I'm the only one talking (get up and get closer)

jackson√ is a big deal thanks for bringing zain here to my papa (while trying to hold my hand)

I'm√, no problem (still touched by jackson's attitude)

jackson√ is a big deal, do you think I'm good-looking tonight?

I'm a normal person (how could he possibly know my heart I said he was handsome)

jackson√ is really that? too bad I'm not handsome you think hmmm.... You look jealous when me and Sami together?

I'm the one who's jealous and why should I be jealous? (walk away)

jackson√ is your liar, look and tell me if you're not jealous and I'm not handsome tonight( while holding me back and trying to hug me)

I'm a good listener yes jackson you I'm not jealous of you and your lover and you're not handsome at all....

not yet have I finished talking jackson suddenly kissed me while hugging my body,

I don't know if what suddenly came inside me felt the blood in my body so warm my heart also felt something comfortable

I don't think I'm starting to enjoy it

I've tried to hold back this feeling and tried to let go of Jackson's hug but instead I'm the one who lost with jackson's attitude tonight

I'm sure he's not drunk tonight but why what happened to Jackson

jackson was still being gentle and sincere to me I was getting deeper into the current did not feel I was on top of it and we almost did it tonight

but suddenly there was a voice behind the door while knocking on the door very loudly

I was shocked and immediately woke up from the top of jackson's body and immediately tidied up my clothes that had fallen apart

jackson looked very casually at opening the door and sure enough

sami√ is the one thing you do? why must I lock the door

jackson√, you calm down first ngak need triak-triak zain is sleeping and do not let him wake up

sami√, just let her wake up so she can get out of here and you women don't know how to be ashamed you're here with my lover you know you're a cheap woman a stupid woman

jackson√ - Enough! it's up to you to say what but remember she's the mother of my son

I'm the one who's not like a baby,

listen to the rich lady I never wanted to live with your lover and I didn't need her by my side

you can take me but not my son

sami√ is a clear child as his mother saw that his mother's attitude like this must be the same child, right? equally dirty

I'm the one who closed your mouth.

jackson√, that's where go first we talk outside

sami√ is a mess of your hair that the dirty woman who left here, look what you guys have done your clothes messy your hair must have seduced you

jackson√ is enough!

they left together and I still can't believe what happened to me and Jackson tonight we almost did it again and now I can almost do it in front of our son.

it's so embarrassing that it's my own fault why I want to believe it

I tried to calm down even though I was weak

I immediately brought Zain to get out of this house and go back to our house.

below everyone was looking at me without saying anything

I was quick and didn't talk much

I don't see jackson and sami here any better

after I say goodbye immediately I go home and bring zain.

after arriving at the house I immediately took a shower to disappear the smell of jackson's body on my body and tried to clear my mind and my heart that had been chaotic.

this sadness must come again actually I am not ready if I have to accept it again

and my tears finally trickled when I remembered the incident

calm down, Zie, calm down you are strong!