The Great Star

BAB11

it feels like time is going so fast,

today I met with my obstetrician for a monthly check on my child's development,

not felt this week has entered 18 weeks that means my gestational age has been 4 months more,

I feel increasingly impatient to meet him (my son's candidate) but on the other hand I am still a little sad because I still can not say with my friends,

it's time I had to tell them, how long I could hide, when,

although there are risks that I have to bear whatever it is, I have to be ready with it....

and again I don't want jackson to know that I'm pregnant with his child he could have told me to kill this innocent child and I don't want that to happen,

after I finished meeting with the doctor at the hospital I went to go to the usual resto I shany and also the genie used to eat there,

after I got to my phone to call them both,

I'm the one who lives where is Sakarang?

shany√ ''home.

jin√ is a workplace

I'm√, I'm in a restaurant now can you usually come here?

jin√ is what event? you're not a birthday anymore, are you?

I'm√, I don't exist I just want to treat you guys

shany√ is already on the way

jin√ is a thing, what,? he came quickly

shany√ is the one who will treat Shanye so I am very excited

I'm the one who's the one I'll spend it all on if you guys are long

jin√ is also running away

I also closed my phone, not long the food that I ordered was ready and d between my eyes, d,

I invited them to come over because I was ready to hear them angry at me,

soon after she came she was sitting right in front of me,

I'm√, I was once you came, just know you if today I deliberately order a nice meal (laugh ngledek)

shany√ is a big thank you dear..you are the best (take hold of my hand).

I'm a good person if you know I'm the best

jin√ is a new party... There must be a celebration today (directly when new comes).

shany√ is a big deal, said you already have a zie girlfriend

jin√ is a part of that, right?? which guy?? what work (a possessive friend)

I'm√, this is the one you guys are, have a quick meal later to get cold,

shany√ is a good.

in the middle of when we eat again I try to say slowly to them,

I'm the one who's been through this, if I make a mistake, you guys want to forgive me??

jin√ is hanging

I'm√-in-waiting, but I'm sure you won't be mad at me

shany√ is a pretty sure thing, we don't know what mistakes you made

jin√ is a big deal if you're sure we're not angry why are you bribing us like this?

I'm the one who bribes you, too,

this is all I love you guys because I'm a good person (laughs)

shany√, I love Sakarang, I have no appetite anymore

I'm√, I'm calm boss just relax, this is not heavy how we can certainly (laugh with confidence)

jin√, the more suspicious I am of your attitude, the sooner we know

then I took a book and a photo of my ultrasound in the bag,

I put it right in front of them

the eyes of the three of us look at each other without anyone talking,

it is clear from the cover of the book that there are pictures and writings of obstetricians,

shany very quickly picked up and opened the book, long enough he read it jinn impatiently and then took it directly from the hands of shany,

after they saw and read everything in the book they saw me without speaking,

I see from shany's eyes he is holding back to cry, the genie without blinking still sees me, the genie still sees me,

I saw that shany crying that made me cry, the genie immediately hugged me to calm me not to forget shany also hugged me.

it does not feel right we cry in this place but nothing we do not care about their time,

after we all calm down, then we talk

jin√ is the same as me who is the father of this child?

and why can you hide all this from us?

shany√ is currently you are pregnant for 4 months so you know but you do not tell us.

I'm the one who's been apologizing to you guys, I'm sorry,

I also just found out if I was pregnant when I wanted to be 2 months of my gestational age,

you remember the night your new year went to celebrate with your partner and I chose to work overtime, right,? it was then that I met someone who was the father of my son.

shany√, who is he? and why don't you know him and us?

jin√ is a big deal, or maybe that guy won't take responsibility for what he's doing to you right now?

shany√ is the one thing that I know about Shanye what happened to us and who is that guy?

I'm√, I'm calm, if I tell you it will not be enough 1night because it is too long,

someday I'll tell you who the father of this kid is, okay...

jin√ is not a.. Now you have to tell and tell.

shany√ what's the wait for? when are you gonna hide zie again, don't you trust us?

jin√ is your only fear that we will leave you? take it easy anyone won't be able to hurt you and your future child

shany√ is a true zie, listen if you can then we can also love this child just as our zie is also dear and will certainly also protect you and your child

I'm√ (laughs) thank you that's why I'm so sure that you won't be able to get angry with me, so relieved it felt after all this time I held back and after I answered you guys I'm more confident if I can take care of her and take care of her (while holding my stomach)

shany√, this is your turn to tell us who your son's father really is

jin√ is truly zie c**just say**

I'm√, I'm a big star you're a big star, whether you want to believe it or not with this truth but obviously I don't even want to not even believe it but this is the reality,

I do not know who he is jackson you even to imagine that I did not dare but after being confronted how we can refuse,

God knows what all this means

shany√ is a possible zie

jin√ is a you

I'm going to have to do it if you guys still have doubts when he's out we'll all know who his father is, what's more important now for me is that I should be able to avoid jackson you and not let him know that I'm pregnant with his child, because I don't want him to hurt this child

shany√, it turns out that during this time you are in a difficult situation that we do not know so we are sorry

I'm√, I'm already doing nothing now I have to focus more on this child first then we just follow

jin√, what's your plan zie?

I'm the one who's the one•••actually I wanted to move out of this town until this kid was born so that jackson couldn't see me and again I also needed a new place of work and a new place to live before I decided to move for a while,

shany√ is where do you want to move?

I'm√, I'm the only important thing is that I have cooperation where to live and must be far from this city

jin√ is the only one who's waiting for zie I have a suggestion for your problem

I'm√, I'm saying genie

jin√ is a city where my aunt has a restaurant that is not so big but it seems you can if work and live there, and again my hometown is quite far from here

shany√ is a genie when will we bring zie there?

I'm√, I'm glad I heard, okay no problem genie I will definitely work hard in your aunt's place

shany√, I need to join you zie?

I'm√, I'm not shany you stay here I don't want to if you get in trouble again

shie's is a zie...

jin√ is really what zie said you do not go there still in this city

shany√ is good

jin√ is a big deal when are you going to my city of zie and meet my aunt?

I'm√, I'm going to settle my business here and start preparing.

jin√ is a must.

after we talked for a long time and it was over we went home,

in the middle of the trip I saw a photo of jackson you on the side of the road is very big, suddenly I feel sad for sure if I see his face I hate him so much***.