
after me and one finished talking and my heart was calmer I went to continue my work that had neglected because of the incident last afternoon in the room that had been ordered by Jackson for sami,
I came out of one's room and Jackson saw me because maybe he'll meet one too,
I accidentally had to look at her again,
I tried not to say anything even though I was walking in front of Jackson,
after I got through it all of a sudden I heard Jackson talking to me,
jackson√ is the only one you know?
I stopped but not long after I tried to ignore him,
jackson entered one's room and they talked together
one√, did you come here?
jackson√ is the same as Zie?
one√, why is it?
is there anything wrong with me knowing that woman?
jackson√ is nothing and it's your right to know anyone, but once I'm a woman like zie isn't your type
one√, I know what you really like about me,
is there anything you can come here for?
jackson√, I just want to make sure if it's true if you're the same zie already know each other
after they spoke, they were seen coming out together,
when I see them so familiar and so close I feel unable to if I have to in a situation like this, this situation sometimes makes me uncomfortable alone,
I always felt like I never deserved to be close to the likes of Jackson and one,
I must be able to continue to refrain from being carried away by the flow of feelings that at any time can make me drown in it.
after I try to be always professional and my responsibility in my work I still always think with my greeting towards me,
I was a little surprised at him why a woman like Sami could hate me so much,
when compared to me the same he is clearly very different, far,
sami occupies a high place while I only deserve below, but,
in the past he could be jealous of me just because me and Jackson already have children even though me and Jackson just know and have absolutely no relationship whatsoever.
I don't know if anything it's just Sami who knows why he hates me so much and my son too,
after I finished work I went home,
as I was walking towards the stop I was suddenly startled by the sound of a horn ringing and after I saw it turned out that jackson was trying to code me to come with him in the car,
because I don't want to if anyone else knows I'm getting in the car, too,
what am I doing again?
jackson√ is the one I want to pick up zain and bring him
I'm going to take care of myself again? zain and I have to go home early because tomorrow we have to go again
jackson√ has joined, only a little later I will take you, I also very miss the same zain so I beg you not to refuse this time and do not ask much
I'm on a roll since when do I ask you so many questions, tell you where we're going?
jackson√ is my home.
after I heard her answer, I,
I was immediately silent and did not say anything in my brain already thinking if I do not like too much if I have to go to the haunted house again for me Jackson's house is like a ghost house that both make dreaded.
after I picked up zain and took him away with me was also jackson in one car,
it feels a little strange if I see the condition where I am at the moment,.
I never imagined before that I was with the big star and his son and none other than my son,
on the way, Jackson and I talked a little and jackson occasionally joked,
I feel like a happy family in general even though that's not the case in my life right now,
but I still have faith that later I can get the family I want because I believe that God is always good to me.
do not feel the path that usually feels a little bit faster what is possible because I feel a little comfortable on the side of Jackson?
it is very strange if it is true, though,
I tried to throw away the feeling that had crossed the brain,
after I got off the car jackson suddenly was in front of me and carrying the zain we also entered and arrived at the house jackson, Jackson,
I was so shocked that I saw Jackson's mother opening the door for us,
he looks happy to see Zain coming,
aunty√ is a zain zain... How are you? (while carrying and kissing) zie you how are you?
I'm√, the one who was shocked suddenly realized and then replied, Good aunt
jackson's mother was walking to her sitting silence reading a book,
after I saw that I tried to greet Jackson's father and he replied very gently.
I sat down without being told to because I didn't know what to do,
I see both parents Jackson very happy and can accept zain in his family I'm a little relieved because even though I don't need recognition from them but they look same zain it's enough to me.
in the end his papa jackson suddenly asked me either a stale base or whatever it was,
we chat like a man who has known for a long time jackson's mother also chatted with me and her husband, she said,
and then we had dinner together,
although I was a little awkward and not used to having to eat with them but I tried not to let them down,
after everyone is on the table and we eat,
suddenly jackson took over to carry the zain that I was carrying, which I was carrying,
I refused because jackson could eat with his parents, but Jackson still forced me to eat with his parents,
in the end I lost and I ate first,
I deliberately didn't sit near Jackson and I decided to sit next to Jackson's mother instead,
when I ate suddenly zain cried and I stood up to ask jackson for zain,
after that I also ate while holding zain who was drinking milk,
jackson saw me then,
because I didn't accidentally settle him while he was looking at me a little something strange in my heart,
dinner was over and zain was sleeping very comfortably,
seeing that zain is sleeping and happens to be tomorrow weekend so Jackson's mom asked me to stay tonight for zain and I want to stay at Jackson's house,
because they want to be able to feel sleep with their grandchildren,
seeing the faces of two jackson parents I was devastated I could not bear if they could not be happy just because I was too selfish,
again I give up on making them happy,
jackson finally decided to come out,
then I was taken by Jackson's mother to the room on the top floor,
jackson's mom said that if I could sleep in the guest room because she probably knew that me and Jackson didn't have any relationship so she didn't ask me to stay in Jackson's room,
I went into the guest room, too,
I see it very nice, very clean and outside, maybe one room in this house is the same as one house in my house,
while I was sitting staring at zain, suddenly Jackson's mother came to me,
auntie, you haven't slept? why not sleep?
I'm going to sleep, I'm going to sleep, there's something I can do for auntie?
aunty√ is unnecessary, I'm just here to see Zain and you
I'm√, I'm sleeping, and I'd better get some sleep because it's very late
auntie, I know what you're feeling and you're thinking, you know I'm also a woman and a mother
I'm√, there's nothing aunty, just calm down everything's fine, thank you so much because aunt and uncle also all the family want to love zain
aunty√ is my grandson, my first grandchild for our family obviously we will all love him, I won't ask about your time with my son Jackson, whatever happened between the two of you, you are the parents of my grandchildren
we talked a lot that night, though,
the sadness came when my aunt said that if Jackson ever had a future life with another woman he would always remember me as the mother of his first grandchild,
I couldn't hear those words and I cried,
not happy for myself but I'm happy because Zain has a great grandmother like jackson's mother.
after my aunt and I talked about a lot of things and I told you a little bit about me and I told you about the relationship between me and Jackson and she went for a break,
I really can't sleep tonight,
I don't feel any sleepiness at all,
I try to read a book in the middle of the night,
and as I was busy reading I heard footsteps,
I see it now at 2am,
because the lights in the room were still on suddenly the door was opened and after I saw it was jackson who came, Jackson who came,
I was shocked and scared, actually,
jackson came in and asked me, please,
jackson√ - Why don't you sleep?
I'm√ there's nothing.
jackson, you waiting for me, huh?
I'm the one who's been waiting for you to come home.
jackson√, what are you sleeping for not waiting for me?
I'm the one who's gone, gone there
jackson√ is whose house is this? why did you throw me out?
because of the debate at night I told him to leave immediately,
he didn't care about me even laying in bed close to the sleeping zain,
I took a deep breath after finding out that Jackson was going to sleep in bed with Zain,
I sat down on the sofa by the window and continued reading the book hoping for sleepiness to come soon.