The Great Star

BAB23

after I had a fight with Jackson that night he was often silent and only briefly if met with zain, he said,

every day he comes just to see zain even if only for a moment,

it is very clear if jackson is very fond of zain, zain,

actually I feel a little guilty about Jackson for saying something that might make him like this,

when he came home and before long maybe only about 20 minutes he was saying goodbye to zain if he had to go,

I tried to tell Jackson very carefully, too,

I'm the one we can talk to?

jackson√ what are you talking about again?

I'm the one who just talks, is there time for us to talk?

jackson√ is a moment I'm busy, tomorrow meet me at one of the places I'll send ron to you

I'm a good I'm.

after he said that I felt quite relieved because I saw jackson not like a few days ago,

I'll try to talk to him from heart to heart and that's all his purpose just for the sake of our son's zain.

I'll try not to attach importance to my ego just because I'm not as good as he can be in terms of materil,

I'm sure there will be a way out in every problem only sometimes we ourselves can not be patient with the process itself,

I was a very pessimist yesterday because I felt a little insecure to be able to work with Jackson for zain,

it's true that jackson and I are hard to come together but Zain shouldn't feel that difference because he should know that jackson can both be good parents for him.

after I drove zain I went straight to work,

this morning I received a message that tonight I will meet with the genie and also the shany,

I haven't been with them for a few days because I've been too busy with work,

but I am so grateful because I have friends who support me so much in every period and my purpose they are very good to me too zain.

I worked so hard today to get home early I don't want to let them down,

but during the day I receive a message from Ron if Jackson invites me to meet later tonight at a place he has decided,

at that time I felt so confused where to go?

I'm trying to think if jinn and shany know I'm gonna meet jackson maybe they'll understand but if jackson finds out I'm going with my best friend maybe there won't be another chance for me to be able to talk to him again.

so it's very clear if I should choose to meet with jackson and apologize to the genie as well shany, she said,

I'll leave them alone because I don't know until what time I'm done talking to Jackson.

I also finished work and met with zain and then I brought zain to the jinn and shany

after I told all about my problems with jackson these few days to them finally they could understand and support me,

I'm so happy to hear that they can always be there for me,

before I left I thanked him and didn't forget we had a hug that made me so moved they said that they would always be there for me and would protect me,

after I got out I saw Ron pick me up in front,

I was a little nervous and felt bad about being treated like this,

I also said the same ron if I can go alone to the place that jackon asked and did not need to make ron bother,

but Ron said that it was his duty to follow what his master said and wanted,

I also can not say anything if it is like that because if we work together people we must have a commitment and responsibility for our work.

it turns out the place is quite far in my opinion,

because I saw about 30 minutes more to get to that place,

I've never been here before, though,

I see the place like a luxury apartment and expensive because of the building and security is very complicated, too,

in my heart I was afraid because I wasn't ready to meet his family either what I was thinking at the time and why I had the thought that I would meet his family but honestly my heart my mind is so scared, too,

I passed through the passageway that was very far from the gate I did not dare also to ask the same ron,

I tried to stay calm even though my heart and my heart couldn't lie,

after reaching the destination and getting off the car I was escorted by ron through a private elevator on the side of the car he parked

I saw Ron was going to take me to the 8th floor of many floors,

I tried to take a deep breath and Ron saw that I was starting to go wrong,

he asked if I was okay and I immediately replied that I was very good.

after that I arrived at the door without thinking long ron took out a personal card and opened the door,

he invited me to come in and after I entered I was very surprised because it turned out that there were so many expensive and very beautiful things were also very clean and very large.....

I was also welcome to sit on the main sofa,

and I saw Ron go up the stairs maybe he'd call someone,

I waited under about 5 minutes but I didn't see anyone in that big house,

maybe he wants to show off with all this to me, I don't know!

after a few minutes I waited I saw the ron come down and told him I was waiting on the top floor,

I also said the same ron why not just here is the same but ron still told me to keep going up, after I stepped up to the top floor I saw ron not coming with me, ron still told me to stay up,

when I got to the top floor, I saw Jackson painting something I didn't know what he was painting,

I tried to get close and ask him,

then he just looked at me without answering my question I tried to relax with his attitude,

I was standing in front of her but she was still busy with the painting in front of her,

I don't want to say anything later he doesn't answer anymore, am I not a stale talker,

I just stood there without saying anything,.

then he said if he told me to come here because I had something to talk about but why did I shut up,

I replied that I was silent because I was afraid that I would come here just to bother you,.

he told me to look at what he was painting right now, and I walked over to him and his painting,.

tonight I saw Jackson not as usual, he was like a man in general who only wears shirts and shorts that make him not like the big star, he said,

he's so handsome if he's like this I'd rather see him now because it makes me not like an important person to so many people.

after I saw the painting,

honestly, I was very moved because it was Zain that he painted,.

he's very good at painting and I see the painting is exactly the same as the original photo,

out of nowhere he got a photo of the baby zain,

I deliberately posted a photo of the zain that he painted today on my phone long ago,

because these pictures and paintings are my favorite pictures

I was silent when I saw the painting,

then he asked me why I was still mute and didn't want to talk,

then I started talking to him, too,

I'm a good painting

jackson√ is a big deal I know, I'm a smart guy about this

I'm the one who likes this so much, can I if I get this?

jackson√ is only acceptable but there are conditions

I'm the one who's that?

jackson√ The real thing must be with me

I'm√, I'm a. yes you are this one just let the original zain be with me.

for the first time I saw him smile,

and I smiled after that, too,

I'm√, I've had so much because you love so much and accept him, with so many differences between us,

I know you are sincerely dear to zain because I can also feel the warmth you have given to zain all this time

jackson√ is the only thing you know? just this time I feel the name of falling in love and loving someone? it was this first taste that Zain gave him to me, when I first discovered it, I knew at that time that my heart was very sad,

sad because I have insulted you before but you still want to take care of him and take care of him without me knowing you survive to zain yourself.

and after I saw zain for the first time, it was like seeing my baby that made me fall in love.

I'm a good fit for zain, if you're sincere for zain,

that's enough for me, though,

but I ask you to help zain not bring in your life enough he be a part of your life but don't take him,

you and I both learned to be parents to a good zain even though it can't be whole,

jackson√, I'll try to keep zain okay even in my neighborhood someday, he will remain my extended family and will remain a part of my life at any time and it cannot be otherwise.

I'm√, I'm for everything that's going to happen in front of whatever it is I'll be ready for zain.

jackson and I could talk slowly that night without any painful words like that,

finally he said that this place was the house he used to live in,

he did not live with his extended family because he was more comfortable living alone with his assistant,

I don't want to be involved much in his life because it's not my way to get into his life or his future because what I'm doing all this is just for zain not for myself,

so I have to be self-aware of who I am and who jackson you are.

we are indeed as parents of a child, but only that and we each have a different path.

I should always be able to maintain a good relationship with Jackson just because of our son.

and that night Jackson asked for my cell phone number because he didn't want Ron to know about zain before he did.