The Eternal De Amor

Chapter 8's

Week after week has passed since the unfortunate incident experienced by Adnan n the genk. Adnan and Anum have never met again since then, Adnan actually wanted to see Anum, but whatever the power, his work was a barrier. As of now, Adnan had to leave Indonesia to meet with his corporate investors who were abroad. Only longs can Adnan catapult into the blue sky through do’a for Anum.

Adnan is determined, it feels round after going through some contemplation. Now he admitted that his heart had been anchored to a simple woman named Anum Azizah.

Elsewhere, Indonesia. Two women are arguing.

“You don't want to call Mas Adnan only Num?” Anum just shook his head weakly. He had to be treated at the hospital where Husna worked.

“I know if you saw him from yesterday, right?” Anum looked at his friend in disbelief, how clear was that feeling?

“I'm sure he has the same feelings as you too, Num” Anum just looked at the hospital grounds through his bedroom window.

“Do not wish Husna, no one will want to be with a sickly woman and her origins are not clear anyway” Husna sighed tiredly. This friend of his, always covering his feelings, he was closed even to Husna and the mother of the orphanage though.

“But you are moody surely because long time did not meet mas Adnan right?” Anum is silent, it feels no, Inner Anum.

“I gini because of aja sapekan, you do not keep ngawur why if you say”

“Yes but you are comfortable if you are beside Mas Adnan? I'm kayak gini for believing you guys are in the same feeling” Anum just shook his head slowly, she felt that sickly women did not deserve to have hope in love or love any man, including Adnan.

“I don't want to hope and be expected, Na, please don't make me worse”

“Yaudah I want to tell doctor Farhat if you are treated here” Anum's eyes are patterned, immediately he immediately pulled the arm of Husna who was about to rise and go to finish his speech.

“Why can't you? You are also sure that Mas Adnan will come straight here to visit you right? He must be worried about you Num, he asked you to keep” Anum quiet, more precisely he was looking for the right answer.

“Not, I don't want to connect with him any further, we're just partners, that's all Hussna's” shook his head slowly, Anum and his stone head can't be separated.

“I'm sick Husna, my disease is serious, Lupus, I don't want to give hope to anyone, I don't want them sad and hard because of my disease” Anum's eyes glazed over, I don't want to give hope to anyone, the doctor's verdict was after a series of tests that Anum went through. Husna felt the same sadness, he loved his best friend, his best friend from childhood.

“Ppromise Husna, that only you, the doctor and God know about this, do not tell anyone, please” Husna can only nod quickly Husna hugged Anum's body tightly, he said, broke their cries.

Lupus disease or lupus erythematosus is a chronic autoimmune disease that can cause inflammation in several parts of the body, including the skin, joints, kidneys, to the brain. This disease cannot be cured. Treatment is aimed at relieving complaints, preventing symptoms, and inhibiting the development of the disease.

Throughout his life, Anum had to rely on drugs and adopt a healthy lifestyle so that he could be fine and survive. Anum will only feel as a burden to the one he loves in the future, which is why he does not want to be close to anyone now, this is the best choice for his own heart and the heart of the one he loves, thought Anum.

“Anum” the empu is only able to blink when he sees Adnan in front of him.

“Why are you sad?” adnan asked while removing the tears of Anum, when asked like that Anum stopped crying even though it was still as unwilling.

“Is the thing that does not live up to your expectations?” Anum nodded quickly, in his heart he rebelled, did not accept the fate of life that he had to live, many things that did not match his expectations. Dumped family, can't work, and now what? He had to live with this disease, unfair!! Inner Anum. Anum's tears flowed back down.

“Hey, why are your cries faster than before?” god Adnan rubbed the tears gently again. Anum blushed, he lowered his head in order to hide the red tinge that inappropriately appeared while he was with Adnan like this.

Adnan smiled at the change in the face of the woman in front of him, his hand grabbed Anum's hand which was still on the lap of the sweet woman and grasped her gently. Adnan's warm hands, made Anum lift his face and look back at Adnan.

“That's all the trials of Anum, you with this fate, me with such destiny, all the tests for us” Adnan got up and sat down in the chair next to Anum with his hands clasping each other. They both looked at the various plants that flourished before them.

“God chose us for our destiny because he felt that we were capable of living it, is not God fair?” Anum knows it, but...

“Then why should we be sad and feel that life is unfair, if God Himself guarantees that we are able to face this test?” Anum pondered, Adnan was right, after which Anum differed in heart. He was prejudiced against the Creator.

“It's quieter?” Adnan turned to Anum who was beside him. Anum nodded, his hands moved gently rubbing the top of Anum's head.

Then he stood before Anum and spread his hand to Anum.

“Have my hand Anum, let us step together and face each of these trials with a smile” Anum was surprised and reflexively turned to Adnan who now also looked at Anum with his smile while extending his hand in front of Anum.

Anum's heart was pounding, that smile, calming. Anum felt his own chest, feeling a sharp throb that was not just an illusion. Unknowingly, like hypnotized slowly Anum's free hand brought his hand closer to the palm of Adnan's hand that was already open and ready to receive Anum's helping hand.

Close, getting closer. Time seemed to be toying with the two of them by walking slower than usual.

“Anum?!” Husna who saw Anum still closed her eyes while holding her own chest again shook slowly Anum's body.

Just as Husna was about to press the emergency button, Anum opened her eyes.

Anum looked around, there was only Husna, the all-green garden had turned into his all-white inpatient room. It turned out to be just a dream, Inner Anum.

But why in his dream, he had to meet Adnan?

TB