The Eternal De Amor

Chapter 57's

Adnan is still stuck in do’nya.

That normally upright shoulder trembled violently.

The terrible shadows come back to haunt Adnan.

“Whatever God, take whatever origin do not wife servant” said he in between tears that sounded echoed between silence.

Adnan shook his head between his prayers when he realized something, didn't Adnan look like he didn't want his son?

This is the second time Adnan has been in this condition, the first being when Adnan lost both his parents.

Things that make him angry at the fate of his life to give birth to a quiet and rude Adnan.

Until Anum present brings a new spirit for Adnan, so if Anum was also not there, Adnan no longer knows the purpose of his life.

If you can be honest Adnan also loves his children, especially after having seen that they can breathe calmly even though they are still in a critical condition.

In silence tonight, Adnan bowed in submission to throw away all his arrogance.

Not to forget he carried out his main intention of coming to this place.

When the first takbir is spoken, Adnan can feel some of his weight lifted, although crying still accompanies each movement.

Relief approached as Adnan said two greetings, it felt peaceful.

The cry broke again as she recalled Anum who never stopped reminding her to worship.

The thing that Adnan always avoids, because of his anger at the creator.

“This sinful servant of yours has come O God, will You grant his one wish this time?”

Shamelessly Adnan rubbed his watery eyes continuously.

“Save wife hamba”

***

Adnan walked with no interest to the place where all his dearest people were.

The door was still closed, Adnan could only sit in front of the room.

His tired body was forced to be strong, his sleepy eyes were forced to wake up, Adnan could not calm down before meeting with the beautiful smile of his wife who was recently spoiled.

Adnan laughed a little considering the adorable behavior of his wife, Anum who usually does not like the physical touch that Adnan made suddenly asked for a hug from him after returning from work.

Also take their night walks to find snacks for pregnant women so as not to starve in the middle of the night.

Adnan's lips curved perfectly, making the narrowed eye roll a tear melt down his face.

Though not even a day he parted with Anum, but it feels very torturous.

The sound of shoes hitting the floor echoed Adnan not caring about it, even when Adnan felt someone sitting next to him, he was still focused on staring at the door of Anum's care.

“How is it?” recently Adnan realized the presence of someone beside him.

Barata, Adnan's grandfather.

“Bad, it had had a seizure shortly after giving birth to our children” said Adnan lethargic, if in normal conditions he would behave tautly to the old man next to him.

But this time, Adnan did not have the power to do that.

“Kids?” barata asked just to convince his hearing.

“Anum must be fine” Barata said inviting Adnan's look of disbelief at his grandfather.

Barata felt the turmoil that Adnan felt, he could see the deep sadness and fear in the eyes of his granddaughter.

Meanwhile, Adnan, he felt supported when he had no one.

“You are never alone Son, me and your grandmother are always there for you, come, complain to us when you feel down and sad, we are still your family” said Barata who made Adnan touched.

All this time he thought he had no one, after Anum everything changed, Adnan did not feel lonely anymore.

But as the woman is betting on life and death, Adnan feels alone again.

And now, his grandfather, who was always silent when all the bad things happened to him like coming and reaching out to Adnan who was crying in the corner.

“Grandfather, may I request to exchange positions only with Anum? I don't want to see him in pain, I. don't want to lose another” said Adnan Parau.

Shamelessly Barata hugs the body of his grandson, the boy who still looks like little Adnan in his eyes, his favorite grandson.

Adnan felt comfort in his grandfather's arms, a hug he hadn't gotten for a long time, which was somehow.

Barata, rubbing the shaky shoulders that had always looked sturdy.

Until when feeling calm, Adnan unraveled their embrace, not forgetting to wipe his tears that came down without orders.

Right after that, the door of treatment opened, Adnan immediately got up and approached the doctor, followed by Barata.

“How is my wife doctor?”

“Anum's mother has passed her critical period, but still needs a repeat observation”

Adnan nodded, his heart slightly relieved.

As soon as the doctor left, Adnan chose to stand in front of the glass room next to his grandfather because the observation room also could not be carelessly entered.

Adnan looked at Anum who was now sleeping with some medical devices attached to his body.

“Then, when the massacre happened, grandfather also stood in a place like this, seeing a child who was risking his life in sana” Adnan knew what his grandfather meant, he turned to Barata at a glance and looked back at his wife.

Barata slightly chuckled, but bitter laughter that sounded “Your father had realized, the first thing he asked was your situation, grandfather said you are fine”

Adnan suddenly recalled the horrific incident, the day he officially became an orphan.

“Your father seemed to know that he had been left by his wife who died in place without having time in help, he had tried hard for you, for your sake, he, but your father declared surrender when he knew your mother died with your future sister Adnan”

Adnan remembered that his mother wanted to hide his sister's presence, only Adnan knew the good news, under the pretext that they would surprise Papa, but it never happened.

Adnan rubbed his tears.

“Grandpa felt useless as a parent in caring for his son and son-in-law, Grandpa was also devastated just like you, especially when you saw that you needed the help of a psychiatrist, so you need the help of a child, Grandfather increasingly felt useless at all” Adnan looked at Barata who was now crying silently, his voice did not even sound vibrating, but tears flowed profusely from his old eyes.

“Adnan thought grandfather was angry and blamed Adnan for the deaths of both Adnan” parents

“Not son, not anger or hate, but rather shame, shame for not being able to do anything when you fall so badly and lonely because of the tragedy”

Adnan was intrigued, he did not expect that the tangled memories between himself and his grandfather slowly unraveled tonight.

“Grandfather never again came, always silent when Adnan needed, do you think grandfather's actions were right?!” adnan said he took out all his pieces.

“No, Grandpa knows Grandpa was wrong, but Grandpa still can not face you who are more often daydreaming, Grandpa is not silent, Grandpa has also investigated the case of Adrian's death, and as expected, as the beginning, not you the killer” said Barata like lifting thousands of tons of weight in Adnan's heart.

TB