The Eternal De Amor

Chapter 27's

Anum just silently watched Adnan who was still silent while arranging their belongings after staying at the hospital for five days.

Anum was still silent, rather did not know how to start everything, while her usually crowded husband was now in a quiet position.

Because Adnan was not ignored, Anum chose to leave the room, more precisely to the back garden.

The breeze made him drift back in sad memories a few days ago.

‘Usually if an afternoon like this we talk together huh son?’

Anum tried his hardest to hold the cry, in fact it all failed, a small kick from his son made him more tightly wrapped in longing.

‘Mama lonely Nak’

Anum curled up as he hugged his baby, crying because he realized his son was no longer there.

From the back side Adnan fell silent, he refrained from running towards his wife and hugged the frail body.

They're still quiet with each other.

Feeling unable to see everything, Adnan chose to leave Anum who was still drifting in his tears, Adnan's hands clenched, he hated the condition he could not do anything like now.

Adnan chose to go to the nursery that they had prepared.

All the goods that Adnan bought were still intact in his place, he sat on his knees at the doorstep, if only the baby was still alive, surely this room he had decorated with Anum.

But it didn't happen.

The man's tears were shed again, he still did not discuss anything with Anum, both still chose to heal their own wounds.

“Pak, Mbak Anum” said Bi Imah with a snort to make Adnan wipe his tears and stand facing Bi Imah who was very panicked.

“Mbak Anum fainted” he added when he was a little breathing calmly, Adnan ran to the last place he saw Anum.

Anum was already lying in the back garden, Adnan carrying Anum's body which was lighter than usual.

After making sure his wife was in a safe place, Adnan called Farhat to come home.

No matter how long Farhat came with the sisters.

“It is a good thing there is a home visit here Nan” dumelnya while installing tensimeter cuff, and pumping it.

Adnan silently watched the pale face, visible traces of crying there.

“Where Far?” asked Adnan when he saw his best friend shook his head slowly.

“Anum's blood pressure is really low Nan, you guys are still quiet with each other?!” Adnan did not answer, making Farhat himself draw conclusions.

Again Farhat breathed.

“It's a vitamin for Anum, after the infusion runs out ane has to go, but before that, can we talk together?” Adnan nodded, after leaving Anum to the sisters, they both secluded themselves in Adnan's room.

“What's Nan?!” spray Farhat on his best friend who has now faced him in a more private room than before.

“What?” adnan asked innocently to make Farhat scoop his face rough.

“Nyesel Ane tell you about the condition of Anum” Adnan stares dislike on Farhat.

“What? Don't accept you?! Don't mistake Anum for hiding this, you're like a kid!” he said, Farhat did not not know, he knew very well, that the couple who had just lost their child was in a cold war.

“So I have to how Far, I'm still trying to accept this whole thing sincerely!”

“I'm angry Far, am I disappointed?! She's hiding this neatly, until I'm alone whose husband doesn't know anything, I feel useless, you understand right?!” said Adnan quipped all his heart, Farhat can only be silent, want to give advice even though it feels free, Adnan is still controlled by his emotions.

“I'm still looking for a way to calm myself Far, I don't want to explode in front of Anum, I know he's still fragile now”

“If it's up to you Nan, Ane can only give advice, postpartum women can be exposed to baby blues syndrome, mood swing is severe, this again plus the baby died in the womb, the baby, can you try to think about how the mood of Anum now?! You do not ask to be understood Nan, at all sensitive to his own wife is also important” explained Farhat made Adnan silent.

“Talking to Anum Nan, don't love her the parapet and let her heal her heart wound alone, she needs support, her parents are not there, and so on, only you are the only one who can make him recover” added Farhat.

“Losing is most felt by you guys, ane think you also need to strengthen the bonding between husband and wife, do not heal yourself each” after saying that, Farhat left his best friend.

***

After Farhat was finished with his treatment of Anum, Adnan moved his wife into the room.

The face that was once radiant now paled.

Adnan has now realized his mistake.

Those beautiful eyes opened slowly.

Anum wanted to sit leaning back when he saw Adnan in front of him. The man painstakingly helped his wife sit comfortably, not forgetting he gave her water which was directly in drinking a little Anum.

“Is anyone still sick?” adnan asked in the usual tone of trying to tear down his ego.

Anum immediately held onto his chest, it made Adnan panic.

“My heart hurts Mas” cut Anum when Adnan moves to call someone, he knows it's time to talk to her husband.

Adnan undoes his intention to call Farhat again, he quietly awaits the outpouring of his wife's heart.

“I know you're mad at me, right? I know” Anum watered with tears.

“Mas is not angry with Anum, only. disappointed” said Adnan made Anum dare to look at her husband's face.

“It turns out that Mas has not known you well, Num, you are very neat to hide everything from Mas” Anum again cried without a sound when he understood the direction of her husband's conversation.

“You and our baby are the responsibility of Mas, Num, why did you never say that your situation was dangerous? You always said you guys were okay, right, Num?” Adnan said again trying to speak calmly.

“Why Num?” adnan insisted, he really wanted to know the reason.

“I don't want you to prefer our child, I heard your answer when we were pillow talk at that time, I'm afraid of losing it” Adnan shifted his face anywhere, he said, he could not look at his wife's face.

“Not only that Num, but also about your illness, why do you seem not to want Mas to know it” Anum's tears are getting rushing, her husband already knows everything.

“You consider this Mas what Num?!” adnan asked in frustration but was still trying to control his voice.

“I just don't want you to worry”.

Adnan can't stand this all framing Anum's face with both hands, and making the woman look at him “Num listen, whatever it is, Mas wants to always know about you, don't worry me like yesterday Num, you're Mas's responsibility now” obediently Anum nodded.

“Sorry Mas”

Adnan hugged this woman he loved so much.

“All diseases must have a cure dear, never be discouraged, you will be fine” said Adnan to calm his wife.

Farhat was right, after having a heart-to-heart talk with his wife, all seemed light.

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