
Some time in the shroud of worry finally the door of intensive care was opened, making Adnan immediately rise.
“How is the condition of my wife doctor?”
“The fetus must be removed at this time also Pak” Adnan's heart almost stopped.
How can the babies be removed when they are not even nine months old in the stomach of Anum?
“But my wife's gestational age is still eight months dok”
“We are forced to do this because your wife's amniotic fluid is thinning, also the bleeding will endanger the mother and fetus if kept in the defense” Adnan freezes in place, too, he slightly turned his head as his shoulders were lightly squeezed by the Grandma.
“Do your best doctor” said Grandma while Adnan was still in shock with the doctor's explanation.
The doctor nodded.
“We need your approval as her husband before doing action now also”
‘I want Mas to prefer our children over Anum’
The sentence continued to spin around Adnan's head like a broken cassette as the man held a pen filling in the inform consent that the doctor handed him.
“Save my wife only doctor” the doctor who was looking for the patient approval paper suddenly stopped his activities.
“I don't give you a choice Sir, we never know who God will take because it has come in time to return”
Hearing that Adnan's face hardened, he felt angry and gripped the male doctor's collar.
“I don't want to know doctor, should my wife who survived after surgery later”
“Everyone has his time Sir, I am just an ordinary human being who can try as much as I can” said the doctor was calm, a little make Adnan aware.
Slowly the grip loosened, Adnan looked down languidly lamenting his sadness.
Seeing that the doctor patted Adnan's shoulder gently, “Sabar Sir, all that has happened is his determination, Allah never tested the servant beyond his ability”
Adnan cried, the sentence Anum once gave to him when Adnan lost everything.
Adnan just nodded and muttered apologetically as the doctor was about to pass.
Now Adnan is laying his tired back on the wall.
He has no one but Anum, about children, Adnan knows Anum really wants a child more than anything.
But Adnan was too scared to go through it all if Anum wasn't there.
“Sabar darling” said Grandma made Adnan realize that he was not really alone.
With a definite step Adnan approached his Grandmother, then embraced the elderly woman.
Again his tears spilled when his Grandma gently rubbed his hair, just like in the past when Adnan lost both parents.
“Adnan don't want to lose Anum Nek”
“Grandmother knows, Anum must have survived also your son” in silence Adnan nodded, follow the speech in his heart.
The night became increasingly quiet, now Adnan was completely alone after his Grandpa's men invited the Grandmother to go home.
Besides the night air is not good for Grandma, as a result Adnan also forced Grandma to go home even though the Grandma still wanted to accompany her grandson.
With the promise of giving any news about Anum's condition, Grandma finally wants to go home.
An hour ago Anum entered the operating room.
Adnan could not stop worrying, he did not tell anyone, including his friends on the grounds that he did not want to make them all worried.
“Oaaaakkk oaaakk” Adnan muttered his hamdalah when he heard the sound of a baby crying inside.
No matter how many minutes there are other cries that are firmer following the first cry.
‘What are the babies?’
Slowly while holding haru, Adnan walked after the nurse.
“Congratulations Sir, your baby boy and girl, all his organs complete” Adnan just nodded with a gaze that remained focused on the object that had since entered earlier stole his attention.
There were two super-tiny babies placed in two separate boxes, “The one in pink clothes is the princess and the one in blue is the hero”, explained the nurse was without a hint by Adnan who was still busy looking at the blood of his flesh.
“Please charge outside the box yes sir, because your baby is premature then it is strongly advised not to take out the incubator machine before all organs mature”
Adnan paid no heed to that, his big hand stuck to the glass box next to the baby that read ‘By. Mrs. Adnan’
As you know being close to the father, the baby in pink clothes wriggled inviting cries of Adnan who started his Adzan.
Adnan paged his daughter with a trembling tone holding back tears, when it was finished he moved to the other box and did the same.
When he finished his task, Adnan was still silent, looking at his son and daughter.
“The patient's doctor had a seizure” Adnan was also surprised to hear the screeches from the delivery room, some officers who were in the same room also suddenly panicked.
“What's up?” asked like that the officer standing guard in the baby room was silent not knowing what to do.
“What's up?!” insist on Adnan when they are just silent.
“I-it, there is a maternity patient who has convuls”
“That must be someone else right?”
The officer returned.
Adnan barged in despite several officers blocking him.
“What's the doctor?”
“You better wait outside sir, sus, please” Adnan according to course when his body in the sleigh left.
Before actually going Adnan saw Anum who moved unnaturally with the same rhythm.
Adnan is now not allowed into the delivery room or baby room because the three of them are in intensive care.
Too worried and do not know what to do Adnan walked in no direction, until he reached a large building bearing the words of Allah and His Messenger.
Adnan's heart trembled.
The clock shows at 2:30 in the morning.
The time that the scholars say is the time that mustajab to do’a.
But is this the time for Adnan to start over after everything he's done so far?
Suddenly Adnan's heart again hesitated and took steps to stay away from a place that he had never been to.
But again his heart wanted something else.
With a tricked step Adnan followed his heart.
Take a step more into the background of the mosque, then turn to the ablution area.
Cool.
That's what Adnan felt when the water touched his overheated self.
When Adnan was finished, he walked in and saw the name of Allah and His Messenger.
The man wept shamelessly and roared in remembrance of all that he had received even though he had always shunned God by blaming fate.
Adnan looked down embarrassed even just to ask for help from those who have everything he can not afford.
“Yes Allah, can you grant the prayer of a sinner like me?”
TB