
“Hoekkk” This morning Anum again experienced severe morning sickness.
His head was dizzy, all his strength trying to walk to his bed to spread.
The phone that reads since Anum hiraukan, his condition is not possible to receive a call Adnan, he does not want the man to worry.
His eyes glanced at the clock that showed at 7 am, soon his rent would come, he would ask him to make breakfast, because his rasan Anum was not strong to make his own breakfast this morning.
The door to the room he left open.
“Mbak?! Oh, my God, why?!” hysterical middle-aged woman that he chose as a rickshaw, Anum slightly opened her eyes and tried to smile to make Bi Imah a little calm.
“Anum is okay Bi, please make breakfast for Anum ya Bi, Anum vomit again earlier” pinta Anum by limp.
After nodding Bi Imah immediately passed leaving Anum alone.
In silence Anum rubbed his stomach gently, his tears flowing as he felt his son kick from within.
The strong ones, son, stay a little while we'll meet.
Nausea reappeared, Anum got up slowly and returned to the bathroom, where Anum spewed out a clear liquid.
His head throbbed heavier than usual, his eyes twitching.
Prang !!!
Anum slightly turned to Bi Imah who turned out to have come.
“Blood!” pekiknya, while pointing at the bottom of Anum which makes the pregnant woman down.
His heart was pounding, making his head even more painful as he rightly watched the fresh blood flow down.
Anum collapsed in place.
***
Hospitals.
Anum woke up with an infusion that had been stuck in his left hand.
The doctor soon entered his room.
“How is Mom doing now?” ask the doctor kindly.
Slowly Anum tried to re-assemble the memory pieces of events that occurred before this.
The blood!
He saw blood from his crotch.
“What's Mom, any complaints?” ask the doctor again when he sees his patient suddenly agitated.
“Blood doc, I saw fresh blood flowing earlier, I was pregnant, my baby is okay doc?” anuum asked with a hunting breath.
“Mother, I beg you to calm down, I will explain something” the doctor said carefully.
“Blood that mom saw was bleeding from uterus and—“
“And What doctor?!” anum asked impatiently.
“And your fetus is no longer beating”
Duarrr
As if a bolt of lightning had struck his heart directly, he could not believe this.
“This must be the doctor's fault, please check my contents once again, please!” pinta Anum wailing.
The doctor was silent.
The hand grabbed the woman's doctor's hand and placed it on her still distended stomach.
“Come on, tell the doctor you're alive, come on, baby?!”
There was no response.
Though usually when hearing the voice of the baby in the womb Anum will move.
“Nak, honey, you just slept right?” anum said with tears streaming down to deny what happened.
“Mother, we have made sure, we apologize, Mother must be sincere, we must immediately do the curettage process, because your baby has fallen and must be issued ” immediately
Your baby is dead.
Curettage.
“No doctor, I don't want to?! Don't take my baby, don't!” hysterical Anum while throwing whatever is around him.
Husna and Farhat entered the room in a hurry when they heard Anum's scream, the atmosphere was chaotic.
“Sus, sedative injection” said Farhat who was unable to see his best friend's wife destroyed.
“No, my son is not dead, he is just sleeping, not” roar Anum which is getting weaker as the effects of the drug start to work, until Anum back to sleep.
Husna could only weep for his friend, while Farhat scooped his face violently.
It's just Anum, they can't imagine what if Adnan was here.
Losing a child is the saddest thing as a prospective parent.
***
Inside the plane Adnan glared at the window of the plane sadly.
“Why are you punishing papa like this Nak”.
Tears flowed from his sharp eyes.
His life is shattered when Farhat tells him that Anum is bleeding and their baby has stopped beating.
Their child died in the womb and had to be urgently curettage.
His world collapsed, there was no use for all the treasures he tried to collect so far that he gave up time with his son and wife.
The pace got faster when he arrived at the hospital.
There was Husna and her husband, as well as Farhat who greeted her in front of the operating room, through Farhat she gave up the responsibility of agreeing whatever was best for Anum.
“Yang patient bro, ane too concerned over this calamity” Adnan hugged Farhat, he came back crying.
Husna and her husband said the same thing.
“Far why did this happen? As I recall Anum is fine”
“Come to the room, the operation is just starting, likely another hour just finished” Adnan nodded and followed Farhat after leaving Anum to Husna.
***
“Preeklampsia?” ask Adnan to make sure.
“Yes, from the one you see in the medical record of Anum like that, the condition that causes placental abruption or pregnancy complications in the form of a placenta that detached from the uterine wall”
“Placenta detached from uterine wall?” again Farhat nodded
“Yes, your baby died because the source of his life was separated from his mother's body”
Adnan squeezed his hair in frustration.
“Which ane confused, why do you like not to know anything? You're fighting with Anum?” Adnan.
“Anum, he never said anything” Adnan said weakly, Farhat's forehead creased back.
“How can you say that? Don't tell me you never come along during Anum check content?” the accusation is that there is a friend.
Adnan.
“Ya greetings, Adnan!”
“I can't do anything Far, my branch company's condition is not good, and Anum always told me to attach importance to them, I trust him Far”
Farhat was silent, more precisely confused by the state of his best friend's household.
“There is one more thing that you should know Nan” Adnan looks up at his best friend.
“Actually Anum has a congenital disease”
Adnan's forehead frowned, his heart was back in crumb, how many more things did Anum hide from him?
“By the way Far, I need to know what Anum has been hiding from me about his health”
“Anum has lupus disease, or commonly called autoimmune, a condition where the immune system that should attack the disease actually attacks the healthy cells of sufferers”
Adnan's tears fell.
He was like a fool who knew nothing about his own wife.
“It can be cured right Far?” adnan asked with a handful of good wishes that he wanted to hear.
His heart seemed to come off when Farhat shook weakly.
“Until now there is no specific drug to overcome this rare condition, Anum's lifetime always depends on drug”
Adnan was silent, flashes of which he often saw Anum taking the drug appeared instantly.
The man squeezed his own hair tight, how stupid he was to fail just because Anum said he was taking vitamins.
Farhat could only rub Adnan's shoulder to see his best friend as if he was losing hope.
TB