
At dusk say goodbye to the inhabitants of the earth in the afternoon. The dazzling rays of the eyes give a warm feeling to make Anum feel at home for a long time sitting on the terrace, enjoying the beautiful scenery according to him.
Although his face looks carefree, his mind is full, of course, about Adnan's proposal yesterday.
That was a big surprise for Anum.
How will he decide all this?
For the umpteenth time, Anum shook his head trying to shake off the emotional side that slowly made him behave selfishly.
Again this is about the disease he suffered, he can not see others difficult.
Can't!
While the beautiful shadow will always be united by Adnan increasingly become in him.
On the one hand, Anum is convinced that he will be happy with Adnan, but on the other hand, he is also afraid of disappointing the good man.
Strange pulses in his chest when he mentioned Adnan's name also made him more worried.
Then what should he be?
“Until when do you want to continue like this, Anum?” ask Husna who is now sitting next to Anum who is more often daydreaming since Adnan's proposal a few days ago. Husna already knew everything, of course the results were urgent Anum.
“I'm sure you also have the same feeling as Mas Adnan” added Husna again, this time Anum turned towards Husna.
How could he conclude a thing that I myself still doubt?
“I am friends with you not a year two yes, Anum, I understand where the gaze of your tribe, where the gaze that only amazed” Anum looked down, everything felt still gray for him.
“What makes you doubt?” ask Husna again. Anum raised his face, then returned to look forward.
“Mas Adnan is too perfect in my eyes” said Anum slowly, but Husna can still hear it clearly.
There was nothing wrong with that, but Husna did not know how to change the mindset of his best friend who was this stone.
“Mas Adnan who is Nduk?” asked the mother of the home, Miss Halimah, who suddenly appeared and now joined the two of them. Indeed, Anum has now returned from the hospital and returned to the orphanage where he had been living.
“This is you mom, this one mother's daughter is sleeping” replied Husna lightly, Bu Halimah could not hide her pleasure, while Anum stared intently at Husna who was now laughing.
“Alhamdulillah, congratulations yes dear” no other choice, Anum just nodded in shame.
“Eh, but it feels like I'm not familiar with that name” said Bu Halimah while collecting his memories about that one name. Anum and Husna looked at each other, then looked back at their mother curiously.
“Aish, I forgot son, understand already old” Anum and Husna sighs disappointed, Bu Halimah can only smile to see the behavior of her two daughters.
“Anum already praying istikharah?” tanya Bu halimah who was only rewarded with a soft gelan Anum.
“Try prayer, ask for instructions, do not hang too long a man's proposal, it's not good” Bu halimah said that while wiping Anum's head covered with a veil.
“Anum, ask for prayers yes bu” Bu Halimah just nodded.
“Oh yes Allah, I remember, son Adnan right?” chirps Miss Halimah in the middle of the conversation.
“Don't say this new greengrocer subscribed to ya” Accuse Husna with suspicious squeaking eyes, Ms. Halima can only laugh at the accusations of sala one child.
Then Ms. Halimah shook her head, Anum and Husna grew curious.
“You want not when you go to your house until yesterday it” Anum and Husna nodded, saying, when Anum was hospitalized they made up stories of staying at a friend's house for a few days.
“Well, there was a man who came here looking for Anum, he was white, tall, handsome also” Husna nodded his head, while Anum just kept quiet, waiting for the continuation of the story from his mother.
“She told mom that she wants to sleep with Anum bu?” Ask Husna. Ms. Halimah was silent for a moment, like trying to remember something, but then shook her head.
“But he was like very worried, face immediately pale when mother said you are not here” replied Bu Halima who now holds the hand of Anum who is next to him.
“But you guys are really going to your temen house right?” ma'am Halimah asked to make sure, despite the hesitation, the two young women just nodded.
“Mom had thought that if you again experience difficult things, I am not calm when you are far from mother like yesterday” instincts a mother can not be lied to, Anum heart mengelos, Anum, he had sinned once for lying to his own mother.
They're speechless. Didn't know how to respond to what her mother said on target.
“By mother give me advice?”
Anum nodded slowly, while Husna just listened.
“One thing you can make a reference to accept a man's application, his religion.”
Ms. Halimah paused her sentence while looking at the faces of her daughters one by one.
“Because, if someone is already good at his religion, the role of fashion that he embraced is not the most handsome man in the world, nor the most romantic man in his partner, he said, but he will make our Prophet as a figure worthy of example, although it is only natural like that” Bu Halimah smiled again then looked at Anum gently.
“He will glorify you just as the Messenger of Allah glorify our people, he will love you just as the Prophet PBUH loves his wife” Anum justifies that. In his heart, Anum wanted the same thing, he did not want a rich and handsome husband but was blind to religion.
“I often see Farhat doctor with his friends in the hospital, the three of them even though they look like a playboy but never leave the obligatory prayers and dhuha” added Husna, Anum looked at Husna with a surprised expression.
“So you've known Mas Adnan before I knew him?” Husna.
“I only got a glimpse of the three of them, after all all the hospital staff I know don't mention their names, and you know, yourself, I don't like to interfere in other people's affairs.” Anum nodded in understanding, that's exactly what Husna he knew.
Anum can only do’a, if Adnan is a mate who has been set for him they will unite whatever obstacles, but if Adnan is not the best for him, whoever unites them will be separated. Anum has gone to the Creator, it is up to God to determine what for his life, he just follows the flow.
Just like Adnan said before they split.
“While you feel small in front of me, even though you feel you are not suitable for me, if you are my soul mate, we are far apart will definitely return to meet”
Anum's heart again beats remembering Adnan's sentence.
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