The Eternal De Amor

Chapters 10

The same day Anum and Adnan meet again.

Adnan again sighed to dampen his emotions, he knew this was difficult to believe by anyone, including Anum.

But there is an excessive worry when he knows Anum is sick like this, Adnan also wants him to be the first person who knows the state of Anum when the difficult conditions like this, Adnan also wants him to be the first to know, it was a little pain when Anum not pekanya asked why he should always know the state of Anum. As if to affirm that they are nobody and nothing ever happened.

“Why are you so hard to understand Num, I'm worried about you, I want to be the first person you approach when you are in trouble or whatever it is” Adnan is relieved when a series of sentences are slid from his mouth straightforwardly.

“Sorry, if my words offend you Mas, but why would Mas want to be the first person I tell you what happened to me?” again, Adnan sighed.

“Yes, because I want to know” Anum frowned in wonder, just wanted to know? Then he knows, doesn't he? Then what's the problem? Wonder Anum.

“Now I know, then what?” Adnan stood up from his seat and scooped his face rough, he was now like confused how to explain to Anum what he felt.

“Anum, if you are pleased I want to talk to you about something”

“Please Mas”

“Looks like I need a comfortable atmosphere to talk with you, can we come out for a while?”

“Baik”

Adnan leaves Anum to take a wheelchair, despite the confusion Anum finally resigned when the nurse sent by Adnan helped him sit in a wheelchair.

Adnan pushed the wheelchair, Anum just kept quiet, if you just want to talk, why go out? Curiosity lodged in Anum's mind.

They sat in a garden chair, with Anum remaining in his wheelchair. There are a lot of kids playing together in this park. They laughed cheerfully when they managed to prank one of their friends.

It made Anum who had been silent since then laugh, to make Adnan look next to him, looking at Anum.

Realizing that someone was paying attention, Anum turned to Adnan, making them now look at each other.

“MashaAllah, they are very funny Mas” said Anum in between his laughter, no doubt Adnan also laughed, not because of the children, but because he was happy to see Anum who could laugh.

“I'm no less funny than them, Anum” Anum eyes are patterning, he never thought that Adnan has this acute self-confidence, macho man with a face, emm, he's a, firm and handsome? Confess that he's funny?

“Indeed Mas has switched professions as a comedian now?” now Adnan gaping in disbelief, that's not what he meant?! Adnan squealed bitterly making Anum laugh louder than ever.

“Anum, I like to see you laughing like this” said Adnan suddenly, Anum's laughter was lost in the wind which now feels cooler than usual, Anum was nervous.

“I don't like to see you in distress, I don't like to see you scared, and, I don't like to see you sad” Anum looks back at Adnan, looking for lies there, nil.

“I love the way you think, your mannerisms, your gentleness, your affection, I love everything, just so you, Anum Azizah” Anum are still silent, digesting the words of this man before her carefully.

Anum's heart said that Adnan wanted to declare his love, but his logic said that maybe it was just a liking.

“I know it's too soon, but, may I be the only one who can hold your hand like before” Anum's eyes blink slowly.

Anum could only laugh if he was with someone he knew, the man he knew other than Adnan was only Faisal, Husna's fiancee. Just kidding, not exaggerating, because both know their limits.

“I was blind to my own feelings, Anum” Anum turned his gaze forward, staring at Adnan for too long was not good for his heart health.

“Until I finally realized that your presence was like everything to me” Anum lowered his head, Adnan who saw Anum was silent since he got up from his seat and knelt in front of Anum's wheelchair.

Anum raised his face, looking at Adnan who was in front of him with a wistful glance.

“May if only I can be with you” Anum knows what this man means, his heart aches, why now? When did he know he had a shortage? Eyes glazed.

“Please give me permission to protect you lawfully, live together until death separate?” Anum flickered, making the circle crumble.

Adnan's hands were already itching to remove it, but he realized, if they still had any restrictions.

“Can, Anum?” adnan asked a little.

“There are still many women who are comparable to Mas than I” Anum replied softly, but Adnan can clearly hear it.

His face pias, was he rejected?

“I don't want to be with them, I just want you” said Adnan held bitter.

“Because only you are capable of dealing with complicated humans like me, only you have that patience, Anum”

There was a sense of pleasure in Anum hearing that, but reality again threw him at the bitter fact. That he has nothing to do with Adnan, he and his illness will only make Adnan difficult if they marry later.

“This patience of yours does not belong to any woman I have ever met Anum” Adnan said that gently, Anum blushed, the red hue that appeared on her cheek made her ay face even sweeter.

“I also want my children to have a great mother like you” Anum's heart becomes more and more unconditioned, plus it was like there were thousands of butterflies that felt flying in his stomach making him even more speechless.

“I am just an ordinary man Mas, I also have many shortcomings, moreover I am a nursing home, not clear origin” said Anum with a downturn, revealing things that always make him low.

“Maybe both parents Mas Adnan already have a matching candidate, because it can be ascertained I am not a person to be” added Anum voiced his grief.

“Then what's wrong with that Anum?”

“All parents would want their children to match someone who is clear seed, bebet and weight, not least parents Mas Adnan”

“Forget about that Anum, feel your heart, recognize your feelings, can't you reciprocate my feelings that have already linked to you?” adnan said sincerely.

Anum stared at Adnan at a glance, but back down “I don't know Mas”

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