The Eternal De Amor

Chapter 24's

“How are the results of today's check?” ask Adnan over the phone.

“Everything is good”

“Thank God, actually this is really unfair, I always get in the way when you will go” Adnan upset, Anum laughs, it's true that there are things that make Adnan can not come during the content check-up, even when the schedule was trying to be advanced following Adnan's schedule, suddenly the doctor who treated Anum there was surgery.

“Propay Yes Mas”

“You're okay, right?” adnan asked to make sure, making Anum who had been laughing suddenly silent.

“You have to be frank with Mas Adnan, your situation could endanger you or your baby Num” said Husna who then passed with a small baby in his carrier.

The sentence continued to ring in Anum's head since returning from the hospital where he checked the womb.

Anum lied.

All the tests confirmed that they were not okay.

“Halo?! Honey, you're still there, right?”

“Iya, I'm here, I'm okay”

“Ya already Anum, Mas break time is up, Mas go first yes, inget ya-”

“If there is anything I have to contact Mas” cut Anum who already understands what Adnan will say.

Adnan chuckles, “Smart wife”

The call was interrupted, Anum tried to get up and walk towards the back, inside it felt crowded.

This house Adnan remodeled in accordance with the wishes of Anum, and this place is his favorite.

The garden is full of flowers with a small fish pond at the end of the garden.

Anum sat on a park bench, his mind glaring forward, he knew this was outrageous, not being forthright about his illness and hiding the danger of his pregnancy to Adnan was not good.

Anum was aware of that, but she did not want Adnan to worry, let her husband's thoughts for now focus on her troubled subsidiary.

While rubbing his protruding belly, five months had been a small creature that he and Adnan would later wait in his stomach, and during that time Anum always got great morning sickness, until sometimes a prolonged headache is also felt.

Anum sighed softly with a hand that still gently rubbed his stomach. His meeting with Husna made him even more anxious. The doctor's explanation and Husna's words alarmed him.

Pre-eclampsia.

Diagnosis from a doctor for Anum after examination.

The condition of increased blood pressure is accompanied by the presence of protein in the urine.

Lupus disease that Anum suffered earlier is suspected as a trigger of this abnormality. Fortunately, all this time he always forbade Adnan to come with him when checking content, and Adnan's work that was piling up also prevented him from participating even though he really wanted to.

Anum does not worry at all, but doctors say this can affect the fetus as well.

Anum was prepared for the fact that she would be like this if she became pregnant, but she chose not to care about the possibilities that might happen, as they are today.

Because, Anum has fallen in love with the fetus in the womb at this time. Knowing that she was pregnant with the child of the man she loved was like finding a diamond for Anum.

Anum leaned his back on the back of the sofa, again he sighed, this was heavy for him, especially Husna who instead advised him to be frank with Adnan.

Anum's memory went back to the memory a few days ago.

“Mas, if later at delivery you have to choose me or our child, who do you choose?” anum asked as they were on a pillow talk like the nights before. Adnan stretched his arms and looked in wonder at the wife who was now also staring at him.

“Why are you doing that?” asked Adnan did not like and took off their hugs which made Anum immediately pout.

“Ya, just want to know, Mas do not want to answer yes?” Adnan caught a glimpse of his wife, but immediately turned his eyes away as he saw her preparing to shed her tears.

“Ya already if Mas did not want to answer, Anum apologized” after saying that Anum immediately sought a comfortable sleeping position for him by turning his back to the husband.

Adnan sighed tired, but he knew that his wife had become very sensitive since she became pregnant but he did not like Anum's question. Seeing Anum sleeping behind him with trembling shoulders made Adnan feel guilty.

Immediately Adnan positioned himself behind Anum, then hugged him gently, while peeping the top of Anum's head from behind many times.

“Don't ask like that again, Anum, I don't want to choose between the two of you, I want you two to be safe and we live happily with” after hearing that Anum smiled little but did not chim in Adnan's words.

Adnan's comfortable embrace can always make Anum sleepy and sleep quickly. But in the midst of his almost lost consciousness, Adnan blurted out a sentence that had until now weighed on his mind.

“Mas will choose you, if it has to happen, Mas can't live without you Anum”

Anum walked towards the middle room that was already filled with the piano that Adnan bought for him.

In the past, while being a lot of thought one of his escape by playing music and singing.

Anum needs calm at this time, his fingers are flickering dance on the piano notes with shrewdness.

Spring Waltz (Mariage d’Amour).

Instrument that once tickled the curiosity of Anum. Songs that are wedding-themed but written with a minor key, one of the key tones that are often used to imply sadness.

As if telling her that her hopes, or maybe her dream marriage never happened.

Anum's mind wrestled between the facts and the possibilities that were to come, along with an increasingly heart-wrenching melody.

It feels like he also can not live without Adnan, his love for the man has been bloated, especially when he has to leave the fruits of his love with Adnan forever, Anum does not want. But if his first child dies, Anum also does not want it to happen.

His heart was sad, why should there be such a choice of choosing? Anum wants them both safe. Anum again beristighfar in heart with fingers that are still cool dancing on the piano notes to vent his anger through the chanting of the tone.

Anum never told Adnan all her complaints, she did not want her husband to worry. It was enough he saw Adnan who was always exhausted after work. Anum always understood all the busyness of her husband because she knew, many souls depend on her husband's fate.

The doctor said it was not impossible that Anum and the baby could survive, although the possibility was small. No papa, for now Anum will just hold on to the opportunity that is said to be small.

Ting! The final tone to end the piano play, Anum let out a sigh of relief, at least, the burden had already been slightly reduced.

Anum decided to keep this from her husband and hoped that a little bit of hope that the doctor had told her to do.

TB