The End of the Waiting for Love and Love

Spirit

A few months later, a national exam was conducted.

When class XII performs UN, automatic class X and XI are closed.

I took the initiative to encourage Mr. Iyan, motivating him to succeed in the exam.

Sent message :

"Spirited brother, I do'ain UN smoothly and there is no difficulty in working on it"

Soon after, he replied.

Reply :

"Aaminn.. thanks deck already zhain and do'ain kaka" replied Iyan.

A few months passed, I could only be an encouragement to Brother Iyan no matter what he did. He also accepted to be encouraged.

Since he allowed me to contact him often, I did not hesitate to just ask what his activities were up to his hobby. He also replied with pleasure.

He always gave me motivational words, simple advice that even that could be medicine when I was tired.

He also conveyed his aspirations that later after graduation he wanted to study at a state college. Until his big ideals who want to join the national football team.

During the exam, I deliberately didn't want to disturb him for a while. Because he has to focus on learning. I really appreciate him and respect his privacy. Just so I can keep our relationship good.

A week later after the national exam, she left for the out of town to celebrate the school breakup. He even told me in a short message.

SMS message :

"Hey Lara, tomorrow I'm leaving for the city. Do'ain yes let it survive to the destination" he said.

"Ouhhh yes, my brother, be careful on the road and have fun" I replied.

"Thank you deck, you are diligent to learn for UKK" he said.

"Ready sister" I replied.

That was what he said before he left for the city. I'm glad he called me before he left.

I realize, as long as he's there, he'll have fun. He will spend time with his friends.

I suddenly thought of the girl Ela told me about some time ago. Brother Iyan and sister Ela must have met there. They will celebrate the school farewell together.

Flashbacks :

I once asked her about the figure of the girl who was once called sister Ela while camping. About Iyan's closeness to a girl named Sindy.

"Sister, do I want it?"

"What's the deck?"

"is Sindy not Kaka?"

"Ouhh... Sindy mah memen doang"

"Hmm temen doang or temen but friendly ka? hehe"

"What's so common, why deck?"

"Father, kirain is Kaka's girlfriend"

"Ga really. He has a girlfriend, but I'm not hehe"

"Hmmm that's it"

"My friends are mostly girls, so I like digosipin hehehe.. How do you know sindy?"

"Not the same girl is complicated, brother.. I know it hehe"

"Ribet if there's a problem, hehe.. You know from someone else?"

"Yaa emang someone once said that Kaka Deket same brother sindy"

"Don't believe it, Kaka is like he's got nothing"

"Hehe yes brother I believe it"

The answer is enough to make me sure that Sindy's brother is no one, Iyan, they are just ordinary friends. It is possible that Sindy's brother who was carried away by feeling because it was close to Iyan's brother. But sister Iyan always thought the girls were ordinary friends.

After returning from out of town, Iyan seems happy because he several times posted photos of the moment on facebook.

In the photo he was seen with his friends, but there was something that caught my attention when the photo of Iyan with two girls. One of the girls was Sindy's sister, with her hand leaning over Iyan's shoulder with a smile. When I saw the photo, I just threw my phone into the bed.

Deggh. It hurts to see that photo. As if Iyan's words yesterday were a lie, the photo proves their closeness more than friends.

Even I don't want the song to see the photos Iyan posted. Unknowingly my tears are dripping. Is this what you call jealousy?

A few moments later, my phone shook. Signs that a message has come in.

Message from Iyan :

"Assalamualaikum Lara... What are you doing?"

Oh shit. why did Iyan suddenly send a message to me. Does he know that I've seen some of his pictures on Facebook?

With feelings still shrouded in jealousy. And trying to dampen my feelings, to make it look like I'm okay. I thought for a long time about replying to her message.

Then I replied :

"Again sleep, brother. What else is it?"

"Bother ga? How long does the bales abis what?"

"Hmm really sorry just opened the phone, because I'm talking to mom"

"Ouhhh how are you?"

"Alhamdulillah healthy brother. How is it going?"

"Thank God be healthy too"

"Where are the events there, exciting huh?"

"Yes a really exciting deck"

"Thankful if Kaka seneng, because it looks from the photo also if Kaka again seneng hehe"

"Yes, have you seen Kaka's picture?"

"So embarrassed, hehe..."

"Why embarrassed?"

"Yes because Kaka is very narcissistic in the photo, sometimes gapapa deh same friends hehe"

"Yes sis gapapa, I look at it"

Degh..could I say "cad" when I've been crying over your pictures that close.

I don't have to ask you about that photo. Somehow I realize, I'm no one Brother Iyan. I have no right to be jealous, let alone interrogate Mr. Iyan about the photo. Naturally, he had fun with other friends. It's possible that in the photo sindy reflexively tendered her hand to Iyan's shoulder. Or even brother Iyan was not aware, there was his hand sindy on his shoulder.

It was a feeling that bothered me, until the next day I did not concentrate on learning just because I thought about it.

That morning at school I walked towards class, but from behind there was a sudden embrace of me.

"Good morning lara." said my friend Lutfia.

"Ehh Luttttt"

"To think what the hell, like a very lethargic road"

"Who is lethargic, ordinary"

"Massa anyway??" while poking my chin.

"I want it to be the same as you"

"what's it?"

"just a minute, back to school we made a deal"

"gue can't cuy, want eskul meeting"

"Well, yes now. You know Sindy, right?"

"Sak Sindy is the same eskul as me?"

"Well, that's him"

"Why is he?"

"Did she have a boyfriend?"

"Udah is like. Why that?"

"Do you know which girlfriend she is?"

"Hmmm Kaka class as well but IPS kid deh if not wrong"

"Surely it's her boyfriend?"

"Yes, I love seeing them go home together"

"Ouhhh okay thank God"

"Why do you think so much about Sindy"

"Gini, because he likes to be close to Kak Iyan"

"Ouh.. that Kaka your idol class is?"

"Yes. They did not win doang"

"Yes, maybe really, sis Sindy also has a boyfriend"

"Yes, but yesterday fitting their farewell photo together continues to be very tight"

"Yes, it's normal, if Sindy's brother is too big for all guys"

"Ouhhh yes that's it, thanks for the info"

"Hemm btw you've been deket same brother Iyan?"

"So far has been communication via SMS or chat"

"Ciee.. Good dong, I hope the spit is done"

"Hemm Ga may be like that"

"Why is it possible?"

"Yes I'm considered a doang class sister"

"Don't be pessimistic dong, who knows you're considered a girlfriend"

"Amen..."

"The spirit pursues his love, brother Iyan hehehe"

"Hahaha what the hell, lebay ah"

"I went to class first"

"Yeee daaahh"

Then I continued my steps to the class. I tried to forget about the photo and focus on studying at school all day.

And indeed I am just blind jealous, a danger once if I really prioritize feelings over logic. I'm afraid this will become excessive later.

Hopefully, brother Iyan can also keep my feelings, even though he actually knows my heart. Without changing his kind and friendly attitude towards me.

I like it, but how does Brother Iyan feel about me. I also cannot force Brother Iyan to always understand my feelings. That feeling of jealousy is completely out of my control.

I have to respect Mr. Iyan, no matter what he does. Again do not make it ilfiil let alone bored. Because all this time he has accepted and trusted me as an encouragement and a friend to share his story.

Dear Ardian Dinata's...

Our meeting was both brief.

But may I know you forever.

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