The Dark Side of My Ex-Girlfriend
CHAPTER 3: FAINTING
On my way to college, I kept thinking about what I was going to do next. For me today may be very tiring, because there will be many events that I experienced with my sisters.
In the sense that it is time to fight against the sisters of various natures and attitudes, various ages and also various circles ranging from the middle down to the upper middle.
After a while, I almost arrived at the end of the day. I hope I get to college on time.
What a tiring day for me. Hopefully the show hasn't started yet. Ah, I just speeded up my steps. Some time later, I finally arrived at the campus.
“ Fiuh... I finally arrived at the campus on time”.
“Aduh, it feels tired anyway today” (my words with irregular breath)
“Shortly rest here” (while I hold the campus gate)
I who just arrived in front of the campus gate with a severed breath intend to rest for a while. After a while, I decided to continue my footsteps inside with a stagger. I'm so tired.
My eyes started to blur a little bit. It was like fainting. I tried to look up several times in the sky and I fell. I'm starting to be completely unconscious.
When I opened my eyes slowly, I felt very dizzy. I kept holding onto my head, but I also started to focus my gaze and look around but my vision was so blurred. I couldn't see around clearly.
But I constantly tried to focus my gaze and recognize where I am now. Suddenly, my eyes focused on the person at the door. I heard him talking to someone. That voice is so familiar to me.
When I forced myself to keep looking around, suddenly my head hurt intensely and unbearably. I immediately reflexively shouted and held tightly to my head with both hands. It really hurts so bad.
“Argghh, once my head hurts”
“Tolonggg!! Anyone please me”
“I'm not strong. It hurts once”
It didn't take long, I heard some people approaching me. I heard clearly that they were very worried about my situation. They are very confused when they see my condition like this is no exception to the voice that is very familiar to me.
Although my condition is like this, but I am very happy because many still care about me and worry about my condition. I smiled for a moment as a sign of being very grateful for my life. And. And then I fainted and was unconscious again for a while.
I'll be completely unconscious like this for how long. I really am like a suspended animation. I could not open my eyes at all. It was as if my eyes were on the glue very strongly. My body feels numb.
I can't move both my hands and my legs. Even my mouth seemed reluctant to say a word or two. This is so sad. I don't know what to do at all.
- Dina POV
Because it is too forced to think today it feels like my head hurts so much, my stomach also feels like it is going to vomit. Maybe this is all the effects of the accident I had 7 years ago. I can't remember why I got hit by a car.
I can only remember chasing someone, but I don't know who he is. For me, his face is so unknown to me. I kept chasing him until I didn't realize there was a car next to me that was traveling at full speed.
And. I got hit. I was bouncing very far away, my blood was bleeding very hard and my vision began to blur. Then I was completely unconscious.
When I opened my eyes, I didn't recognize anyone. As if I had forgotten everything. Even my parents did not recognize me at all. I know, they were so sad to see my condition like this. They were so concerned to see me.
After a few weeks, my memory finally began to recover. I can finally remember both of my parents, but most of the memory in my brain is still missing. I can't remember any further.
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A few days later, I finally regained consciousness. I slowly opened my eyes and started to look around, I knew right away that this was in the hospital.
I closed and started breathing a few times. I remember the reason why I was unconscious for a few days.
I opened my eyes again slowly. I saw my parents sleeping on the couch.
I know they're very tired. I always felt like a burden to them. I always trouble them. I am a child who does not know myself.
I closed my eyes and breathed. Only in that way does my heart feel calm. For me it is the best way to calm down when in this condition.
I really hope to God that my disease will be cured soon, I do not want to trouble both parents anymore. I'm so sorry to see them have to be like this for me. I can't bear to see them like this.
If I could ask for a request, I would definitely ask that this disease I never experienced. I also want to live a normal life as usual.
I also want to be able to remember everything that has been lost from my memory. It really tormented me. I'm so sad it feels.
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The father's words suddenly made me want to laugh very loudly. You can always make me laugh with your behavior. I am so grateful to have him and so loving him. For me, my father was both my knight and my first love.
When I got home, I got out of the car and ran into the house. Mom called my name a few times and told me not to run but I didn't care at all. It feels like I haven't been home for a long time, I've missed that very comfortable world of my civilization.
Once at the door, I immediately asked my mother to open the door, I waited for her with great enthusiasm. After the door opened, I immediately ran towards the place of my comfortable civilization. I lay my body there and enjoy how much I miss it like this.
It felt like my body was so tired, yes this is all because in the hospital can not sleep well. I stared at the ceiling hoping it would heal soon. I suffered so much.
Because kecapek’an, now I've been in dreamland. Nature brings millions of joy, millions of sorrow, millions of fear. Yes, now will not know what will happen to us in the dream world, all of it is the will of God.
It didn't feel like it was evening, my mom immediately woke me up to ask me to take a shower and get ready for dinner. I, who was still not fully aware, walked slowly while collecting my life towards the bathroom.
After I took a shower and changed clothes, I headed to the dinner table. I saw that there was already a father and mother waiting for me with a full meal available.
Do not forget before eating I always hug and kiss their cheeks alternately as usual. After that we had dinner together. This is a moment I miss every time I go to the hospital. I'm very uncomfortable being there.
After eating, I said goodbye to my mom and dad to go back to my room. In the room, I checked my phone intending to see any news as long as I didn't get in.
I scroll – scroll whatsApp messages on my phone to see who sent me messages without wanting to see the contents first. My view stops to 1 message, a message from Fadhil. Fadhil is the chairman of BEM this year and he is also in charge of this PKKMB event.
When I saw until the BEM chairman sent me a message, I felt very bad because as long as PKKMB took place, I did not help him at all. Indeed, if you remember the incident that I suddenly fainted it is very sad.
I don't know why my body is so weak. As if tired just a little already directly so. I occasionally closed my eyes while cursing to myself because I felt like this was all unfair to me.
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After I finished cursing myself, I opened my eyes and intended to open and reply from Fadhil. I also intend to apologize for the incident that happened to me and can not help the PKKM event at all.
- Fill Chat Fadhil –
“Assalamualaikum Dina”
“How are you doing now?”
“Are you okay?”
“I want to visit you but I'm not you treated where hehe”
“Have you gone home now?
“Tomorrow after college I go to your house huh?
“Quiet, I'm the same kok” kids
“Yes who knows with our presence, you can be happy hehe”
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After reading the chat from Fadhil, it felt like my heart was very happy. For me now I miss my friends so much, I want to meet them and spend time together. Not thinking long I immediately reply to the message from Fadhil.
- Fill Chat Dina-Dina
“Waalaikumsalam”
“Before I apologize yes, can not help at PKKMB event at all”
“Sorry also for missing so many things during my time at hospital”
“Hehe I feel bad about you, Fadhil”
“Alhamdulillah, I have now improved kok”
“Hehe, I'm fine lah”
“Hehe, don't bother. I'm now home kok”
“Ready, I wait for your attendance tablets. I miss you guys so much”
“Thank you yes Fadhil hehe”
After replying to Fadhil's message, I immediately rushed to sleep because it was already late at night. If I have played mobile phones, I often forget time, but I should rest a lot.
Anyway, I just got out of the hospital. If mom and dad knew I didn't have much rest and that I played cell phones at night, both of my parents would be angry with me. Ah, I don't want to. I don't like to make my mom and dad angry with me.
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Morning has begun to show its form, the sun has also raised his face from hiding behind the clouds. The singing of the birds was not left for me to see. What a beautiful view today. Plus my feeling is happy because today my friends will come to see me. I can't wait to feel.
