The Dark Side of My Ex-Girlfriend

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On the way, I kept looking at the light blue clock attached to my tiny arm in hopes of getting to campus on time. I really do look like a dumbass. Maybe a lot of people are looking at me with strange looks because I haven't seen the road since.

 

I kept looking at my light blue clock until I didn't realize I had hit someone. It made me so surprised, I knew that I was a careless person because I hadn't looked at him at all since.

 

“M-sorry, I really accidentally broke you” (my words scared while looking down)

“Eh, mbak Dina. How are you doing? We haven't seen him for a long time (he said in such a soft tone)

 

Suddenly the sentence made me to look up the head and investigate who the owner of the voice was. I looked at the face carefully and carefully while remembering who the voice belonged to.

 

“Loh, mbak Dina forgot me anyway?” (he said while raising one eye eyebrow)

“I Andi, mbak. Andi who used to always play with mbak Dina” (he said convincing)

“Didn't Dina remember anymore?” (the voice turned to disappointment)

 

I did not respond at all to his words, I continued to look at the look on the face hoping to immediately remember something about him. Ah, it feels so exhausting. I don't remember who he is or where he came from. This all makes me really dizzy just to over-exert remembering it.

 

“M-sorry, I really don't remember you who” is (my word is shriveled)

“Is it true in the past we've met even familiar)” (my words convinced themselves)

“M-sorry, but really I can't remember you a bit” (my words in a guilty tone)

 

The look on his face that was initially very cheerful immediately turned filled with disappointment. I know I was wrong. I know he's very disappointed in me. But I really don't remember anything about him. The more I force to remember it the more my head hurts. He only looked at me for a moment with a look of disappointment and anger and just left me. He really left me alone.

I instantly silently looked at what I had just experienced. I just kept looking at him even though only from behind his back that was so gallant and burly. I know very well I was guilty of him, but I really did not understand what really happened to me.

After 15 minutes I finally woke up. Today's events really make me really dizzy and tired.

After I woke up, I immediately saw my watch and how shocked the time had shown at 07:45.

- Andi POV

 

Today is my first day on campus, I look forward to meeting Dina again. I really missed the moment with him.

 

The moment where I could successfully make Dina mbak with my strange behavior. I always acted foolishly in front of Dina just to see her smile. I really like that. For me, Dina is my first and last love. I love him so much.

 

It didn't feel like we were separated 7 years ago. Our separation was certainly not without cause, 7 years ago I was forced to move abroad to follow my parents' business. Inevitably I have to leave behind Dina and my world here. I was very sad but I couldn't do anything either.

If today I can meet with mbak Dina must be very encouraging and of course I will immediately apologize to him. I was really very guilty of him. I've always been haunted by my guilt for Dina. Every time I think about it, it always scratches my heart. It's painful and painful.

Suddenly there was someone who hit me and made the daydream instantly become blurred one by one somewhere. I tried to look at the person who hit me.

 

Surprised by what I saw, I saw the figure of Dina. Yes, the person I miss every second. And now that I can see her again, it really feels like to hold her tight.

 

He looked so scared, probably because he hit me earlier. I tried to say a word to her and hoped that Dina would remember me.

 

But, how surprised I was to see Dina's expression. What is this experiment? An experiment I didn't want to expect from him at all. I tried to remind him of me, but what I got was a waste. He doesn't remember me at all. It's really sad.

I kept trying to convince her that we were together. But she had no memory of that moment together, even worse that she simply did not recognize me. It all makes my heart feel like it's falling apart. It hurts so much.

 

I was really disappointed in him. Disappointed and angry as if friendly to me. I can't control myself anymore.

Because of my disappointment, I immediately left Dina's mother without taking out a word or two. My disappointment was so overwhelming to him. I really can't accept what I got today.