The Dark Side of My Ex-Girlfriend

CHAPTER 8 - PDKT FLAVOR OF NGENES

Now my focus is only on Aldy. The person who made me fall in love. I was initially almost desperate to get close to him because every time I sent him a message was only reciprocated with emoticons. It was very upset, the rice was not appreciated at all.

Until there are two days I do not send messages to him anymore or just open the message, I am still upset with him.

Until finally, on the third day I decided to open and reply to the message yes who knows his attitude can change. I explained the message by looking for the right topic so that the chat is not crisp and just stop.

It turned out that it was in accordance with my expectations, with the passage of time finally being able to reply to messages with him continued. I also started to feel comfortable when I sent messages to him.

My feelings for him have also started to grow more than the days before. I often laugh when I see the answer.

He was so considerate of me, whether he was to everything so or not where I knew. Clearly, he was just watching me. Anywhere he continues to do the same.

At first, my friends didn't realize that I was close to Aldy. Indeed, I deliberately hid it from them because for me yes it is not the right time to tell.

I kept hiding it from them until they realized it themselves. At first they agreed. However, not many also agree because opposition one by one began to appear.

There are so many who oppose me related to Aldy, there are also those who think that I am too baper against him when he is ordinary. There are even those who try to separate me, for some reason there are so many people who are shirked at me like them.

Though I never did anything wrong to him or disturbed his life, but somehow they always disturbed my relationship with Aldy. Like I can't be with Aldy at all.

Starting from my own friends, the level brother I used to hate, and so on. At first I obeyed what they said, but over time I was fed up with them and chose to bodo very much what he said. I didn't respond to them at all, I just kept getting close to Aldy as I liked. They are not harmed here either.

Day after day and even a month has passed, the more here Aldy shows his original attitude. He often yells at me, often mocking me with harsh words and so on.

At first it was very painful, but somehow because of the affection to him that can make the annoyance disappear by itself. I could only cry when I was treated by him, I had absolutely no courage to oppose him or even to repay him.

That's all I always pass up to 3 months, indeed if said stupid yes indeed stupid me. Already know his attitude like that but continue to choose to survive.

Just keep hurting yourself without thinking about happiness. He was still injured for his actions. I was really blinded by her name “CINTA”.

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Perhaps I was too weak to resist or repay his actions because of much greater affection. I just hope that someday he can change for the better, and realize that I love him very sincerely without expecting anything from him.

To love him is like a wound. The more I love her, the bigger the wound is for me. Yeah, at least it's just patience that I can do right now against him.

 

I kept being patient with him, I never got angry with him in the least. I always succumbed to him, I always put aside my own happiness just to be able to keep communicating and being around him. And it just continues like that.

 

Until I finally started to realize the situation. It feels like I'm the only one fighting for her, only I love her, only I love her.

It was as if I was begging for his attention by doing everything. Maybe it was me who misinterpreted his attention and kindness at that time, who knows he only appreciated me and did not intend to be with me.

If you look at it, it is very different between me and him. He is an intelligent, active, insightful student and so on. Yes, it is not separated from his age that is much older than me.

I feel like a little kid to him. He kept looking for mistakes and flaws that I had. Though I had never intended to hurt her in the slightest, but she was much different from me. He dared to hurt my heart without thinking long what the risk that was caused by his actions.

But, his name alone has already hit “CINTA”, as if I continue to forgive his actions again and again. I may have done that many times.

In my heart just wanted to show people who were against my relationship with Aldy it was their wrong mind, their wrong reception. Yeah, I just keep on confronting that Aldy will change someday.

At least, hoping for a miracle to come there will be no mistake. After all, the miracle will definitely be done for his servant who berTO’a earnestly.

Every time I finished the prayer and one third of the night, I kept praying that Aldy could open the door of his heart so that he could change to me immediately.

 

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It did not feel like it had been 4 months of my approach with him, today he asked me to accompany him to the perpus. He said he wanted to photograph the perpus to show to his friend.

Yes I just say yes, I can go to the Campus at exactly 4 pm as requested. I was waiting for him in the lower class, he asked me to wait for a while because he said there was a need in BEM.

I forgot that today there was a meeting with the members of BEM. It's my fault I didn't check the grub at all. Somehow I was so negligent now, I finally sent a message to Fadhil to apologize for not being able to attend the event. Not long after Fadhil returned a message from me, it relieved me.

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Because I was so stifled, I finally entered one of those Classrooms, I turned on the lights and the fan. I sat under the fan typing a short message to Aldy, telling him I was in Class.

After a few minutes, Aldy came to take his bike. He looked at me for a moment and put the bike on. I waited for him inside still in the same position.

I saw Aldy start to approach me and said sorry for waiting for him for so long. I suddenly fell silent on hearing his words, how not? It was the first time an apology had been uttered from his mouth.

I just nodded my head as without that no problem. Then he sat in the corner because he said he wanted to snarl his leptop. As usual, he always played the games he made on leptop. Whether it is right or wrong, only God knows the truth.

I watched him from my seat. He was so focused on playing the game that was on his leptop. I smiled seeing him.

Whether she realized that I kept looking at her or not, she told me to sit next to her. He said chatting at a long distance was not good.

Finally I grabbed my bag and moved the seat position with 1 seat. I looked at the game on the leptop. I just watched because I didn't know what to do.

The situation inside the Room was instantly silent, except for the sound of the game he was playing. I tried to play my phone so that it didn't look too awkward.

As soon as he opened a chat, he asked my opinion whether the game was good or not? Yes I answer it very good, besides the game is also very good.

He asked me to sit closer to him. I followed him again. I looked at him up close, sometimes I looked around awkwardly.

He suddenly reminded me of a short message that I would kiss him on the cheek if I could. Out of nowhere, I kissed her on the cheek. I feel so ashamed that I made it.

 

After kissing her cheek, I immediately kept silent and lowered my head. I'm really embarrassed and don't know what to do right now. Sometimes I look at him and he laughs at my behavior. I thought I was funny, but to me it was embarrassing. But not for him.

 

He took both my hands and said that I should never get him hurt again, as he did with his ex-girls. I looked at her face and smiled for a moment, then I nodded my head as a sign that I accepted her request.

He smiled and kissed my hand. So tender his treatment to me. I don't know why I got carried away at that moment.

 

She's really sweet, she kisses me on the soft cheek and I'm so happy it feels. I just smiled at him and he replied to her so sweetly. I wish this day could never pass.

 

I really enjoyed this moment with him. But the name of life will keep on turning. It did not feel like the day had started late in the evening and I finally agreed with him to immediately go home after the magrib adhan reverberated.