The Dark Side of My Ex-Girlfriend
CHAPTER 7 - REVIEW
Today, there is a study from organisa A. Organization A is an off-Campus organization that I have participated in since the 1st semester.
However, because my stomach mules finally I permission to the chairman to come late because he had to go home first.
Arriving at Home, I went straight to the Bathroom and cleaned up my mules business that had struck since. After finishing, I returned to the Campus using GRAB services.
However, after being on Campus and heading to the back of the Campus where the event was held instead get the message that the event is finished and do not have to bother to come.
For a moment I exhaled and closed my eyes, regulating my emotions until I felt calm. After that I did not post the message and went straight to the back of the Campus.
There are new faces I don't know at all. I immediately approached them and greeted one by one, not forgetting to apologize for arriving late and then getting acquainted with the new faces one by one.
After they met, they said goodbye to go home and I smiled and crucified them.
I thought the show was actually over, but there was still one more class that just came.
They just came because in his class the hours finished college a little late. We just smiled and nodded without understanding what they were going through.
I try to see their faces one by one and yups! My eyes were on her again, my eyes were looking at her nonstop. I don't know why I wish I could approach him. Maybe because one of my friends noticed it he finally told me to get close to him.
“Hei Din, get close to him. She's the same age as Samsul kok” said.
“Ha.... S-seriously? Time he was born 1996?” I said I couldn't believe it.
“Iya really did when I spoke with mas Samsul, he admitted to”.
“Ah... so yes. But what the hell are you” Reject me.
“Udahlah no papa, quite right than the single mulu” Ejeknya.
“Idih ngejek bener sih” Timpulku.
Indeed my friend that one is very restless, he always mocked me like that as if he already has a partner when he has not.
But yes, the name of the friend inevitably is a sign of unfortunately. At first I refused it, and then I finally agreed with the crazy idea.
I finally asked her for her number to my senior brother since but holding a paper containing her name and phone number. From there I learned that his name was “Aldy.”
Immediately I kept his number and intended to send him a message later tonight. But, make no mistake.
Not only did I ask for Aldy's number, but I also asked for a few people's phone numbers. I have 6 child phone numbers, 3 women and 3 men including Aldy.
Because of the type of approach we use by sending messages to them, so inevitably I also have to follow ideas like this. Yes, although I initially hesitated a little.
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Since the day had gone by in the evening, I finally said goodbye to them to go home. After saying good-bye, I immediately memasasasan GRAB services.
After waiting for a few minutes, finally the babang GRAB came to pick me up. Yes for me, this single is enough to be invited babang GRAB already feel have a girlfriend, right? Wkwkwk nding janda.
A few minutes later, I finally got home safely. The cost of Campus to Home is quite expensive because it has to pay Rp. 11,000,-. I don't know why the price is rising as if 250% of the previous price.
It used to cost Campus to Home or vice versa just pay Rp. 4,000,- and even I once paid only Rp. 2,000,- only.
I'm trying to think positive about the increase in GRAB services at this time, maybe because the high economic prices so the cost of GRAB services is also raised.
Yasudah, government policy is like that, how else unless only able to live it.
After I paid for the babang GRAB, I walked over to the house and opened my door. For some reason today is so tiring for me, it feels so tired all bodies.
Once inside the House, I greeted my mother and father and rushed straight to my Bedroom and leaned my body on my Bedroom.
‘Hmm... What good is it?’
‘It looks like a shower first deh keep eating’
‘So no tasks huh?’
Some time I daydreamed and talked to myself, finally decided to immediately take a shower because I felt this body was very sticky everything.
Not to forget also I always bring a change of clothes in the Bathroom, because it is used to having a shower immediately changed clothes.
After I finished the bath, I headed to the kitchen to get some food. Come to think of it, I was very hungry. It feels like these worms in my stomach have been protesting to be given food immediately.
After eating and washing the dishes, I headed to my room again, I picked up the phone and checked if there were incoming messages or not.
And it turns out that so many messages are coming in, ranging from messages in Grub Class and Grub Ormawa and Grub Oganization both on and off Campus.
I just scroll through the scrolls and have no intention of opening one. I don't know if my eyes are very tired and want to go to sleep.
When I wanted to sleep, I immediately remembered that I had to send a message to the numbers I had saved earlier.
Yes, at least just a small talk about it can be, after all, in this way an approach so that they want to enter this organization.
I started sending messages to the most corner of the 2018 generation up to the 2018 generation which is Aldy's class. My message to them is the same: ask what they think about the study today, whether they find it fun and very useful or not.
Their answers varied and not everyone responded to my message. I'm a kid who only reads my messages, I think maybe now he's busy so can't get back messages from me.
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At first I just mince words to them, yes at least make them comfortable first deh later invited to enter the organization.
I just rely on my ability to pay attention to them, who knows that they will be comfortable and good to talk to me.
At first, I thought that if my plan was successful, I was wrong, there were not many of them that I could invite to the organization.
But thank God all the women I hold will enter this organization, but not with these 3 men.
All of them had no intention of entering. The reasons given by them are also very diverse.
But yes the name is just the desire of people, we can not force it at will. So yes I can only appreciate the decision they gave me.
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Today I met with the organization outside my Campus in the City Square. Surely I went there with a friend of mine, yes it just so happened that we took the same course.
I saw from a distance that many had gathered. After my friend parked his bike, my friend and I immediately approached the others. It seems that they have already started the meeting and are talking about the next way for many to join.
Me and my friends just listen to their opinions one by one. I just enjoyed the glass of ice that I ordered without giving any input, not unwilling but I had absolutely no ideas to convey to them.
I was just looking at each other with my friend, yeah like we were doing a secret code figure out how to get out of this meeting and get home.
Yeah, honestly, it feels so boring. Maybe because I was uncomfortable from the beginning with the presence of someone in that place. I don't know why I still hate him.
The hatred was as if it was ingrained with me, I was really very upset when I saw his face.
As if he blamed me for what happened, but here I have sacrificed much more for him. But he has no gratitude at all to me.
To be honest, the events of a few years ago have been trying to forget and be honest. But the name of the heart cannot be forced.
It just kept haunting me and messing with my mind. I'm not at all calm. I don't know when this all happened. The more I try, the stronger the memories of that.
I just kept quiet for a moment, trying to take my eyes off her and regulate my breathing.
After all, come to think of it, neither he nor I will be able to unite. I'm so much different from the people I don't like.
Obviously this guy is much smarter than me and also loves him a lot. I learned a lot of lessons that day.
I learned not to expect from someone, to learn to be mature, to learn not to be selfish with others, to learn to realize that happiness can come from anywhere and at any time. Yes, at least that's all that has been my strength all along to survive.
