The Candidate of Kaka Ipar

CHAPTERS. 9 Holy Cry

After the departure of Gus Ali and Abinya, now Suci decided to go to the room, he wanted to cry in the corner of his room to win his heart was very broken, especially when he heard Gus Ali's speech earlier

"Why didn't Neng say she was going home to get married too? If neng said from the beginning, neng would not feel bad about me. Love is fitrah, if neng has chosen it, I will try to be sincere, even though it is very heavy."

Gus Ali's words were able to make Suci more sick, sick when he heard Gus Ali would try to mengikhlaskan, he should be happy when Gus Ali said would mengikhlaskanya, he said, but he was not even willing to be forgotten by Gus Ali. Anisa knew that her daughter was not okay, before her daughter climbed the stairs, she gently stroked her daughter's back.

"Son, are you okay?"

"Uci's okay Bun, Uci to the room first."

"Yes, son."

Suci directly climbed the stairs by walking slowly and his left hand held the ladder handle, because his body felt weak. Sacred reached the room, she immediately opened her veil and hijab, sitting in the corner with her thighs together to drown her already tear-filled face. Suci cried while calling Father's name, because he remembered very well the words of his Father in the past

"Dad, it turns out true what Dad said, if we are not ready to accept disappointment in romance turned out to be very painful well, Uci's chest hurts well." Inner Sacred

The flashback

Holy every day playing with his father, Sacred smiles never fade every play with his father. Now Suci and his father, Ardi Septian, are sitting in the garden.

"Son, I'm only telling you, because I'm afraid I can't wait for you until you get married. Never know what is called love if you are not ready to accept everything. The word love, it sounds beautiful, but if we deeply understand it is not as beautiful as we imagine."

"What is Father saying? You love Dad, the first guy you saw was Dad? The love of my son and father is so beautiful."

Ardi gently stroked the head of his daughter who was then Holy age just 15 years.

"That's not the kind of love I mean, dear."

"Then what kind of love do you mean? Or love like Mom and Dad? But the love of Father and Mother is also beautiful."

"Making you don't understand yet about love, so Dad will explain about the depth of Love. Love depends on how we carry it. Love can make us feel sorry and commit a great sin that God never forgives, namely in the sense of Zina, but there is also sincere love and so that there is no Zina word that binds love in marriage. Son, I hope you can follow in Dad's footsteps, love someone when it's makhromnya, I hope you can keep your heart clean without having a word of love before halal, I hope you can keep your heart clean, but if until you love before marriage, I hope you are not like Mother. Mother's love in the past is very painful, Mother experiences disappointment, hate, anger, heartache and betrayal, it feels very sick son. Even though you've never experienced it, you can feel it. I'm just asking you son, if you're not ready for the risk, never know the word love, because it hurts so much."

Ardi did never manage the word love before marriage, although he did not really understand the religion, but he was most anti-love, the name of love, and he also loved Anisa after legally becoming Anisa's husband, because he used to marry Anisa solely to help Anisa who was in trouble love, because she was devastated, eventually, he loves Anisa with all his heart and soul.

"Remember Dad's words, never know love if you are not ready to accept the risk in it."

Suci nodded in understanding with his father's words, he also hoped like his father who felt in love after marriage.

"If you really follow in Mother's footsteps, never do what Mother has done once, which is to try to kill yourself, it will not solve the problem, but you must pay ablution, Wudhu, pray and pour out all that is a burden on your mind, God willing, there will be a sense of calm you get."

Ardi immediately hugged the tiny body of his daughter, he felt calm after telling everything to his daughter, because he was afraid that one day his daughter took the wrong path, he said, moreover, he also did not know until when his breath will continue to breathe, what else his illness is getting worse, so he hoped that he would leave his two daughters later, his daughter already had her words.

"Dad, why do you say you're afraid you can't wait for Uci to get married? You want to stay in Uci?"

"No father would leave his daughter, unless something happened that forced him to leave. I also want to wait until you get married, but the age of no one knows, if one day there is something with Dad, remember, never know love if it is not ready with the risks, but you will never know, because love will not be beautiful. I hope that you can be like your brother, who has a strong stand and determination, which is the determination to be a good person. One more thing, Father's message, never make others cry, if someone is crying and you can help him, then help him, even if you have to sacrifice your happiness, because the real part is making other people happy."

"Will Uci remember all of Dad's sayings."

"You're a very good father's daughter."

Flashback off

Suci continued to cry his chest was getting sicker, he did not remember the second message to the father to help others even though he had to sacrifice his own happiness, he did not remember the second message to help others, he did it only from the heart and convinced himself that if he did not want to make people cry, he would sacrifice his happiness, but in fact he was not as strong and strong.

"Sorry Uci Gus. Hix... Hix... Maafin Uci, Uci also love Gus, but all just happen Gus, Uci believe that Gus can get better than Uci Hiks... Hicks..."

The more broken his cries, the more the night Holy Cry was heard in each room, the more clearly now the hour had reached 00.00WIB, but Saints still continued to cry.

"Hiks... Hix... Why is this Uci chest hurting, why Uci can not accept the words that Uci said, why the sincere word is only in the mouth of Uci, Uci, but Uci's heart isn't that easy to recapitulate everything that's happened."

Holy Cry sounded all the way to Anisa and Sulis's room, the two of them sighed in their respective rooms.

Sulis believes that his sister has rejected Gus Ali's proposal and chose Arkan, only he does not understand why his sister sacrificed her happiness to help Arkan rise from the slump.