The Candidate of Kaka Ipar

CHAPTERS. 32 Tells the past

In the afternoon, Suci decided to be honest about her past to her husband, she was afraid that later her husband would know his past from others.

Holy pacing beside the bed, could not be denied if he was afraid that her husband could not accept his past and then insulted her like his brother

" Sacred, calm yourself." Inner Sacred

Arkan who had just finished bathing, he was confused to see the behavior of his wife who kept pacing unclear.

" You why Uci?"

Arkan approached his wife with a confused face.

" His, have you taken a shower? That's fast, man?"

" Quick where's Uci from? Mas in the bathroom has been 30 minutes, you say fast? Shower you only 15 minutes, more speed you, what do you think?"

Suci scratched her nape that was not itchy, probably because of nervousness so she felt that her husband's bath was too fast. Arkan immediately moved his seat on the bed, assisted by his wife.

" Here, sit next to the mas."

Sacred nodded slowly, she sat down beside her husband.

" Dad, Uci can't tell you a story?"

" Can you tell me what Uci is?"

Arkan who looked into his wife's eyes, he could see that his wife's eyes had turned red, like he was going to cry, it made him frown, he was confused, his wife had not told him anything, he said nothing, but his wife is about to step in.

" Why Uci? If it's hard, don't tell me anymore."

Arkan could not bear to see his wife's reddened eyes. Suci just shook her head slowly, she had to tell him right now, before her husband knew of anyone else, but her heart also ached with every memory of her past.

" Dad, I used to jump into the night world, I used to always go to nightclubs."

Arkan who heard the words from his wife was shocked, his heart beating faster.

" Earlier after Dad died, I had hated God mas, I hated because God took Dad, haven't you been sick enough for 4 years?"

Holy tears flowed straight away, it hurt to remember about his father who loved him during his life.

" I jumped into the night world because I wanted to forget about Dad's problems, I was not ready at Dad's residence, until where there was an incident that three of my friends would harass me, he said, for the first time again I asked God for help, after 3 more months I hated God, then came to help me, that's where I began to believe that God still loves me... Hicks..."

Arkan was very surprised that the girl he loved so far was his own wife, he did not expect that she would marry him.

Arkan wiped his wife's tears with his thumb, without taking a word, he was still faithfully waiting for his wife's next utterance.

" Thank you, I've helped me, if without mas I also don't know what my life will be like, after that incident I learned to be better, even though I knew that I was so free then, maybe if people knew my past, I would be considered a hypocritical girl and pretended to be innocent, but I was just a normal human being, I can't erase my past."

Arkan immediately hugged his wife, he patted her gently on the back.

" I don't think like that Uci, I would never say you're a hypocrite, I'm proud of you for changing for the better."

Suci also returned a hug from her husband, she never believed that her husband would say that, obviously her brother alone did not accept her past and always cornered her because her past was too free.

Who wouldn't be proud that the girl he loves could change for the better? Of course very happy as Arkan feels now, what else Suci turned unmitigated to become a senior in the Alhusna pesantren.

" Uci, how do you know that the one who helped you is mas?"

" Mother who said the same I mas, even Mother at that time wanted to say thank you to mas, Mommy came to the office of Wijaya Group, but he said mas have a business trip of 1 month, he said, so until now Mother has not said thank you, because Mother wants me to say thank you first to mas."

There was a sense of disappointment in Arkan's heart, when he heard the answer from his wife.

" Is the Holy One accepting this marriage just to thank me? O God, why should it be like this, if I had known from the very beginning who is Holy, I would rather withdraw from this marriage, why would the Holy One have to sacrifice his happiness just to return the favor? Where should I take my wedding now? I can't bear to see the girl I love is unhappy." Inner Arkan

Arkan's eyes reddened, he was saddened by the events now. Sacred hugged her husband tighter, she calmed her mind which kept remembering the shadows of her past, for to her the arms of her husband were the warmest hugs like the arms of her father.

Arkan who felt his wife hugging him tighter, he just smiled bitterly, he was confused now as to where.

After the Holy thought calmed down, she did not feel as if she had fallen asleep in the arms of her husband. Arkan who heard his wife's crying voice replaced with a regular breathing sound, he just smiled.

" I'm sorry I Uci, I have ruined your happiness, I love and love you from the beginning of our meeting." Inner Arkan

Arkan painstakingly moved his wife's head on the pillow, with his pillow in the middle of the bed, not on the bed, because his legs were paralyzed, he could not do much to make his wife's sleep comfortable. After laying his wife's body, Arkan kissed her forehead briefly, then kissed her in two eyes.

" Never cry Uci, you are the most precious treasure in life mas, whatever you will do for the sake of making you happy, once again pardon mas Uci."

Arkan spoke softly, rubbing the head of his wife who was still wearing the hijab. After that Arkan immediately moved to a wheelchair, he ran the wheelchair to the workroom, he needed to calm himself, he did not not accept his wife's past, he was very proud of his wife, he was very proud of his wife, he was very proud of his wife, but he only thought that if his wife wanted to marry because she wanted to return the favor, he was disappointed and hurt.

Namen Arkan did not want to ask his wife at all about it. Arkan locked his study, he also turned on the soundproof room, he now does not want to be disturbed.

Arkan's eyes only looked at the picture of his papa, indeed if there was any problem he would tell in the photo of his papa, and as if his papa heard his complaints.

" Pa, Arkan love is equally Holy, but Saints do not love the same Arkan, what should Arkan do? Arkan doesn't want the Girl Arkan loves to grieve over Arkan's selfishness. Arkan wants Saints to be happy pa."