The Candidate of Kaka Ipar

CHAPTERS. 38 Admonishes Indra

After the Saint was silent for a moment, he immediately opened his voice.

" I'm sorry Indra, I used to only call you a friend, and now I think of you as my sister-in-law. Indra, I beg you to throw away your love for me, I believe that you can forget me, for I am not your soul mate written in lohul mahfudz, one day there will be someone you love but not me. Indra, I hope you love God first, before you love a servant."

" I can't forget you, I miss you Holy, I miss your warm embrace."

" Please understand I Indra, I can not hold you anymore, limited to holding your hand also I can not, I have migrated, we are not makhrom."

" Have you accepted this marriage to hurt me? Did you take revenge on me for not coming to the club that night?"

Suddenly Indra's memory to the past and Saints took revenge on him, Suci received his brother in order to hurt him, that's what is on his mind now.

" Indra, I never thought I'd hurt your heart, I just didn't know you were Arkan's step-sister."

" li lie! You must hate it because I didn't come that night! Even you moved without telling me, you never considered me, not only to bully me, but you never considered me to be your best friend!"

The sound of Indra's screams was heard to his two parents, it made the two Indra's parents intimidate his son and son-in-law.

Initially Bagas would separate them and scold Indra, but his wife forbade him by mischief of her hands and shook her head, signaling no interference. Suci shook his head slowly when he heard Indra's voice using a high tone, as long as he was familiar with Indra, this was the first time Indra used a high tone voice.

" Is that right, Uci? I've never had any meaning in your life?"

Indra's eyes have been reddened, he held the tits for 3 years, and now it is only revealed to people who have disappeared like in the swallow of the earth.

" I'm sorry Indra, once again I'm sorry."

Sacred Eyes have been reddened, he was sad why Indra became misunderstood, even more sad, because Indra still has not erased his love, he was sad to continue to make Indra hurt, and even more sad, Indra is a good man according to him, but he never loved her, Indra took care of her for months, but his heart could not love Indra, he said, he thought after he left Indra would hate him and forget his feelings, but it turns out Indra still loves him.

" You're not wrong, I'm wrong, I always hope for you, I always want to be the best for you, but do you know? At night I didn't come because I was in an accident, my calf was broken, and my brother forbade me from seeing you."

" O Allah, why should it be like this, why should the servant hurt Indra again, after 3 years we are not found." Sacred mind

" Holy, I know you hate me, but please don't hurt me by marrying your brother!"

Holy tears immediately flowed, he had never hated anyone other than himself, he hated having ever plunged freely into the world of night.

" You know what happened that night? An event that almost made me regret my whole life, the incident when three of your best friends were Hiks... Hicks..."

Holy could not continue his words anymore, the shadows of that night had already swirled in his brain, his chest ached, his breathing was irregular, the past he hated the most to remember, but he did not hate the three friends of Indra, he hated himself because at that time he still went to the night club without Indra's supervision.

" Don't tell Uci, if you're heavy, and don't you remember what happened that night, I already know everything about what happened that night, but why do you have to go without a word of Uci? Why are you evil with me?"

Indra already knew about the incident that night, even Indra also made his three best friends become battered at that time, because angry with his three best friends, even more furious when the Saints moved without telling him.

" I'm sorry, I'm evil, I hurt you so many times, but my marriage to Arkan's mas, it has nothing to do with you, it has nothing to do with you, I just believe that Arkan is my soul mate and able to become my priest, I never thought of hurting you because that night you didn't come. Even I was grateful that the events of that night changed me for the better, the events of that night were able to make me believe in God again and follow his precepts that have been set."

Saints wipe away her tears that just keep flowing.

" Self, you are the best man as long as I know a man, your kindness will never be replaced by anyone, so please do not hurt yourself to continue to love me, I feel guilty if you continue to love me Indra, because I feel like a bad person who keeps hurting your heart, please erase your feelings Indra. If it is heavy, remove my name by saying Allah's name, praying, and pouring out all the burdens that are in your heart, God willing you will find the word Iklhas from your heart not just from your mouth. Thank you, for taking care of me Indra, and sorry for your kindness I can't repay you with anything."

Indra shook his head slowly, it was not that easy to forget about Saints, even when he went abroad to forget about Saints, in fact the shadow of Saints continued to be present in his memory, what else is now a home with the woman he loves, so it's increasingly unlikely.

" You're easy to advise me because you've never felt it, you've never felt love that is truly love, you don't love your brother, even if your mouth is lying, but your eyes can never lie."

Suci sighed, who said he had never felt anything like Indra? Even Suci and Gus Ali love each other, but in the end they can't be together.

" I was in your position Indra, until now I am still in that position, I am learning to renounce and remove the name of the man I love, and replace him with the name of my husband, my husband, since I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, I don't want to hurt Arkan like I hurt you."

" Have you ever loved anyone?"

" Yes, but because I believe he's not my soul mate, I chose Arkan, even though we love each other, I do, but if what is written in lauhul mahfudz is not the name of the man I love but the Arkan mas, I can what Indra? Like you love me, but it's not my name written on lauhul mahfudz, that's why we've never been united. Indra, please release me."

After saying that Saints went straight into life, he did not want to continue to hear Indra's words and made him feel even more guilty.