The Candidate of Kaka Ipar

CHAPTERS. 53 Misunderstand

Suci opened her eyes, looking into the eyes of her husband who looked regretful, but she did not understand the words of her apologetic husband.

" What are you sorry for?"

" I'm sorry I didn't realize until my hands unbuttoned your clothes, I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to do anything more to you."

Suci was very surprised by the answer from her husband, her eyes began to turn red, she again had to be faced with a sense of disappointment by her husband.

" So I didn't realize what Arkan was doing? Then after realizing Arkan ended his activities? Did Arkan not want to have sex with me at all?" inner Sacred

Holy coming down from the lap of her husband, she sat beside her husband, her trembling was gone for a moment, replaced with a feeling of disappointment. Holy left hand squeezed her own nightgown to channel her disappointment towards her husband. Arkan looked at his wife, he could see her reddened eyes would cry, guiltily, she buttoned his shirt back.

" I'm sorry, but again I'm sorry, dear."

The saint shook his head slowly, sorry for what? Saints were very confused as to what was on her husband's mind.

" I'm going to the bathroom first."

Sacred immediately walked towards the bathroom, the tears she held slid just like that, her chest hurting. After in the bathroom Holy directly lit the showor to wet his own body without undressing, he fought many times in his heart.

" Is Arkan disgusted with my body, until now the Arkan mas has not just done it? Or maybe the Arkan has not fully renounced Sulis until the Arkan continue to delay it?" inner Sacred

Sacred Mind was chaotic, he had never had his mind as troubled as this.

" I was able to erase his name and replace him with my husband's name in my heart, but am I able to maintain my household without the love of my husband? Who's always been reluctant to touch me for more intimacy?" inner Sacred

Sacred asked her own heart, she had always been patient with everything, but now she could not wait to hear the words from her husband that were so painful.

" Well, how long will you learn to accept me wholeheartedly? Until when do I wait for you to love me with all my heart? I've been praying every day to erase his name, but I don't want to erase my brother's name in my heart. I now know what it's like to have one-sided love like Mother I told you, it hurts more when I let her go, and chose Arkan. I believe Arkan is my soul mate, but that trust is now faded, when Arkan did nothing more."

Holy tears continued to flow, he rubbed his face violently many times, he did not expect that his love story again had to be faced with disappointment.

" O Allah, strengthen the servant, strengthen it to always defend the servant's household." Holy interior

Suci stood in the shower for 30 minutes, but the feeling of disappointment still enveloped his heart, usually he would cry in the corner of the room to channel the pain in his heart, but not now because there is her husband, she just channeled it in the shower, she hopes the disappointment quickly disappears.

While Arkan confused himself in his wheelchair, he paced from earlier because his wife had not yet come out of the bathroom, especially the sound of the water's germic until now has not stopped.

" What did the Saints do in the bathroom?" inner Arkan

" When do you not love me Uci? Until when will you learn to love me? Is my sweet treatment unable to move your heart even a little Uci?" inner Arkan

Arkan not only regretted his feelings, but he was also disappointed with the heart of his wife who still could not love him even a little. It had been 1 hour for his wife in the bathroom, and the sound of water still did not stop, it made Arkan more anxious, he immediately knocked on the bathroom door.

Tock

" Dear! What are you doing inside?! Why so long?!"

There was no answer from inside the bathroom, it made Arkan knock on his door again.

Tock

" Dear! Open the door!"

There was no answer from the bathroom. Arkan shouted again

" Get into the bathroom! If you haven't come out yet!"

Again there was no answer, it made Arkan open the bathroom door slowly, he was worried about his wife. Arkan entered the bathroom, he was very surprised as his wife sat under the shower with her hands holding her body

" O God! What are you doing, baby!"

Arkan turned off his shower, then he immediately threw himself out of his wheelchair, he cupped his wife's two cheeks with reddened eyes looking at his wife like this.

" O Allah, dear Istighfar, why did you say the same? Don't do this baby, if you hate the same mas, just hit the mas, don't torture yourself like this."

Arkan could see the pale face of his wife and the tears flowing down. Suci just shook her head slowly, she did not hate her husband, she was just disappointed because her husband still did not love her with all his heart.

Arkan immediately hugged his wife, his heart was very sick, he did not expect that his treatment would make his wife like this, he was grateful because it was always delayed for the first night, he did not think that his treatment would make his wife like this, he was grateful because he always delayed for the first night, otherwise he does not know what will happen to his wife, even the mistake of only opening two buttons of clothes, his wife took a shower for up to 1 hour, it was because he entered, and his wife took a bath in a shower for 1 hour, if he does not enter he also does not know what will be the condition of his wife.

" Dear, I'm really sorry."

In the end, Arkan tears also dripped, he felt his chest as if he was under a heavy burden, his wife not only did not love him, but was touched by him like a jiji.

" Why then are you offering yourself a Uci? If in the end it was touched by me like a jiji, and you kind of think I'm a dirty man. I'm sorry, Uci, because I let you down, for the umpteenth time I made you cry, even worse now than before. Uci, if you want to end it all I sincerely, I sincerely let you go, I do not want to make you more miserable, thank you for ever being present in my life, have given me color in every day, I have given every day, maybe I'll never be a good husband to you." Inner Arkan

Too bad all Arkan said in the words in his heart, he was not only sad to see his wife like this, but he did not know, either, the sincere word in his heart that he said was really sincere to take off his wife or he was just a mere remark. Sacred from earlier did not utter a word, her body trembled, she felt a new chill as her husband hugged her.