
Sulis just stared at his sister's back that was getting farther away, even disappeared behind the door, he was annoyed by the words of his sister, he felt his sister as if she was threatening him. Anisa approached her daughter who was still staring nanar to the second floor with her clenched left hand firmly.
"Son."
Sulis was not calling from his mother, he was still staring pusher towards the second floor. Anisa holds her daughter's left shoulder.
"What he said your sister was right, son."
Now Sulis realized that there was a Mother beside him, he looked at her, without speaking.
"Mother doesn't like you insulting the scales of Arkan, Mother never taught that son, do you not feel the slightest pity, when you insult Arkan boy? Then Keyla cried because of what you said? You don't even want to apologize for cancelling a one-sided marriage. Mommy is ashamed to want, Mommy feels that Mommy has failed to educate your daughter, not only failed in appearance, but Mommy also failed to educate your language to be better."
"Why did Mother say that? While the first freefall adek Mother never angry at adek, but now just words Mother disappointed with Sulis? Sulis felt that Mother loved Mother's daughter unilaterally!"
"Do not relate to the problem of your sister son, your sister now has received guidance, has migrated, so Mother asks never to discuss the past of your sister. Now that your sister has changed for the better, Mother has never discriminated you, only Mother does not like your words."
Sulis could only sigh rudely, he also actually never hated his sister, he would do anything to make his sister happy, until now he will always be a good kaka for his sister, but according to him the speech of his sister has been very outrageous, he does not like in the nasehati of small children like his sister, but according to him the speech of his sister has been very outrageous, who do not know anything about life, do not know bitter bitter insults from people.
"Son, what your sister said was true, you think twice before making a decision, Mother does not want you to regret, because if you regret after son Arkan married your sister, you will not want to, it's too late, son. You know you love Arkan so much, think son, there's still time for you to think."
Anisa stroked her daughter's head gently, then she went straight to the room without even hearing the answer from her daughter. Sulis was so troubled. Mother and sister spoke the same.
"Am I going to regret it?" inner Sulis
After saying that Sulis directly went to his room with a confused feeling that enveloped his heart. Sacred stood in front of the glass, his eyes staring at the shade of the Mother's plantation which had many fruits and flowers there, with a disappointed mind.
"Sister, it hurts so much when I remind Uci of Uci's past, why this sis, why it seems like Uci's past is so disgusting, until the right speech I do not hear because Uci has a past that is so free. Uci knows, no matter how Uci changes, Uci will look bad when others know what Uci's past is like, but Uci never hates Uci's past, it was precisely Uci who was grateful because the past could make Uci return to the right path." Sacred Inner
Holy tears continued to flow, every time he remembered his past, he would shed tears, he even felt that he had so many sins that he had made in the past. Not until there is Holy memory, even he remembered his words that enabled the marriage
"Can I open a new page? If this is indeed the best for the servant, give to the sincerity in the heart of the servant O Allah, do not let many people be hurt by this marriage." Sacred mind
Suci was very hard to accept this marriage, even though he had often learned about everything in religious rules easily, but he still can not learn about sincerity and sincerity. For example, his love for Gus Ali, even though he stepped back after knowing the man he loved was a Gus not just a man to the old council of santri, but that does not mean that his heart was not in love with Gus Ali, he only learned to be a woman of Sholehah, even though the traces in his past he will never be able to remove. Sacred was sitting on the floor, he was still staring pus out, a confused feeling enveloping him. Suddenly the Saints heard sura knocking on the door from outside.
Sacred immediately stood up, he directly walked towards the door. After opening the door, he saw his mother standing in front of the door.
"May the Mother come in?"
Sacred just nodded slowly, he let his Mother in. After they sat on the sofa, Anisa looked at her daughter who had not worn the veil there was a trace of crying there.
"Never look bad for everything that has happened in the past, son, continue your migration, Mother believes that you can continue to change for the better."
Suci nodded slowly, he was sure that his words with his brother were heard by his mother.
"Everyone has a bad past, son, what you said to you is true, you can't erase the past, but you can learn to do better, that's right, son, that's the key in your heart, don't look at the past so dark. Mommy is so proud to have a daughter like you."
Again the Saint only answered with a nod of his head.
"Son, Mommy wants to ask if you accept son Arkan for his pity and pity?"
The question of his mother was able to make Saints unable to answer, even just nodding he could not, he could not see other people sad, especially seeing Keyla, he could not see, he could not see the old man crying because of the words of his brother who kept insulting Arkan.
"Son, if you're not sure about this marriage, don't push yourself. Mother is ready to prostrate to them to apologize because the daughters of Mother no one wants to marry with the son of Arkan."
Sacred immediately held onto her mother's two hands with a smile.
"Never prostrate in front of anyone but his Lord Bund, God willing, the Bund. Uci considers that Arkan is the priest to perfect the Uci religion. Mommy also knows, every step that Uci takes, Uci never stops in the middle of the road. Uci always steps forward whatever has been Uci's decision. Uci only hope that we will one day love each other because of God."
Anisa gently stroked the head of her daughter who was still covered with hijab, she never thought that her daughter who had just turned 19 years old was able to think mature, mature, even his mind and experience are wider than his mind.
"Whatever path you're going to take Uci, Mommy always supports you and prays for you son."
"Thank you always for the cuteness of Uci, Mother."
"Together son."