The Candidate of Kaka Ipar

CHAPTERS. 15 Have sadness

After saying goodbye to the three Ustazah, now Suci walked towards the house of Kiai, he walked unlike his usual, usually every to the house of Kiai, he would be excited and happy, but now different, but now different, there is a sense of worry in his heart, he is not ready to meet Gus Ali, it must feel very awkward, even though his heart wants to say goodbye to Gus Ali.

" Assalamulaila."

" Na'alaikumsalam."

They answered from within. Gus Arta immediately walked towards the door, he immediately opened the door. Gus Arta is the son of Gus Ali's father.

" Eh Holy."

" Umi's with Abi there's Gus?"

" There, including Ali there, let's come in."

Suci smiled bitterly, usually if Gus Arta said Gus Ali, he smiled happily, but unlike now, he smiled wounded in his heart.

" Yes Gus."

Gus Arta walked first, Suci followed Gus Arta up to the living room. The Holy instantly reached Khadijah's hand. As usual, he would bow his hands to Gus Ali and Kiai Habibi.

" Sit Neng."

" Yes Umi."

Saints sitting in front of Khadijah, he stared at Gus Ali at a glance, he could see Gus Ali's eyes were filled with sadness and eyes were reddened. While Gus Arta just sighed softly, he knew that his cousin's sister was not okay, especially Gus Ali had told him that Suci already had a future husband and would get married, here only Khadijah does not know that Suci will marry, because Kiai Habibi and Gus Ali did not tell it, they only want Saints themselves to tell the story.

" Umi, if you come here to apologize, neng has always been troublesome for Umi and Abi. Neng wants to tell me that neng wants to stop goiter."

Honestly, Khadijah was very surprised by the words of the Saints, he was sure it had something to do with his son's proposal yesterday, while the three men in the living room were not at all surprised, because they knew Saints were getting married.

" Why stop neng? Umi does not mind if neng rejects Ali, do not put into the heart neng, Umi knows that love can not be forced."

" Amahin Neng Gus. Neng had disappointed Gus. May Gus really sincerely take off the neng, and can get a substitute for neng." Sacred inner

Suci lowered his head, his eyes were foggy, he wanted to cry, he said yesterday when he told bi Minah that night was the last to cry about his love problems, it turned out he was lying, he said, it is not that easy to forget the man who has made it really change, especially Gus Ali is the man who is called his name in every prayer a third of the night, he said, it was not easy to erase his name in his heart just like that.

Gus Ali also down, his heart was very sad when the woman he loved for 3 years rejected him, but even more sad when he saw the eyes of the woman he loved full of sadness.

Gus Ali had indeed fallen in love during the first meeting, when Saints called him with the call of Mas, his heart pounded violently and his heartbeat at that time could not be controlled. Not only that, when having a class in the Sacred class, his heart was always pounding, especially Sacred was always honest without shame to Gus Ali at that time.

Namen after 3 months of Holy Molecule, Gus Ali felt that Suci began to step back, but he always dismissed that feeling, he thought that if Suci knew a lot about religion, for that Saints stepped back. Suci is the woman who is called in prayer one third of the night Gus Ali, his name he always calls, he always asks his rabby so that his love is completely avenged and united with the bond of marriage, he said, but now he knows why Saints stepped back, because Saints did not love him, and he thought maybe Saints at the first meeting only admired him instead of loving him, what evidence is now in sight, if the Saints choose another man over him.

" Neng, I don't want to know if sad neng just feel guilty to me, I will try sincerely neng, even though it's not that easy, never cry, never cry, because it is not at all a neng mistake, love can not choose who to dock, if neng cry, my heart hurts more, it is enough I am sad because it is rejected, I feel sad, I don't want to be saddened by seeing a neng like this." Gus Ali's inner

Gus Ali was eager to bring out the teasing in his heart, but he could only speak in his heart, he felt his lips felt faint, when he saw the woman he loved full of sadness, what's more he has never seen the eyes of the Holy are filled with sadness, usually he sees the eyes of the Holy with full sparkle. Saints asked Khadija, he was still silent, his lips were not able to speak, his chest felt pain like in the stabs of thousands of knives.

" O Allah, strengthen the servant, lest the servant weep in front of Gus Ali and Umi." Sacred Inner

Suci sighed heavily, he regularized his already irregular breathing because he already wanted to cry. Khadijah looked at the eyes of Saints who already wanted to cry, he became confused, who should feel sad enough his son alone, but he also saw Saints like to feel the same, he felt the same way, as his son felt, he could see a lot of disappointment in Sacred's heart.

" What's wrong neng? Say the same Umi, is not' Umi always say that neng is also Umi's daughter, whatever the problem neng should say to Umi, jangang never harbored pain alone."

The saint just shook his head slowly.

" The more I step back and choose it, it turns out that my heart is getting hurt, what else Gus Ali whose heart I deliberately hurt, must be more pain, I just feel so pain, I just feel so sick, this is clearly my own decision." Sacred mind

Gus Arta only scratched his nape that was not itchy, he became confused with Saints, who seemed to feel hurt, obviously here who was hurt was his cousin's sister, because his proposal had been rejected, should Suci be happy to be married, which Gus Arta believes that Suci may also love the man who will marry Suci, because Suci rejected her cousin's sister.

" I feel like I saw a soap opera, which hurt Ali, but why is it as if the more hurt ones are Holy? Or maybe the Saints feel guilty because Ali's love is not avenged?" the Inner Gus Arta

The saint who was getting down, finally the tears that he was holding dripped as well, but he was trying to hold back his tears that would drip again