
Although Arkan between believing and not believing that his wife is the girl of his past, but he was still happy, indeed from the beginning of his meeting he had strange feelings for his wife, but he was still happy, especially when he saw the face of his wife who was so soothing, making him happier again.
" Uci, was that afternoon the whole santri came?"
Suci puffed her head when she heard the question from her husband.
" No mas, it's only half less than Alhusna pesantren, jumblah all santrinya 750 mas, yesterday that only 300 only participated."
" Many are also Uci."
" Yes, it's the biggest boarding school in Bandung mas."
" The woman you call Umi who is Uci?"
" Oh that's Umi Khadijah mas, wife of Pak kiai Habibi, owner of Alhusna boarding school, they're very kind to me, they think of me as their own daughter, so even though I don't have a father, I don't have a father, but after the boarding school, I felt like I had a father."
" Did they have no daughters?"
" No mas, they only had one son, his name was Muhammad Ali Alfauzi."
" Yes I know Uci is his son, even I know that you love him so much." Arkan said
Finally they were both silent, until Suci remembered about Ustazah Alisah, he became curious, about Ustazah Alisah.
" Mommy, can I ask you something?"
" Just ask."
" Did you know the alisah ustazah?"
" Yes, the same time Alisah was friendly when High School, when Alisah lived in Jakarta with her grandmother."
" But I don't think his eyes look like friends? Ustazah Alisah is like having the same feeling mas."
Arkan stroked the head of his wife, he immediately kissed her at a glance.
" Yes Alisah used to say love is the same mas, but mas refused, mas reasoned that mas do not like Muslim women."
" Truly so? I'm also a Muslim woman."
" That's just the reason Uci, more obviously I don't love him, but I don't want to hurt Alisah's heart, we've been friends for a long time, I don't want to hurt him, but since he refused, he started to stay away from mas, to move to bandung, today we just met again after 10 years of not meeting. Going straight to college tomorrow?"
" Just the day after, Uci's tired."
" Okay, let's go to sleep, it's night."
" Yes, yeah."
Arkan tightened his embrace, he stroked his wife's head slowly. Sacred instantly read the do'a sleep, he instantly closed his eyes. Arkan immediately chanted the holy verse of the Qur'an slowly, he hoped that his wife would be comfortable sleeping with him. Suci who heard the voice of her husband, made her heart warm, could not be denied her husband's treatment was so touching.
" Thank you God, already give the Arkan mas as the soul mate of the servant." Inner Holy
Arkan continued to stare at the closed Holy face, a face that so made his mind calm, after no movement from his wife, he closed it with a do'a.
After reading the do'a Arkan immediately kissed his wife's two eyes, he also closed his eyes. Actually, Suci did not sleep at all, even though his eyes were sleepy because of the chanting of the holy verse of the Qur'an from her husband, but she still faithfully heard all the words that came out of the mouth of her husband, but she still faithfully heard all the words that came out of the mouth of her husband, and the words of her husband again touched her heart, even though she did not love her husband, she was very touched by all the words that came out of her husband's mouth, so she thought about her brother.
" Why did Brother Sulis throw away a good man like Arkan? Even saying the Arkan mas is useless, obviously the Arkan mas is very good and a dream husband-to-be. I do not love Arkan mas, but Arkan mas entered in the criteria of my future husband." Sacred inner
After that Suci also fell asleep, until she woke up in the middle of the night to pray tahajud, when she opened her eyes, she immediately smiled when she saw the sleeping face of her husband.
" Thank you, for reading the holy Quran to my sleep-monger."
After saying that Suci immediately cleansed himself, then immediately started his tahajud prayer, after he immediately prayed to his rabb.
" O Allah I believe only you can turn the heart of the servant, I want to let the servant love my husband because of you, O Allah, remove the feelings of the servant to Gus Ali. Amen."
After the prayer is closed with a do'a sweep of the universe, then Suci immediately knitted it by reading the letter Al waqiah. While Arkan only smiled when he heard his wife's soothing voice.
Arkan was awake when he felt his bed not find his wife, so he looked into the prayer room, until he stopped at the door, looking at his praying wife, made his heart so happy when he heard that his wife could love him and forget Gus Ali.
After the Holy Essay opened his face and folded it, he only read al-Waqiah's letter, usually he continued with another letter while waiting for dawn, but because he was tired of yesterday's marriage that continued to stand, he decided to go to sleep again. Suci was shocked when she saw her husband who was at the door. Holy immediately crouched down in front of her husband.
" I'm sorry, mas must be disturbed yes the same my voice, for that mas wake up? Next time I'll lower my voice, mas."
Arkan gently stroked his wife's head still while smiling.
" I'm not at all bothered by your voice Uci, I just want to hear your voice more clearly. Your voice is very sweet and soothing, so there is no need to shrink your voice."
Suci nodded slowly with a smile, from after praying for hours until now the Holy smile never faded.
" She, sleep again yuk? I'm still sleepy."
" Here we go."
Suci pushed her husband's wheelchair, until they reached the bedside, then immediately helped her husband move into the bed, after he had also laid her body.
" Uci, are you from a small school?"
" As a child I only memorized short letters for mas prayers, and when I really taught it when I entered the pesantren."
" You entered the pesantren of your own accord? Or at the invitation of a friend?"
" Myself mas, even I was not a friend at that time, I am grateful for the events in the past to be able to turn myself into a better way again."
Arkan was curious about what happened to his wife in the past, but he was reluctant to ask, he just wanted his own wife to tell him.
" Well, good of your own volition."
" Yes, I always hoped that my hijrah could erase all the sins in my past that I have always regretted until now."
Sacred Eyes began to redden, every time remembering his past always made his heart ache, what else when his brother who always cornered him, obviously made his heart more hurt. Arkan who saw his wife's eyes reddened, he immediately hugged his wife.
" Everyone has mistakes in the past Uci, never have your past become your weakness, I'm proud of you because you want to learn from the past for the better, and whatever your past is, you'll always accept it, you'll have a bad past."