TEARS OF WAITING

AMP Season 2 Part 21 is Impossible

Impossible

Nadia turned her head for a while to hear Anthony greeting her then nodded slowly showing courtesy as if they were people who did not know each other, then, smiling kindly.

Seeing Nadia's smile, suddenly Anthony's heart seemed beaten repeatedly. It hurts to see a loved one no longer care to even think of him as a person who has never known him at all.

If only he did not remember where he was, he might have shed tears, when he saw the girl disappear from behind the car door and then, the vehicle moved away from him, leaving all his wounds and himself in a vacuum.

Many of the questions that are in the head just disappear swallowed by disappointment. Yes, disappointed in yourself which ultimately makes it so meaningless.

The small family went to their hometown using a travel car booked through Maulana's mobile phone. As the car passed through the rented house, they passed by a black sedan parked outside the area where the hostel was.

Nadia felt astonished because as long as she was there had never seen the car before. Indeed, there is no place for car parking in the area because the entrance can not be passed by four-wheeled vehicles. Most boarding residents use a motorcycle or bicycle if out of the house. Like him, who just walk then take public transportation, to go and go home from his place of work.

There was a curiosity in Nadia's heart when the car opened and wanted to see who was coming out, from inside but at the turn of her head because her mother called at the same time, a handsome, friendly-looking man opened the door of his luxury vehicle and walked to the boarding house.

“Nad, what is sales?” ask Salimah while pointing towards a typical souvenir shop Surabaya is opening. The shop was indeed located on the side road to his boarding place.

“Oh, it's a gift shop what do you want to buy?” ask Nadia.

“Bby also ... Come!”

Nadia ordered the driver to stop for a while in front of the gift shop that her mother wanted. They went down slowly and went into the store and picked out some foods that they thought were good.

Salima buys in large quantities and can be used as souvenirs to be distributed to the right left neighbor of the house, as well as relatives. Considering they left long enough to leave the village, a little souvenir will probably make others happy, which is as valuable as almsgiving.

After being satisfied with shopping, they finally continued their journey until they reached their hometown.

*****

Meanwhile in a different place. It seemed that the two men were conversing in a boarding house casually as if no problems had occurred. They are two friends who separated quite far and long after they graduated from the same campus, then both pioneered their respective businesses.

They plan to hold a reunion later tonight with the rest of the friends but today Zan, one of the two men asks Antoni to come because there is something they want to talk about.

Once upon a time Zan asked someone to investigate the background of Nadia's life as well as her past. How surprised he was when he found out that the girl had failed to get married because of this friend who was in front of him.

As far as Zan is concerned, Antoni is a good and hard-working man, he wanders into the area, which does not yet have the kind of business he pioneered at the moment so that his efforts become big. He even heard that Antoni built a pretty good school in the area. However, he did not know how he ended up moving on with life. Then, he hears a news from a confidant he asks to investigate Nadia's life, that Anthony has destroyed a woman and that is Nadia.

Zan could hardly believe it when he found out that Nadia almost became his second wife because Antoni was previously married to the woman his mother had betrothed. Her friend did her second marriage consciously, only because she was reunited with an old love she could not yet forget completely.

What a wrong principle when doing marriage twice without honesty in it. In other words doing polygamy secretly. For a man would destroy his self-esteem by acting like this.

The principle of a marriage is about self-esteem but, self-esteem should not be obtained by polygamy. Having more than one wife when not in accordance with the ability, is tantamount to destroying the dignity of men before men, even before God.

“Tell me how you got married to a woman for the second time ...” asked Zan to Anthony, when they were done chatting and shaking hands.

They sat down, covered in thin carpets, casually in a boarding house located right next to the house Antoni saw earlier entered by Nadia and her family. At that time Anthony thought he might be able to ask something about Nadia to Zan.

“Did you specifically come invite me just to ask about this? Ah that's right, Zan!” sahut Anthony looked away and rubbed his coarse hair.

“If it's none of your business it's my life if I'm broke, would you help me and give your company to me?” zaan's speech sounded sarcasm in Anthony's ear so the man smiled obliquely.

“If you don't want to say the reason So why do I also tell my past and marriage?”

Hearing Anthony's words, immediately Zan moved quickly pushed his friend's body so that it was in a lying position on his back. Zan was on it pressing against his chest and clutching the collar of the shirt, his gaze burning as if there was a flame spreading in his heart.

“Is the woman you betrayed Nadia? You brash bastard!”

“What? Do you know Nadia?”

“Yes, of course! She lives here and I love her!”

“What? You can't like it he'll live a miserable life if you marry him, just look at your situation now! What's that stupid fool of yours threatening me for? That was only in the past!”

“Only the past you said?” yelled Zan, then ....

Buk up! Zan's fist drifted to Antoni's cheek.

“Why did you hit me? Damnit!” Antoni said while holding his cheek.

“Bigger, you!”

Zan again punched Anthony's jaw hard so that it made Antoni angry he was back up and returned the fist from Zan. Even a fight is inevitable.

From the words of Anthony, Zan can conclude that in fact the man still holds a taste in Nadia and this should not happen. After all, Anthony had to forget and leave the woman he had betrayed.

Zan could not imagine how heartbroken Nadia when in the middle of proud to wear her wedding dress but, instead, a woman suddenly came and claimed to be the wife of the husband she was going to marry, he even brought a child.

Of course Zan was angry with the incident because according to his belief that, the possibility of Nadia being traumatized by a marriage or knowing, while returning to love a man. He felt so unworthy to be anyone's companion. After being betrayed that deep.

It is only natural that Nadia is in love, so Zan also understands why the woman's attitude is so cold to him that it makes him so frustrated. She is eager to have the woman's heart but, given her past, she becomes deeply resentful of Antoni.

“Hai! You guys stop fighting! You're all grown up but can't talk? Like a child!” yelled at someone while breaking up the fight.

“Jali! Did you find Nadia?” zan asked, standing up and wiping the blood from the corner of his lips.

“So, are you looking for Nadia?” ask Antoni while doing the same.

“Yes! Why?” ask Zan cynically.

“He just got from here, earlier!”

“What?”

Seriate