Tannin Wo Yosetsukenai Buaisouna Joshi Ni Sekkyou Shitara,

Chapter 1 volume 13,

Enami-san did not even look at us. There was only one thing I decided after that. It didn't make Enami-san know that the four of us would study together. In other words – because we met by chance, let's study together.

Nishikawa seemed to secretly know where we were and our eyes met for a moment.

Enami-san and Nishikawa were escorted by the waiter to a seat for two people, a bit away from us.

We still have to pretend not to pay attention to the two of them. I took my eyes off the two of them and dropped them onto the study tool beside me. I looked at my textbook and tried to write something, but my hand didn't move. I looked at the example and tried to think of something, but I couldn't understand it. I wonder what's wrong with me.

I glanced at them both. They didn't see us but seemed to be chatting. However, it was Nishikawa who spoke the most, while Enami-san only occasionally replied. He did not laugh or get angry, but only listened indifferently.

I immediately turned my eyes away from being recognized.

In front of me, Fujisaki was concentrating on his lessons. The pen worked well. He barely took a sip of the cappuccino he brought from the drink bar.

I, on the other hand, was so thirsty that I almost ran out of melon soda. It's not that I'm nervous talking to Enami-san. It's just that I feel weird all day.

The nightmare made me so cold.

it's about time.

Nishikawa's talk time to me was after a pause of about ten minutes. From the corner of my eye, I saw Nishikawa standing up. I pretended not to notice and took my pen again.

His feet suddenly stopped.

As if realizing for the first time, I raised my head and looked at Nishikawa.

"Ah, what a coincidence! Class representative is here~"

His voice is incredibly loud. Even completely unrelated customers reacted.

But I can't speak directly. Fujisaki smiled at him.

"Huh? Nishikawa-san, ....... What a strange coincidence we meet in a place like this."

I'm afraid the answer is a bit stiff, but I'm glad he answered.

" That's right. Are you two learning? As expected – You ordered a drink bar and are very motivated."

"We didn't come here to eat. What about Nishikawa-san?"

"That's the problem. We are also learning."

"We?"

I think since this is just acting for Enami-san, there is no need to be too precise. Perhaps, this conversation will not be heard by Enami-san.

"really. Risa-chan and I are studying together."

Then, in line with Nishikawa's view, we looked at Enami-san. Enami-san seemed to be worrying about Nishikawa, who suddenly started talking to other people, and our eyes met. However, he quickly grabbed his drink.

From there, Nishikawa and Fujisaki exchange a few words, leading them to the point where they decide to study together. I don't know if they're trying to be careful, but they want to get through the show. After the conversation, Nishikawa returns to the table first and tells Enami-san what happened.

However, he immediately shook his head and seemed to be arguing about something.

That can't be avoided. We stood up from the table and walked to Nishikawa et al.

"Sir, Enami-san, ......."

Fujisaki tries to talk to her, but she doesn't answer, as if she didn't hear.

Once again, standing next to Enami-san, I felt that she was very scary. I think this is the power of beauty. His dark brown hair did not dry at all and followed the force of gravity regularly. The skin poking out from under her hair was white and clean. Her eyes were bright and her lips were a beautiful cherry color. It was a very complete look.

The surrounding customers seemed to be paying attention to Enami-san. The people nearby, who seemed to be students, were talking about something secretly. I also noticed that the woman sitting next to me was also staring at him.

This is Risa Enami.

Being in the same class as them, I consider them ordinary, but this presence remains special.

"I heard that the class representative came to the restaurant to study as well. That's why I think it's better to learn together with two smart people. "

However, Enami-san's response was brief.

"Impossible."

Just one word. He sipped his tea in silence as if we were not even worth seeing a second time.

"No, don't say that. You don't have to force yourself to talk to us, it's just that since we're here, let's study at the same table. If there's something you don't understand, I might be able to help you."

Nishikawa follows in Fujisaki's footsteps.

"Isn't that okay? I can vouch for the fact that they are both good people. I often ask them to lend me their notebooks and stuff, and it's very easy to understand, very useful! Sometimes this kind of thing isn't so bad, is it?"

Enami-san's mood is getting worse. He placed the cup in his hand with a clattering sound. Vibrating plate. The liquid surface of the tea makes waves.

"I said it's impossible"

These words were directed at Nishikawa. He did not reply to our words but just stared at Nishikawa. Even though we were standing next to him, we were not even in his sight.

"Risa-chan's......"

Nishikawa sighed.

I know it's impossible. It's been like this for a long time. I've seen it many times. In the first semester, the man who was interested in her appearance constantly talked to her and was trampled on. Girls like Fujisaki, who approach at school to get to know each other, are resentfully reflected with his hands. Everyone, except Nishikawa, was silenced by this cold demeanor.

I hate him, I guess.

No matter how beautiful she is, I can't help but feel disgusted at her from the bottom of my heart.

...... It is the same hatred. I-i know. I used to be like that. Being annoyed like an idiot, treating everyone around me as an enemy, and being extremely annoying and rude.

Words bubbling from inside my chest. They're running amok, going out through my throat. No, thought. I shouldn't have been involved. I shouldn't use this to try and satisfy my emotions.

I repeatedly took a deep breath. However, palpitations did not subside.

It's crooked and crooked. My mind became empty.

(Sorry ~.)

Words from that moment. Way of narrowing eyes. A small smile on that face.

There was no respite for me, because the nightmare was still eating away at me. Every time I held on, those words would come out. I tried my best to hold them in the back of my throat, but they broke through and finally made it to my mouth.

And then I said.

"........Don't be silly"

The voice came out unexpectedly low.

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