Surviving in Marriage

HASBI

2 Days later...

Arshila was released from the hospital. That morning, Arshila lived alone in her home. Ardan went to the campus.

Arsyila sat pensively in the kitchen chair while enjoying a glass of pregnant women's milk that she made. Arsyila is grateful she did not feel excessive nausea during pregnancy this first trimester. He can still eat and drink as usual without any complaints of nausea let alone vomiting. However, Arsyila more often headaches and stomach cramps if forced to think a lot. Therefore the doctor is very careful - wanti Arsyila so as not to think much first let alone to stress.

But what is the power, because the incident two days ago makes Arsyila can not not not think about it. Yep.. Since the day Randi came and made a confession about the real incident that made Arsyila must be able to accept the new reality that the baby she was carrying was Raihan's son, her own husband.

Arsyila took a deep breath many times and then exhaled slowly - the land, so she could control her current feelings. Again he did not know what to do after knowing the truth. Event after incident has been revealed one by one, about her pregnancy and also about the video that was spread. And it turns out that Randi had spread the video, on the basis of wanting to make Raihan separated from him because of a fatal mistake that Raihan had made.

Nevertheless, Arsyila did not blame Randi entirely. What's wrong is Raihan. Raihan who has been reluctant - mena against Randi and also his family. Though at that time Randi was well-intentioned to help Arsyila but Raihan even beat him up - exhausted and even involved his mother Randi until the woman died of a heart attack.

Hearing Randi's story makes Arsyila so remember to his father. Because of the same, Arsyila's father also died of a heart attack and. it was after Raihan said about the evil plan and also his revenge that he will be avenged to Arsyila.

Arsyila closed her eyes for a moment, trying to dampen the anger that began to flare up in her heart if she remembered it.However, she had learned to recapitulate what had happened and also learned to be a forgiving man. He had forgiven Raihan at that time, he had opened his heart and let his feelings drift in the cradle of affection that Raihan gave to him, Until finally.. His feelings were again shattered when a new problem appeared again.. The problem that makes Him hate Raihan again, but it turns out.

After those two days, Raihan disappeared. He no longer returned to the hospital or to Arsyila's house. He also did not contact Arsyila. This certainly makes a big question mark in Arsyila about where is his current existence? Why did he disappear? Where's Raihan? Why didn't the man look for her and try to persuade her again?

Geck...

Geck...

Geck...

The sound of knocking on the door from outside her house made Arsyila immediately jerked in shock, her daydream about Raihan collapsed instantly. And seconds later, Arsyila just got out of her chair and headed to the front of the entrance. When the door was opened, the look of a handsome man's face was immediately caught by his eyes. That handsome face seemed to throw her sweet smile towards Arsyila.

"Arsyila, how are you today? Is it starting to get better?" ask the man attentively.

"Alhamdulillah, it has improved" replied Arsyila.

"Maida's gonna catch up soon, can I come in?" her question, Arsyila just nodded.

"But Hasbi, I will make you drink first yes." said Arsyila then went into the kitchen. When in the kitchen, Arsyila was again made to think. Hasbi's arrival made his heart grow stronger - so, as it was certain that the man also knew everything because he was there at the time. But, Arsyila did not see any response from Hasbi, because after the incident Hasbi was silent and did not comment any whereas before he was very vocal and always wanted to be involved in the affairs of Arsyila.

Arsyila was really confused in his attitude, especially about the Hasbi offer he received. Does that still hold true, after she learned that Arshila was now pregnant with Raihan's own son?

"Archila.. What are you feeling?" asked Hasbi after Arsyila returned to the guest room and put down a drink for Hasbi. Hearing the question from Hasbi made Arsyila raise her eyes because she was astonished and did not understand the purpose of the question from her best friend.

"What do I feel? About what?" Arsyila asked back.

"About all the things Randi said yesterday" replied Hasbi and then smiled faintly. He looked at Arsyila who immediately lowered his face.

"Arsyila, sorry.. Not that I want to influence you or make you more burdened with my words beautiful. I also realized Arsyila, it was not appropriate that I at that time gave an offer to you to marry me. I'm certain.. You want to accept it not because you love me, but only because you feel bad if you have to reject me for the umpteenth time. But, at first I didn't mind it because I believed that love could grow over time. However, my confidence was dashed already when I knew the true events. L'm... We are, and everything is wrong for accusing Raihan of being evil. Which even though Raihan has tried to improve the situation and regret his previous evil deeds." Hasbi said at length, then paused for a moment to take a deep breath. Arsyila chose to remain silent and wait for the continuation of Hasbi's words.

"And after I found out also that the baby you are carrying is Raihan's child, making me think harder... That I shouldn't be selfish by forcing you to stay married to me, while there.. I know it is Raihan who is more entitled to have you and also the baby in your cage, Arsyila." said Hasbi with his sad face. Arsyila could feel how sad Hasbi felt at this moment.

"Hasbi, you're wrong to think so. Anyway, I can't go back with Raihan anymore." said Arsyila who refuted all Hasbi's remarks.

"Don't be in a hurry to make a decision, Arsyila. You still have time to think, think first everything is good. Don't let your choice make you regret it. I also did not tell you to return with Raihan nor did I tell you to keep accepting me. I'm just telling you to think, think wisely. Ask for guidance from him too. Okay?" said Hasbi who ended with that sweet smile. Arsyila no longer refuted, just a nod from her head that she could do at this moment. Signs he will follow the advice of Hasbi.

A few moments later, there were footsteps rushing towards the door of Arsyila's house that was still wide open. And a moment later Arsyila and Hasbi just turned their heads together towards the door which turned out to be a man who was standing on the doorstep with a very messy appearance...

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