Surviving in Marriage
LOSS OF TRUST
Arsyila opened her eyes slowly - land. When his eyes opened, he saw that Raihan was already beside him with a worried face.
"I where?" asked Arsyila while holding her head which still felt pulsating.
"At the hospital, Arsyila." replied Raihan by gently touching his wife's arm. Arsyila immediately brushed off Raihan's hand. He looked at Raihan with a sharp look.
"Why are you here? Where's Ardan or Hasbi?" ask Arsyila by looking around her that no one but herself and Raihan in the room. As Arsyila remembered at that time, he was with Hasbi. Where's Hasbi? Why would he let himself be with Raihan? Arsyila could only ask questions in her heart.
"Arsyila, how do you feel now?" ask Raihan who is still loyal beside Arsyila. Being asked like that made Arsyila immediately throw away her face by turning her face towards the opposite direction from Raihan.
"Arsyila, I'm sorry... I'm really sorry mintak. But, this is our problem do not think about it first. You focus on your health first yes, I do not want you or our baby candidate why - napa" said Raihan still with anxiety.
"Our baby?" hiss Arysila who had now turned her face to look at Raihan.
"Yes, Arsyila. Our baby." said Raihan by nodding his head.
"Why are you so sure this is your baby?" aleeya asked in a cynical tone.
"You still don't trust Arsyila? Raina has explained everything." said Raihan.
"It's over my trust with you, Raihan. True said Hasbi, it could have been you who told Raina to make up such a story so that I believe and come back with you again. I'm not that stupid, Raihan. I will not be fooled for the umpteenth time by you. It won't." said Arsyila and then turned her face back.
Raihan. True to her guess, Arsyila was not that easy to believe anymore. The woman had already felt lied to many times by Raihan. In fact, Raihan never intended to do so.
"I.. I don't know how else to convince you, Arsyila. I knew I was wrong back then, meeting you with Randi was the biggest mistake I ever made. I'm really sorry. Until now, I have not been able to forgive myself. So I can accept that you did the same thing to this evil me once. It's okay, Arsyila, even though you haven't forgiven me and even hate me. But still, I will not stop to convince you that at this time I really - really and sincerely love you. Especially now that you are pregnant with my child, I will not let you go through your pregnancy alone, Arsyila." said Raihan and this time with glazed eyes.
While Arsyila, completely ignored the words of Raihan. He was still turning his face away, as if he was unwilling to look at the man who had been begging and pitying with my face towards him. Arsyila remained unconcerned and tried her hardest not to believe every sentence that Raihan spoke. He also tried to control his own feelings, not wanting to be weak and weak with the seduction of the man.
"Arsyila.." call Raihan in a soft voice. Arsyila did not budge at all. Raihan took a deep breath and exhaled his breath violently. Although he knew it would not be easy to take Arsyila's heart again, but Raihan still would not give up.
"Where could I leave you in this condition, Arshila. Your doctor said your body is still very weak, and must be treated in the next few days. So I'm responsible for looking after you because I'm still your husband, Arsyila" said Raihan, who still insisted on breaking Arsyila's heart.
"Raihan, I don't think you're my husband anymore. We're getting a divorce." protested Arsyila who finally looked at Raihan with great annoyance.
"We're not officially divorced yet, so I'm still your husband." said Raihan in a soft voice.
Arsyila immediately snorted in annoyance. It feels free to argue with Raihan who he knows is stubborn. Again, Arsyila seemed powerless to reply to every word from the man. So Arsyila decided to get out of the treatment room and find anyone out there to drive Raihan out of his room.
"Where are you going, Arsyila? Your body is still weak, don't move much first." Raihan prevents Arsyila from getting out of bed. But late, Arsyila was already standing beside the bed with a little oyong. Raihan just went to the other side and stopped Arsyila from walking out the door.
"Beyond Raihan, I want to go out looking for a security guard so I can kick you out!!" ketus Arsyila with a fierce.
"What's? You're.." As if Raihan could no longer say anything while Arsyila had walked to the door with a stagger and had not reached the door, the woman fell on the floor. Raihan helped her.
"And I told Arsyila, your body is still very weak" said Raihan and immediately then just hold Arsyila back on the bed.
"Raihan, what the hell? Lower me!!" arsyila protest who did not want to be held by the man. However, Raihan continued to do that until he finally put his wife slowly on his bed again.
"You don't have to bother calling the security guard, Arsyila. I'll go alone. But, earlier I implored you once again Arsyila to believe what Raina and I have said. Raina could not have made up the story, she really heard it directly from Randi. Do I need to bring Randi here for you to believe?If so, I'll find Randi right now and bring him here and I'll force him to speak honestly to you about this" Raihan said enthusiastically.
"There's no need for you to look for me, Raihan. I'm already here."
Suddenly the door opened, from behind the door came the figure of the man they had just talked about. Arsyila and Raihan immediately looked at the source of the voice with faces full of shock.
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