Surviving in Marriage

EMOTIONAL OVERFLOW

Raihan came to his house with an upset and angry heart. When he got out of the car, he just hit the door of the car and then walked quickly into the house.

When he got inside the house, he passed Raina. Raina looked at her brother with a confused expression. Because Raina did not expect her brother to come home so soon.

"Bang Raihan, are you home?" Ask Raina. The one asked was just silent while continuing to walk to the top floor. Raina followed her brother still with a question.

"Bao.. What was? Why the rush?" Raina followed Raihan's broad footsteps quickly as well, hoping to balance her brother's steps.

"Well, how come diem? Is there a problem bang? Continues to.. What about Arsyila? You got rid of him, didn't you??"The question from Raina who bertubi was finally stopping Raihan's footsteps. Then he turned around and looked at Raina with a cold face.

"Yet.. Everything's messy. He was saved by them. They're.. The fools who had defended the woman were dead-handed." Said Raihan with a sharp look in his eyes.

"What's? How does the story tell if he survived? And.. Who does Raihan mean?" Ask Raina again.

"Where's Umi Lika?" Raihan did not answer questions from Raina, instead he asked back about where Umi Lika was.

"Either.. I haven't seen him since last night." Raina answered by raising her shoulders.

"What happened to Umi Lika?" Raina continued by asking.

"He's the source of the problem. How dare he come to Arsyila's detention place and claimed to be the person responsible for the cause of Mama's death. She said Arsyila and her father were innocent, but she and her brother Irwan planned all the crimes on Mama."Raihan.

"What..?? It's so stupid umi Lika, to the extent to save the woman. He even made a stupid confession that did not benefit him the least. Don't believe it, it's just their wits to save Arsyila." Raina's lust for her brother.

"It won't be that easy for you to believe their words. Take it easy, our revenge will continue. Brother will find another way to destroy him.." Said Raihan enthusiastically.

"In what way Bang?" Raina asked curiously.

Raihan stared intently at his sister's face, and then he said, "Brother think. You need some alone time now. You don't bother your brother first huh" said Raihan by gently touching his sister's shoulder, then then he passed from there to his room. Raina looked at her brother's back with curiosity. What other plans would his brother have made to take revenge against Arsyila?? Raina asked in her heart.

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Raihan entered his room, he took off his shoes violently and threw them in every direction. Then he walked to his desk. He seemed to be looking for something by checking all the drawers in his desk. However, Raihan did not find what he was looking for.

"Fuck, where's my notebook" Raihan said with emotion because he didn't find what he was looking for. A little while Raihan was pensive, thinking about where his notebook was. He was sure the book should be in the drawer. He never put it anywhere else. So where's the book? Did anyone take it? Raihan's thoughts went straight to Arsyila. Unmistakably, it was most likely that woman who had taken her diary. With an overwhelming sense of indignation and annoyance, Raihan immediately kicked the chair and table in front of him. He seemed to vent all his pent-up emotions since then.

After he was tired of venting his emotions, then he sat on the bed with bad breath. When he set his breath that somehow all the words of his father, Umi Lika and also Samsul returned to the mind of Raihan. The essence of their explanation is the same that they assert that it was not Arsyila's father who caused her death. But it was all the actions of Umi Lika on the man of her brother named Irwan.

Raihan is hard-minded, trying to digest and find a loophole to refute all the nonsense that comes out of their mouths. Convincing himself that the explanation of the three of them was just a mere setting, was completely untrue. Yep.. Raihan established himself not to be provoked and not easy to trust just about everything.

However, it also crossed Raihan's mind.. If that were true how?? A soft whisper gushed in the ear. Repeatedly the voice seemed to whisper right in the ear.

What if what they say is true?

What if it's been true all this time that you've misunderstood, Raihan?

What if it's been true that your grudge has been misdirected, Raihan?

What are you gonna do, Raihan? What are you gonna do? Which though.. You've done a lot of bad things to Arsyila and her father for your revenge for not being on target like they said it was.

Don't you feel guilty and guilty with Arshila and her family for all the heinous deeds you've done?

Aren't you gonna regret your whole life, Raihan? Hurt the heart of the woman you married just for revenge.

Will you ever get an apology from that woman for all the cruel deeds you've done? You're the cause of his father's death, you hurt him with your words and actions that are out of bounds. Even you intend to make his life ruined by letting others harass him. You also hurt his neck with a knife. You pull the veil firmly, you grip her chin as hard as you can... After everything you've done for her, do you still deserve to accept her apology??

What would you do Raihan if it was the truth? What are you going to do Raihan?? What..?? What..??

"Arggghhhhhhh........" Raihan screamed loudly. He seemed to try to expel all the whispers - whispers from his heart that even made his mind more chaotic.

"ASSHOOK.. DAMNIT.." Raihan again issued a swear word but did not know for whom.

Raihan returned to vent his emotions by throwing whatever was near him. Ravaging his room so that everything falls apart in no direction.

Raihan also threw something towards the glass of his dressing table so that the glass was broken scattered on the floor.

Raihan paused for a moment to do his brutal act. Still with his breath up and down, he walked back to his desk. There he took an old photo of her with his mother. After that, he turned the photo over and took something that he slipped behind the frame of the photo. In addition there is a paper containing his handwriting, it turns out that behind the picture frame there is tucked a small photo with the edges that have been scissored. And what is seen photographed is now only a pair of faces of small children who join together. The male is estimated to be 12 or 13 years old while the female is still very small about 6 or 7 years old.

Raihan stared intently at the two faces in the photo. The boy photographed was himself, and the other was a little girl he was so happy with at the time, for his behavior that makes little Raihan never bored to always play with him...

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