Surviving in Marriage

APOLOGY

Long enough Azizah was at Arsyila's house, then she came home because it was late afternoon. After Azizah's departure, Arsyila returned to rest in her room. However, he had just laid his body down, suddenly a knocking sound came from the outside door. Arsyila then rushed to the door.

When he opened the door, a man stood there. And the eyes of Arsyila also immediately caught a face full of regret from someone.

Silent. Not a word came out of the mouths of the two men. For a long time, their eyes were looking at each other. However, the gazes of the two looked very different contrasts. Arsyila looked at Raihan with a look of fear and anxious hope while Raihan looked at Arsyila with a shady look and also full of regret.

"Archila.. You how are you?" Finally Raihan let out a voice that sounded heavy. There is a vibration also that Arsyila can feel from the tone of her speech. Arsyila did not immediately answer him, he seemed to turn his eyes with a bow. Arsyila is tickling, without being asked.. All the vile deeds of Raihan to him even danced in his eyes. Arsyila still can't forget all that.

Without speaking, Arsyila then wanted to close the door of her house that was still half open. However, Raihan held him back.

"I want to talk to you" Lirih Raihan looked at Arsyila.

"Can I come in, right?" Raihan continued by asking. Arsyila is still silent.

"I.. I'm alone at home, if there's anything to talk about wait for Ardan to come home first." Arsyila. Raihan immediately frowned at the confused sign of the speech from Arsyila.

"Why wait for Ardan? The one who wants to talk to you is your husband, Arsyila." Raihan.

"Yes I know, but I don't want to talk to you alone." Arsyila.

However, Raihan did not care about Arsyila's rejection. He kept the door with his hand. Then Raihan looked back at Arsyila tightly, the woman still lowered her face as if afraid to see Raihan's face.

"Arsyila, I'm here to apologize to you. I'm really sorry about Arsyila, for what I did to you. L'm.. I know what I've done has gone too far, I'm a fool for wasting my own wife. I'm sorry Arsyila. I really want to ask sorry.." Say Raihan solemnly.

"If I had known all this from the beginning, I certainly would not have done this heinous deed to you Arsy. It's all because of my misunderstanding all this time towards your father, I'm sorry Arsyila.. You want to forgive me, don't you, Arsyila??" Pinta Raihan with a face.

Arsyila took a deep breath, it was very difficult for her to make a sound. Although he was determined to forgive Raihan, on the advice and advice given by Azizah. However, somehow Arsyila's tongue seemed to be confused to say that he had forgiven the man.

"Catsy, plis.. Answer, say something. Don't just shut up like this." Raihan said pleading.

"Archidyl.." Raihan's fists then held Arsyila's hand. Arsyila who was shocked by Raihan's sudden touch on his hand, just pulled his hand.

"Don't touch me!!" Arsyila said with her eyes raised.

"Sorry, i.. I'm sorry Arsyila." Lirih Raihan this time with a soft voice.

Arsyila took a deep breath again, she strengthened herself to be able to talk to this man in front of her.

"Come in first.." Finally Arsyila told Raihan to come in and open the door wide

"Thank you" said Raihan and went into the house of Arysila and without being told Raihan just sat in the guest chair of the house of Arsyila.

"How are you Arsyila?" Ask Raihan.

"It's been pretty good." Replied Arsyila in a flat voice. Arsyila was also sitting there just a distance away from Raihan.

"Where's Ardan?" Raihan asked again while looking around the house Arsyila who looked lonely.

"Home of his friends." Reply Arsyila briefly and concisely.

Raihan scratched his non-itchy head, as if thinking how he could melt the atmosphere while chatting with Arsyila. At the moment the atmosphere looks stiff and tense.

"Hmmm.. Arsyila, so how have you forgiven me, right??" Raihan asked back. The man repeatedly apologized to Arsyila, but the woman did not answer him.

Arsyila raised her face, with a flat face finally Arsyila said as well.

"After what you've done to me and my father. Actually, it is still difficult for me to forget your vile deeds, if asked what I feel at this time. Be honest.. My heart still hurts. The wound scratches here are still gaping." Lirih Arsyila with her chest.

"Yes, I know Arsyila. My attitude has gone too far for you, so.."

"I want to know, What did you say to my father at that time that made him shock and unconscious??" Arsyila continued again by asking Raihan. Asked like that, Raihan immediately lowered his face while holding his head.

"Sorry Arsyila, at that time I said something that made your father immediately drop. I did it on purpose, I'm really sorry." Raihan said with a heart shrouded in guilt.

"What in the words of apology can my father return? Didn't you??" Ask Arsyila with eyes that have started to glaze over.

"I understand Arsyila, it can't. But, at least you should understand also how I was at that time. I did this because long ago it was instilled in my mind that your father was the one who caused my mother to die." Clearly Raihan with a stifled voice.

"I have to understand your condition?? So you yourself, do you ever understand the condition of me that is so cool not knowing about your revenge??" Ask Arsyila again.

"I'm just a victim of your misunderstanding, and so is my father. What's wrong you investigate first, find out the truth without directly doing the cruel revenge that even made my father die." Arsyila said and this time he could no longer hold back his tears which eventually spilled as well.

"Here you go, you better get out of here. I'll be alone first." Dismissed Arsyila then walked to the door and gave a code with his hand so that Raihan immediately left.

"I won't leave until I get an apology from you" Raihan said.

"Okay, I'm sorry. Already satisfied? Now, please go." Arsyila drove him back.

"No Arsyila, you haven't forgiven me. I'm not leaving until you've forgiven me." Strictly Raihan again.

"I'm sincere, InshaAllah.. I've been sincere, long before you came here to apologize, I did intend to forgive you. But, if I were to forget everything, it would take me quite a long time maybe. Because honestly I'm still traumatized by it all. I'm just a human being who has fear and trauma. Actually, I do not want to meet you first, just seeing your face makes me become imagined the shadow of that gloomy incident. It's still clear in my eyes, everything you do. So I beg you.. Get the fuck out of here. Don't ever come here again." Arsyila.

"When is Arsyila? We're still husband and wife, there's no way we're living apart." Raihan said at last.

"We're going to separate. Tomorrow I'll file my divorce suit with you in court." Arsyila said steadily.

Hearing Arsyila's words just now, Raihan immediately stood up and walked over to her. After being near the woman, Raihan just held Arsyila's hands tightly.

"I don't want to divorce..!!" Strictly Raihan with sharp eyes.

"Let go of my hand" Arsyila rebelled, not wanting both hands to be held by Raihan. However, Raihan did not want to let go of Arsyila's hand which was even stronger to hold the woman's hand.

Until finally, from the outside looks someone running into the house. He saw with his own eyes how Raihan held Arsyila's hand.

"Take him off the bad guy.." Shouted someone so furiously..

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