Surviving in Marriage

LOSS OF TRUST

"Sister, eat first.. Since this morning, Arsy has not eaten. How can a child recover if he does not want to eat. Want to stay in this hospital longer?" said Ardan who had since forced his brother to eat. However, the food on the plate was not touched by Arsyila.

"Aren't you hungry, Ardan!" arsyila answered and turned her face out the window.

"Maybe my brother is not hungry, but what is the fetus in the stomach? She needs food too, right, sister?" ardan said as if reminding Arsyila that the need for food today is not only for himself.

"Yes, I know Ardan. But, you don't want this pregnancy" Arsyila said with tears in her eyes.

"Sister Arsy, Ardan knows how hurt his sister with the incident that befell this brother. But, is it not the brother who always told Ardan that we should be able to accept every destiny that has been set by God with a spacious heart. For Allah is All-Knowing what is best for His servant, not us. God has entrusted the fetus to the brother, so do not ever miss Arsy's sister's fate." explained Ardan.

The explanation from Ardan just now seemed to resuscitate Arsyila. Yep.. It is true, Arshila always said that to her sister so as never to blame the destiny that has been set by God in our lives. But, this one destiny really makes Arsyila shocked and difficult to accept it. Just like the fall she had raped and pregnant the child of a rapist. That's why Arsyila has not been able to accept her pregnancy. If she's pregnant because of Raihan, maybe Arsyila isn't this hysterical because Raihan is her rightful husband. But, in fact, she was pregnant because of Randi. Raihan's friend, not her husband!!!

"Sister Arsyi, eat yes? Just a little bit okay, sister, what's important is you eat." Persuade Ardan again by offering a spoon that already contains rice and vegetables. Arsyila then turned to her sister, until she finally opened her mouth as well.

Arsyila chewed her food slowly - the land, she could not feel what she was eating at all. Everything was bland, just like his heart and feelings at the moment. So bland and chaotic.

At that moment he remembered Raihan. Where is her current husband, Arsyila is completely ignorant and inquisitive. If you remember all the actions that have been done by the man really makes Arsyila hurt. A sense of disappointment that deep he felt, even though Arsyila had put full trust in the man. Arsyila has also begun to open her heart to love him. But, apparently.. All the words of forgiveness and love that He said were just nonsense.

After Ardan finished feeding his brother, Ardan then take care of Arsyila's food. Along with that, the door of Arsyila's treatment room opened wide. Someone came up from behind the door. Arsyila and Ardan were immediately startled after finding out who the person who came was.

"Raihan..". said the words of Arsyila who accidentally mentioned her name.

Raihan came with a disheveled face, a messy appearance, not as neat as usual.he walked over but Arsyila immediately screamed.

"Please get him out of here, Ardan!!" arsyila's orders go straight to her sister. Ardan immediately put up his body and walked up to Raihan.

"Would you like to come here?" asked Ardan half-stomped.

"Let me talk to Arsyila for a minute." Raihan asked half-please.

"Nothing to talk about anymore, because it's useless. It won't change anything." said Arsyila furiously.

"Arsyila, I just wanted to tell you. All of this is the act of Randi, he is the perpetrator of your video. I wasn't. I don't want you to think badly of me, Arsyila. Randi deliberately did this so that you hated me" explained Raihan who tried to convince Arsyila.

"Continue.. I have to believe all these words of yours? You two are the same, equally as depraved!!" ketus Arsyila again. While Ardan there can not do much, just hear the debate between Arsyila and Raihan.

"Please Arsyila, trust me. I never wanted to share that video with anyone. Even I had planned to delete it, but somehow that jerk Randi was able to get the video. Please give me a little confidence. I will find a way to settle this and restore your good name again, I will be responsible for all this but please.believe with me if I am not the culprit, I beg Arsyila."raihan said still in a pleading tone.

"Arsyila, I beg you.." said Raihan.

"Here is the Raihan bang, you better get out of here before I call the security guard to expel the Raihan bang." threatened Ardan. However, the threat had no effect - what for Raihan, he still did not go from there. Instead he drew himself closer to Arsyila's place.

"I'm not leaving here until Arsyila wants to believe what I'm saying" Raihan told Ardan.

"Arsyila, we face this problem together. I will help you get out of this problem" continued Raihan again.

"No need Raihan, I do not need any help from you." said Arsyila as she looked at Raihan with her sharp eyes and also full of disappointment.

"Arsyila.." hiss Raihan again with a clear tone, but Arsyila instead threw away his face. He did not want to see the man who had made his heart hurt many times. Arsyila feels that maybe this is the best destiny for her and Raihan. If the word separation really has to be said, then Arsyila will do that. She could no longer survive a marriage with the man who ruined her life, her future and the baby in her womb.

At the same time, Hasbi came with two strong guards who followed him from behind.

"Please get this guy out of here. He has disturbed the patient's peace." tell Hasbi to the two guards while showing Raihan who is still standing there.

With a quick motion the two guards immediately pulled Raihan's hand to get out of the treatment room Arsyila. At first Raihan rebelled, but saw a little Arsyila who no longer cared for him made Raihan finally resigned to be led out of the room.

"Once, let me go! I'm going to get out of here" Raihan said after he was outside.

"Okay, next time don't make any more noise. It's a hospital" said one of the guards and left Raihan.

Raihan was still standing in front of Arsyila's room. Raihan really felt frustrated, even though Arsyila did not believe him anymore. Raihan felt desperate, he was afraid of losing Arsyila. He loved that woman so much. And now.. He did not know if he could get Arsyila to return to her again. Everything's gone, dashed is his hope. Is this karma for the evil deeds he once did to Arsyila? Raihan shouted in his heart, This is all because of Randi. Raihan will make another calculation with the man, having already dared to separate Arsyila from him.

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