Surviving in Marriage

FATHER'S LAST MESSAGE

His father's departure left a deep wound on Arsyila's heart. Arsyila felt very lost the figure of a father that he loved very much. The man is strong, strong and always teaches himself kindness, but now that figure is gone for good.

Arsyila cried staring at the figure lying stiffly on the bed. Along with that, Hasbi, Ardan and Maida went inside. Maida immediately embraces Arsyila, Arsyil's cry is further broken in Maida's embrace.

Maida takes Arsyila out of the room while Hasbi and Ardan take care of all the process of repatriating her father home.

"The Patient Arsy.. I'm sure you're strong, you must sincerely release your father, this is all His Will. Allah is All-Knowing of the Best for His Servant. You have to be tough.." Maida said as she wiped away the tears that kept running down her cheeks, Arsyila.

Arsyila said nothing. It felt as if his tongue was unable to make a sound. Plus the chest that was getting crowded he felt.

Arsyila tried to be sincere, but the one thing she regretted was that she could not accompany her father at his last moment. When her father regained consciousness and called her name, Arsyila was not there. If you remember it all makes his heart more painful, sore and sick.

Arsyila was crying again.

"Army.. You can cry as hard as you want, but remember.. You cannot mourn the passing of your father. God is not going to be sad, you should know that, right?" Maida tried to remind her friend. Arsyila just nodded her head.

Arsyila who was still in Maida's embrace then closed her eyes. When his eyes closed, the shadow of his father's face seemed to dance in front of him. The warm smile of his father, the gentle gaze of both his eyeballs and also the voice of Father who called his name was also blazing in his eyes. And.. It will never be felt again. Realizing the harsh reality, Arsyila's feelings were shattered into pieces. The first love of a daughter is her father. And now Arsyila's first love has left her with a million beautiful memories that she can't forget.

After which, Arsyila felt her body growing more and more helpless. He's so tired. Tired of Heart and Mind so that made the woman finally collapsed and fainted in the embrace of Maida.

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When Arsyila opened her eyes, she was already in her room. Arsyila's eyes then glanced at the clock on the wall of her room that had shown at 7 p.m. Arsyila beristighfar, it turns out for so long he fainted. After that, Arsyila got up and intended to leave the room.

However, Arsyila did not go straight out of the room, he peeked first from behind the door of his room. He saw so many people in his house and was reading yasin. Seconds later he saw the figure of his father lying stiff in the middle of the room with his whole body covered by a cloth.

Seeing that, again made Arsyila's heart as if sliced. His father was completely gone, this was a bitter reality that he had to swallow roundly.

Then, before leaving her room, Arsyila changed her clothes and, strengthening her body and heart, walked out of the room.

All eyes were on Arsyila when she came out, and Maida rushed to pick her up and took her to sit next to her father's body. In front of him are Hasbi and Ardan. He looked down at Ardan once - once wiping away the endless tears streaming from his eyes. Ardan must have felt devastated at all, as well as his current self. Very feeling of loss.

Moments later, from the direction of the front door came the sound of greetings from someone who sounded familiar. It turns out that it was the voice of Umi Lika and Bik Ani. Umi Lika who initially did not know Arsyila's father who had died, initially wanted to visit Arsyila's father to the hospital, but she was shocked when Ardan said that his father was dead, but he was shocked when Ardan said that his father was dead, therefore he returned home and brought Ani's bik with him and then went straight to Asryila's house.

Then Umi Lika immediately approached Arsyila, she hugged Arsyila tightly by expressing deep sorrow for her father's death.

"You are patient, Arsyila.. Umi is very sorry. May your late father be received by Allah, forgiven all his sins, and laid to rest his grave.." Umi Lika speech directly guaranteed by Arsyila. Bik Ani said the same thing to him.

The day was getting night, the people say goodbye one by one leaving the house of Arsyila. The only ones who lived were some of their close relatives, as well as Hasbi and Raina. Meanwhile, Umi Lika and Bik Ani also came home and promised to come to his father's funeral tomorrow. Before returning home, Umi Lika had whispered something to Arsyila.

Because of the sadness of his father's departure, it really makes Arsyila forget about Raihan. Where is her husband at this time? When his father died, he did not exist at all. However, Arsyila did not tell him either, right? How could he know? But, umi Lika must have told him, right? Raihan should be here by now. The words of Arsyila's current mind and heart are mutually authentic.

"Sister.." Suddenly Ardan called out to Arsyila. The others were already asleep, staying Arsyila and Ardan who were still awake.

"Yes.." Arsyila answered with a soft look.

"Sister, before Dad died.. Dad had said a message to Ardan to be delivered to brother..." Said Ardan with a serious face.

"What message?" Ask Arsyila curiously.

"The message is for Arsyi's brother...." Said Ardan who then stopped for a moment.

"Yes, what message?" Arsyila repeated her question as if impatient with the follow-up sentence that Ardan was about to say.

"Father's last message to ka Arsyi.. Dad said.. Arsy's sister should leave Raihan's bang.." Said Ardan who sounded a bit hesitant to convey it.

"What?" Shouted Arsyila as if he did not believe the words of his sister just now.

"Dad said that? But, why??" Ask Arsyila.

"Ardan doesn't know brother, which obviously I'd love to meet brother Arsyila and convey directly to brother, Ardan can see it from his face Dad. Like there's something that can't be missed that he wants to convey sis. Though at that time the breath of Father had stayed one-on-one, but. di kept trying to make a sound. calling the name of brother and bang Raihan alternately.. Ardan doesn't know what you're trying to say. If you remember it all really makes Ardan's heart ache, Ardan can't bear brother.. Ardan isn't strong.." Obviously Asran who then lowered his head while crying sobbed.

Arsyila was speechless with various thoughts raging in her eyes. What does his father really want to say?? Why would her father want Arsyila to leave Raihan? Even though before that his father always praised Raihan. Wasn't he himself the one who betrothed Arshila to Raihan. Is it possible that you knew all of Raihan's evil deeds to him so he told Arshila to leave Raihan? And.. lest this also be a trigger for his father to have a heart attack??

"Oh God.." Desis Arsyila Finally because he realized that his mind had been bailing out of nowhere.

If so, is there any more reason for Arsyila to maintain her marriage to Raihan?? Because all this time he survived because of his father. And.. His father is now dead, plus the last message from his father to leave Raihan. What else could he do? In addition to following his father's last wishes...

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Seriate..