SUBSTITUTE OF GOD

PART 75'S. Died

after a few weeks in the hospital finally after dawn Aunt Rita breathed her last in the hospital.

Eza who was told Rehan went straight to the hospital, as well as Nadira. seen in front of the room Aunt Rita has a lot of family waiting for her.

Santi looks so angry why his family just came when his mother is no longer there. Eza who had just arrived immediately approached Santi and hugged him.

"Santi Istighfar did you say yesterday san, you must be strong."

"why should they come bang, where should they be when mama's dying." yelling santi

"Santi sorry Aunt." said Aunt Mirna while crying and approaching Santi

"don't touch me, I don't want to be touched by bad guys like you."

"san, Istighfar can't be like that." Nadira said

"mama I have no mbak, now I have to go where."cintih Santi

"Santu here there is still mbak, there is Abang. You must be strong yes pity mama if you are like this."

Santi crying in nadira's arms.

"we don't cry anymore we pray'will our mama take care of mama, yes."

"yes, mbak."

Eza also helped Rehan to release all the tools on the body of Aunt Rita.

"Tante is leaving quietly, Eza and Nadira have forgiven Auntie." whispered Eza to Aunt Rita's ears while crying

"you have to be strong, God willing, Aunt Rita is also calm there" Rehan said

after all the tools off Aunt Rita was bathed in the hospital, Santi also bathed her, then Aunt Rita was pardoned and put in a crate because her corpse would be brought to Makassar.

"mama." yells santi

"san, remember what you said."

"mama, who will Santi be?"said Santi

"san is yes" said Nadira sadly

after taking care of everything, the body of Aunt Rita was brought to Makassar by plane because of such a long distance.

"honey at home."

"but mas."

"you should also think about your health and that of our dear child, I don't want you to do anything."

"yes, but I have to talk to Santi first."

"san, I'm sorry I couldn't go there, because the content of mbak is also not so strong. Santi strong later if you come back here Santi come along first."

"iya mbak." replied Santi lirih

they immediately go to the airport, Eza is deliberately to rent a plane to bring his family.

while Nadira went straight home with a pick up Mang Karyo.

****

after a few hours they finally arrived in Makassar, Aunt Rita's body was immediately taken to the cemetery, Santi's tears fell again when people wanted to put his mother's body into the burrow.

"wait a minute I want to kiss my mama first." Santi said sadly

Eza was always by her side because Santi did not want her other family to approach her.

ustadz also opened the cloth face cover Aunty Rita

"his tears don't fall, son." said ustadz

"mama meli sincere ma, mama who is calm there ya send greetings to papa." said Santi

after the end of the ustadz back to close it, then the body of Aunt Rita began to be lifted and put into a burrow.

little by little the ground had begun to cover the body of Aunt Rita, while Santi's vision had begun to darken in a matter of seconds Santi was unconscious. Eza immediately raised Santi's body to be brought into the car, Aunt Mirna who saw it immediately followed Eza

"o Allah and wake up." said Aunt Mirna panicked

"mama."call Santi with tears

"Santi, this is Auntie son." said Aunt Mirna who had also cried

"So long as you have to beat up brother, you have to stay strong.You have to continue your life. Auntie was happy there."

"Wouldn't bang."

"must be able to here there are still many people who love you."

"no bang, no one loves Santi anymore, who will love the child of a murderer like a mother." said Santi with a bitter smile

"Will be enough if you are like this, you will not care about you anymore, want you? or do you really not want to if you care about you?"said Eza who was a little emotional

"iya Bang sorry santi." answered mely

Eza hugged Santi tightly because he knew how his cousin felt now.Their fate had both been left behind by someone very valuable in their lives.

"we go home now yeah, you have to rest."

Santi also nodded. after the funeral of Aunt Rita they went home.Santi's house looks so crowded with mourners.her college friends have been waiting for Santi with sad feelings.

"san, I'm so sorry." they said as they hugged Santi

"thank you guys for coming." said Santi with a bitter smile

"same-sama san, you better take a break first."

"yes, I'll rest first."

when Santi went inside the house, the mourners were so sad to see Santi's condition, they tried to encourage Santi.

"Mom, please feed me first." said Eza

"oh good mas Eza, Santi eat first."

"i don't want to eat Mom, my mom's not there to eat." said meli

"san Istighfar, you must be sincere." said the mothers inside

Santi walked to his room without saying anything.

"where is Santi Ma'am?"

"to the room, Mas Eza, I don't want to eat."

"let me go, Mom."

Eza also went to Santi's room, seen Santi was sitting pensively with eyes that continued to cry.

"san, let's eat first."

"no bang, Santi's not hungry yet."

"eat a little, later if you are sick aunt must be sad."

"eat first yes little, Brother eat also kok. if Santi volunteer what said Abang yes already Abang home aja, Abang already willingly ninggalin mbak there."

"iya bang Santi eat, Brother too yes.

"yes, I eat too."

"thank you bang, for caring about Santi."

"yes, you're welcome, later if you do not want to be here you follow Brother just yet until your feelings are quite improved because frankly speaking Abang can not be too long here because Abang also must take care of Mbak because now it is stomach cramps often so you worry about the same as mbak."

"iya bang, Santi understands that I hope it will be okay, bang, later if you want to go home is okay, if Santi wants to come with brother later Santi after all."

"well then, you don't forget to pray, naji doain mama is equally papa yes, because now what makes them happy is not a treasure anymore but only a prayer from his son."

"yes bang."

"now you rest if there's anything call you brother."

Santi nodded, and Eza came out of Santi's room.

*****