SUBSTITUTE OF GOD
PART 61'S. Disillusioned
arriving at Nadira's house sitting on the sofa, Nadira continued to cry her chest felt tight due to the pain in her heart.
"sad ya." said Eza
"why should they, my fault what they are" Nadira snapped
"sadly yes, I will not let them be free just like that." said Eza
Nadira leaned her back on the sofa she hit her chest.
"honey" cried Eza who felt pity
"drink first non." said mbok Atun ventured
Eza also gave a drink to Nadira, but Nadira turned her. Nadira's neck as if locked. Nadira really felt devastated when she knew that the person who had the heart to hurt her was a person close to her husband.
Nadira runs into the room without caring about Eza. Eza rubbed his face violently.
"patience." said mbok Atun
Eza calmed himself down in the living room while Nadira was still in the room.
Nadira sat on the balcony of her room with tears that continued to wet her cheeks.
chequeleked
the door opened apparently it was Mbok Atun who brought food for Nadira.
"don't eat first ya non."
"take the food with you" Nadira said
"but not."
"i said just bring the food." snapped Nadira
mbok Atun was surprised to hear the snapping of Nadira, it was the first time Nadira snapped it. mbok Atun understood how Nadira felt now let alone he knew where they were today.
mbok Atun brought the food back to the kitchen.
"eat den first." said mbok Atun
but Eza doesn't care about it. Eza stood up and headed straight for the room.
"want to when there." said Eza flat
nadira did not care.
"why are you angry with me? where's my fault?"ask Eza who is standing on the side of the bed
"you're not wrong, but it's the people closest to you who are wrong, why they have to harm me, why, if it's true that I took you from that woman then why don't you come back with her when you meet." replied Nadira flatly
"what do you mean?"snapped Eza
"if this is so it's better I don't invite you to meet them." snapped Eza
Nadira stood up from her seat then she walked towards the door.
"where are you." asked Eza while pulling Nadira's hand firmly to make Nadira's hand hit the table."
"want what else?"ask Nadira
"why should you be angry with me."
"because you are their reason for hurting me and killing my son" Nadira said with a sad look at Eza
Nadira releases his hand from Eza's grasp, then he comes out of the room.
Eza throws away all the things he can reach, Eza hates Anita and her aunt.
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the day was getting late, the voice of the Maghrib Adhan was already reverberating. Nadira took ablution and chose to pray in the guest room.from the takbir until Nadira's greeting was unceasingly crying. after the prayer he was silent on the prayer mat because he knew that Allah was all-knowing and all-seeing.
tock.tok.
the sound of the door outside
mbok Atun opened the door, and it turned out to be Rehan.
"eh den Rehan, what's wrong?"ask mbok Atun
"Is there an mbok?"
"there's more den in the room, enter first and briefly mbok call."
"za, are you all right?"asked Rehan while raising his eyebrows
"what's the matter do you need to come here Han?"ask Eza flat
"i just want to say that tomorrow we have to go to Surabaya."
"you're the one who left I can't."
"but this is a request from the side za, sorry do you have any more problems?"ask Rehan
"nothing, okay tomorrow I'm coming" replied eza
"okay za, then I'll just say yes."
Rehan had not dared to ask a lot of things with Eza, because he saw Eza was really like a person filled with anger.
"where is he mbok?"ask Eza in a slightly chatty voice
"in the guest room den." replied mbok Atun while lowering his head
Eza went back to his room, he wanted to give Nadira time alone because he knew how his current wife felt.
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to the next day, after dawn Eza immediately departed while Nadira had not woken up. without saying goodbye to leave Nadira.
"take it, if he asks, just tell me to Surabaya." said Eza flat
then he went straight to the garage and immediately left.heard the sound of Eza's car engine, Nadira woke up and came out.
"who's got the mbok?"
"a...Aden non."
"where is he going?"ask Nadira
"The surabaya non."
Nadira looked at the door of the house, he used to deliver Eza to the front of the house until Eza left, but this morning do not want to take her even Eza was not saying goodbye to her.
"no breakfast first yes, from last night non-eat." said mbok Atun
"later mbok, I'll go to the boutique. How long is he in Surabaya?"ask Nadira
"move also don't know non."
"oh okay, thank you mbok, I went to the room first." Nadira said
after a few minutes Nadira went out of the room and went straight to the boutique.
during the trip Nadira is not too focused, so many cars that commemorate him with the sound of a horn.
Nadira stopped her car for a bit, she took a deep breath.
"o Allah what should I do now, I think I am not so strong to live this all. forgive the servant because the servant has silenced the husband of the servant. I just need time to accept everything." Nadira said
after that Nadira drove his car back, arriving at Nadira's boutique immediately entered his room because he had not been to the boutique files had been piled on his desk.
Nadira began to open the files one by one.
tock.tok.
"take a bath." said ayu
"hmm, what's up?"asked Nadira who was still focused on the pile of paper
"mayu wants to talk to me."
"talk, what's up?"ask Nadira
"begini mbak ayu want to leave for a while because mother ayu is sick." said ayu afraid
"what sick mom?"
"don't know, said the complication."
"astaghfirullahaladzim yes you can leave first, let later mbak handle all her. hopefully the mother will recover quickly yes and soon be back." said Nadira
"well mom, thank you so much, ma'am." said ayu
then ayu came out of Nadira's room, and he was immediately ready to go home.
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