SUBSTITUTE OF GOD

PART 52'S. Conscious

one week has passed but Nadira has not been conscious, worry and fear can not be described again with words. nadira was sleeping very well with an oxygen hose still attached to her nose. mr. Ahmad and Bu Alya were told by Eza to rest at home even though they refused, but Eza managed to give understanding to both of them. viko and Vino were forced to return to Semarang because they also had to stay in college and school.

after Eza's zhuhur prayer returned to sit next to Nadira, he wiped Nadira's hands and feet using wet tissue without realizing he had shed tears.

"honey woke up dong, want to until when you are diemin I'm like gini." said Eza lirih

tock.tok.

"assalamu'alaikum za." said Rehan and behind him was Rani and baby arsha

"wa'alaikumussalam." answered eza while wiping away her tears

"eh there's baby arsha, what's the news dear." said Eza while taking baby arsha from Rani's hand

Eza and Rehan sit on the sofa, while Rani sits next to Nadira .

"assalamu'alaikum ra, you wake up dong. here there is arsha he misses you." said Rani while stroking Nadira's shoulder

but still no answer from Nadira, his eyes closed as if he did not want to wake up.

"you must always be patient, yes, we will do our best for Nadira. I know how broken your heart is now but we have God, only he can help us" Rehan said

"iya han, thank you so much for being such a good friend to me." said Eza

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the day was getting late, Eza did not leave Nadira in the least.His eyes continued to pay attention to Nadira.

"unfortunately if I can replace you, of course I have replaced it, my heart aches when I have to see you like this, my world is broken." - Eza in tears

"excuse me doc, someone wants to see a doctor" said a nurse from the front

"who's doc?

"his aunt's doctor said."

"just go in."

Eza does limit who can enter his room except in-laws, his sisters and Rehan and Rani.

turns out it was Aunt Mirna, Eza immediately hugged and cried in the arms of Aunt Mirna. Because when Eza saw Aunt Mirna Eza felt that she was looking at her mama.

"patience son, patience?"said Aunt Mirna

eza also let go of his embrace, Aunt Mirna looked at Eza's sad face tightly.

"you have to be patient, Auntie sure Nadira can get through this."

"yes Aunt."

"what about this case?"

"the police are trying Tan, may Allah make it easy. Eza will never forgive that person." said Eza emotion

"istighfar son."

the voice of the Maghrib Adhan has reverberated, Eza and and Aunt Mirna pray together. Eza ceaselessly pray for the healing of his wife.

after the second prayer, he sat back on the sofa.

"Tante tonight sleeps at home yes, there is a mama and papa. besides here also can not be too much care."

"is it okay to be alone here?"

"no aunt."

"hmm yeah, Auntie's coming home."

*****

the night is getting late Aunt Mirna has come home from a few hours ago. Eza bowed his head at the edge of Nadira's gurney.

by God's will, Nadira finally berahan open her eyes.His hands also move in the grasp of Eza. Eza was surprised he raised his head and sure enough Nadira had already opened her eyes.

"honey." Call Eza moved

"honey don't move much first." said Eza softly

Nadira looked at Eza's sad face, as if he had forgotten what had happened. Eza went out to call the doctor because Rehan was not in the hospital.

shortly after the doctor came in, the doctor immediately examined Nadira.

"how's my wife doing doc?" ask Eza seriously

"Alhamdulillah mbak Nadira has passed her critical period and her condition has gradually stabilized." said the doctor

"Alhamdulillah O Allah" said Eza grateful

Nadira tries to remember the events that have happened, as Nadira recalls she is pregnant.

"gold, where's my son?"I asked Nadira suddenly

"honey calm down." said Eza

"went my son to where? doc my son where doc." asked Nadira who rebelled

"why are you silent" cried Nadira

"sad patiently yes, we must be sincere." said Eza immediately embraced Nadira

"no, there's no way a doctor." cried Nadira while rebelling in Eza's arms

"gold, our son." said Nadira weakly

"dear Iya, we must be sincere." said Eza while kissing the ubun Nadira

after a while, Nadira finally calmed down but her gaze looked blank.

"son."call Bu Alya who just came because he was told by the hospital.

"ma, Nadira's son." Nadira lirih said

"patience son, Nadira must be sincere." said Mr. Ahmad

"now Nadira rest first yes, mama accompany here yes son."

"why did Nadira lose Nadira ma's son?"

"Nadira's accident son."

Nadira tried to recall the incident.

"it's a pity don't have much thought first, you have to rest a lot." said Bu Alya softly

"yes Ra you rest first." said Aunt Mirna

Nadira also laid her body, her tears just kept flowing.It was never imagined by Nadira that she would lose her children.

"o Allah, why did you take my son, but Nadira will try to be sincere, Robb. Nadira is sure you will definitely give a replacement for Nadira. mother kangen nak."bat Nadira

"ma, Mama and Aunt sit here, let Eza sit there." said Eza while removing her tears

"sleep baby, you have to rest a lot" said Eza while kissing Nadira's hand

Nadira answered nothing, he tried to close his eyes.

"unfortunately I promise to myself, I will find the person who has harmed you and our child." - Inner Eza

then Eza also laid his head on the edge of the gurney, his hands never loose to hold Nadira's hand.

shortly after the two fell asleep, the clock showed at half-five in the morning, within minutes the sound of the dawn prayer from the musholah, was heard, Eza immediately woke up and performed dawn prayers at the mosque with Mr. Ahmad.

"you must remain patient, yes, maybe we need a long time to restore Nadira's joy." said Mr. Ahmad while patting Eza's shoulder

"yes pa, ins shaa Allah Eza will always be there beside him." replied eza

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