SUBSTITUTE OF GOD
PART 26'S. Misunderstand
"why do you blame me huh, I don't know all this Mira. and you Rangga why you didn't explain anything with your wife." Nadira said with tears flowing
"as you know mir, yesterday I was the one who was hurt where I had to give away someone I had waited for years for my own best friend."
"i deliberately didn't tell you who I was waiting for, because I didn't want you to get hurt. now that we have a husband Mir together I do not want our friendship destroyed because of the past. I'm sorry if I have lied to you. but by Allah I have given Rangga to you."
Eza who heard his wife's explanation felt pity.
"mas, I've never been your impingement, I've given everything that happened yesterday and you Rangga please remove everything that happened yesterday I don't want to hurt anyone here."
Mira was speechless at Nadira's explanation, there was guilt in her heart but her emotions overcame all of it.
"why are you silent huh, you blame me. You don't believe me." cried Nadira.
Eza was still silent he did not answer Nadira's words. Nadira who saw no response from Eza he chose to leave.
Eza is after nadira. When Nadira wanted to run Eza pulled Nadira's hand.
"where are you going?"ask Eza
Nadira was silent with tears.
"get in the car."Eza's orders
Nadira also according to. they left Rangga's house.
"astaghfirullahaladzim mir, why do you think it's good. what Nadira said is right I'm wrong for not throwing away the book. please forgive me and Nadira." said Rangga pleaded with Mira
Mira cried so much that there was regret in her heart.why she was so cruel to her husband and friends.
"mas I'm sorry." said Mira softly
"yes baby I beg you not to be like this again, later meet your friend he is not wrong he does not know about this book.Pity look Eza he also felt that Nadira hurt him."rangga said while hugging Mira
"yes mas." said Mira.
while in the journey Nadira does not speak anything as well as Eza, actually he believes in his wife but still there is pain in his heart.
eza's car has entered the yard of his house. both of them have been greeted by Atun ma'am Eza. mbok Atun who guarded the house as long as Eza was not there.
"good afternoon non, Aden." said mbok Atun
but there was no answer from the two of them directly into the house, mbok Atun who saw the incident felt bad.
"yes Allah is not the same Aden why yes, just yesterday the wedding why have been on nangis gini."batin mbok Atun
Eza entered his room upstairs, while Nadira chose to sit in the living room.
"don't drink first." said mbok Atun slowly
"thank you" replied Nadira with a bitter smile
mbok Atun has not dared to speak anything, he prefers to go behind.
"o Allah why should I believe this." Nadira said sadly
his chest feels tight, Nadira once hit his chest.from small Nadira indeed can not if had to cry too long because surely he will tremble and tight.
"astaghfirullahaladzim" Nadira said repeatedly
after a long time finally Eza down to the floor bring, he saw Nadira asleep on the sofa. Nadira's face looks a little pale.
"hey, you eat first." said Eza flatly
Nadira was shocked and immediately woke up.
"mas." said Nadira while hugging Eza's waist with tears coming back down.
"are you angry with me?"
"for God's sake I never made you my outlet, I really love you mas." Nadira sobbed
but suddenly Nadira felt so tightness in his chest that made Eza panic and worry.
"pull" cried Eza
"honey, astaghfirullahaladzim."
"astaghfirullahaladzim non, quickly take eucalyptus oil mbok."
"iya den."turn Atun immediately ran to get the eucalyptus oil
"honey hey, astaghfirullahaladzim."
Nadira continues to hold Eza's body, like someone who is so saddened by death that is about the current condition of Nadira.
his hand was so tightly holding Eza's arm. because seeing Nadira kept tight Eza asked Mbok Atun to take oxygen.
"my dear sorry."Eza hugged Nadira's small body.
mbok atun ran with oxygen that Eza had not brought to the hospital because yesterday his driver also experienced shortness of breath.
paired his oxygen to Nadira's nose, slowly Nadira was able to breathe as usual, tears just keep flowing.
"sad sorry I'm not mad at you, I'm just jealous and I'm mad at Mira."
"mas." Call Nadira lirih
"yes dear, why? what hurts us to the hospital." said Eza
Nadira shook his head, he hugged Eza tightly. mbok Atun who was standing behind Eza also cried. then mbok Atun spoke.
"make porridge non."
"don't be mbok." Nadira lirih said
"make it mbok, you eat first baby."
"well den."
"how good is it?"
Nadira nodded.
Nadira wants to sit down, Eza also helps her.
"still tight, dear?"
"Alhamdulillah has been listening mas. I'm sorry have ngerepotin you."
"i'm your husband by the way, baby it's my duty."
"you drink." asked Eza
"yes, I."
eza gave a glass of warm water to Nadira shortly afterwards mbok Atun came to bring a bowl of chicken porridge.
"please eat yes non."
"thank you, mbok, why cry?"
"no non mbok just worry about the same non."
"i'm okay, mbok." replied Nadira smiling
"have eaten first baby, already clean up keep resting ya."
"yes, I."
Eza feeds Nadira with gentleness, he can not bear to see the state of his wife.His heart is so angry with Mira let alone Mira has slapped his wife.
"your gold why.?"
"nothing dear, upiin yes. yummy no mbok cuisine?"
"take it for me."
"tun's taking you home when I'm working."
"yes, I can still go to the boutique."
"it's still a pity on the condition that I deliver or later hmm if indeed I can't deliver any Mang Karyo that intersects okay."
"keep my car how's it going?"
"yes, just in the garage, I'll borrow dech to make it to the hospital."
"you are mah."
"hehehe we go to the room yes change clothes first it's rest. actually not crowded anymore."
"yes, it's hard."
"let's go, baby."
"oh ya mbok ask for help bring a suitcase in the car yes, later ask help mang Karyo ya mbok."
"well den."
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