SUBSTITUTE OF GOD

PART 44'S. Regretting

"astaghfirullahaladzim Nadira."

"Han." said Nadira softly with tears that continue to flow

"what are you doing here, Ra?"

Nadira shook his head

"let's get to the car first ra."

"astaghfirullah Nadira, O Allah you why can be on the road ra. you will be sick again." said Rehan

Rehan immediately drove his car to the house, when he arrived at the house, Rani invited Nadira to change her clothes.

"bi please make warm tea." Rehan said

"good sir."

Rehan waits for Rani and Nadira in the living room and soon they arrive

"drink your warm tea first Ra." Rani said

"what really happened to Ra?"

Nadira tells all of her to Rani and Rehan not the intention of wanting to spread her problems but Nadira no longer knows who to tell.

"astaghfirullahaladzim, does Eza know that you're out of Ra's house?"

"no, Eza doesn't know."

"i'm tired, I don't know what else to do?"

"Ra you have to be patient, you have to think about your recovery and your baby" said Rani while hugging Nadira

Rehan who heard Nadira's explanation felt angry with Eza, he was not out of thought with Eza.

"it's better you now rest Ra."

"yes let's Ra take you to the room."

"thank you, Han."

Rani takes Nadira to the guest room. Nadira closed her eyes with tears.

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to his day Eza woke up from his sleep, but he did not see Nadira. then Eza down to his surprise Eza.real.in the kitchen there is a woman who is none other than Anita.

"why are you here Anita and when are you here?"

"last night, you had breakfast."

"turn,.Where's nadira?"

"mbok also do not know den, just after dawn mbok do not see non."

Eza returns to his room he picks up his cell phone and tries to contact Nadira, but it turns out Nadira's phone is on his room table.

"where are you dear."the inner Eza was sorry

while at Rehan's house, Nadira still sleeps in his room.

"where's Nadira baby?"

"like he's still sleeping mas, let's pity him." said Rani sad

"so cry dear." asked Rehan

"i feel sorry for Nadira mas, he already I consider like my own sister. let him here first yes mas let us take care of him."

"yes baby, don't cry anymore pity our child if his mama is crying."

"yes, if I leave, if Nadira wakes up you say breakfast, baby, today I will go home sooner."

"yes, I."

Rehan left for the hospital when he arrived at the hospital Rehan had not met with Eza

"doctor Eza has come?"

"not doc."

"okay thank you yes."

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"where is my wife Anita?"snapped Eza

"last night Nadira left the mas house."

"what?"shouted Eza

"what have you done Anita."

"i didn't do anything."

Eza immediately went back into his room to change clothes then he went out of the house to look for Nadira.

"my dear sorry, where are you?"

first Eza went to his boutique, but Nadira was not there then he went to Mira's house but Nadira was also not there. the only place Nadira frequented was the city park but Nadira was also not there.

"where are you?"

Eza takes his cell phone, he tries to contact Rehan.

"hallo Han."

"what's wrong?"

"Han, please help me find Nadira."

"why Nadira?"

"it's a long story, we'll meet Han."

"i'll see you later this morning, I have to check on the patient first."

"yes, thank you Han."

Eza returns to his house, his feelings completely muddled.

"why are you still here Anita?"snapped Eza

"it's a home for us.",

"that was then, now you're out of this house."

"okay mas, I'm going to get out of this house." Anita replied with her sly smile

Anita takes her suitcase and then she leaves Eza's house.

after the prayer, Eza went back to a restaurant to meet with Rehan.

"sorry I'm late Han."

"it's okay, so how about Nadira?"

"Nadira's gone from home."

"before what was the problem?"rehan asked pretending not to know

Eza told all about it with Rehan, actually Rehan already knew but he pretended not to know anything.

"hmm, za you that I noticed since the departure of your aunt that was like changing, you like to be angry, selfish, cold even as I was you were different. who is not sad when we have to give up someone we love so much but this life must keep going lest we hurt someone who loves us sincerely."

"iya han, I realized that but why can't I control myself."

"sholat asks for guidance with God, pity you Nadira, za. she to leave the house especially because of other women, dear not how Nadira feels."

"i understand han, I'll find Nadira I want to fix everything."

"za if you knew that your wife was struggling to stay alive, you probably wouldn't be like this" Rehan said

"thank you ya Han, I'll go first."

"wait."

"what's up Han, oh yeah sorry I haven't been able to help you in the hospital."

"it's okay, nadira's in our house."

"huh seriously Han?"ask Eza

"yes, you know last night he was raining on the road, luckily we met him, not in your mind?"

"astaghfirullahaladzim, I know I was wrong Han, I'm sorry. I'll fix everything."

"fix it before it's too late" Rehan said

Eza also went to Rehan's house, that afternoon the road was so crowded that it made Eza could not be fast to get to Rehan's house.

while at Rehan's house, Nadira is chatting with Rani in her room.

"thank you for nolong Nadira, but Nadira will go today."

"where are you going Ra?"

"i want to go home mom. why can I borrow money to buy a ticket? later after Nadira got there the money immediately Nadira back kok mbak."

"can Ra, let me book the ticket, let me take the money for a minute."

Rani goes to her room to fetch money, before long she returns to Nadira's room.

"this is money for your handle Ra, if the ticket problem I have ordered, you happen to get a departure schedule of one hour.you should be ready later on between Rudi sir."

"well thank you, ma'am." Nadira said with a smile

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