SUBSTITUTE OF GOD
PART 42'S. Noisier
"may God always protect us, our marriage from anything that tries to destroy you, I hope you can always be by my side before I leave you."
"honey, you can't go anywhere without me."
"hehehehe yes."
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the sound of Eza's cell phone.
"who's mas?"
"it's normal, dear Rehan."
deg
nadira's heart feels like it wants to be dislodged, he is worried that Rehan will tell Eza about his illness.
"why Han? just disturb you."
"hahaha, where else is za?"
"at home."
"oh, it's the night we go out with our two wives."
"hmm, not tonight is han.night is tomorrow, yes, I'm tired of knowing."
"oh yeah yeah, okay dech tomorrow night means yes."
"iya han, tomorrow inshaa Allah I have also entered again."
"thankfully, you know I'm so tired that you don't have za, they're cruel."
"hahaha yes-iya sorry han."
"it's okay za. ya already dech me matiin ya. Assalamu'alaikum."
"wa'alaikumussalam."
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the clock was showing at half-five in the afternoon, Nadira who was in the room suddenly called Eza who was in the living room.
"mas." yell Eza
Eza who heard Nadira screaming went straight to the room.
"what's the matter, honey?"ask Eza worried
"that's his face, that's it.haha."
"are you worried, what's the matter, baby?"
"i want to eat soto."
"hmmm soto."
"yes, but I'm going with you."
"yes, come on, baby, wear a jacket."
"ready boss." said Nadira while respecting Eza
"gemes dech. hehehe." said Eza while rubbing Nadira's head
both of them went out to find people who sell soto.
"eh it's mas, his brother soto." said Nadira while pointing in the direction across the street
"yes, just a minute, baby."
Eza stopped his car in front of a soto stall. both of them went down. when they wanted to enter accidentally Nadira met with Mira, the two looked at each other.
"Ra." Call Mira
Mira immediately approached and hugged Nadira, her tears were no longer unstoppable. Eza who saw that just fell silent.
"Ra I miss you, I'm sorry." said Mira lirih
"mir, I'm sorry you didn't cry" Nadira said
Mira let go of her embrace she looked at Nadira with regret.
"no crying, how are you?"ask Nadira
"i'm good Ra, I really miss you. I'm sorry Ra's sorry." said Mira with tears that kept flowing
"mir don't cry anymore, I'm sorry you." Nadira said while stroking Mira's shoulder
"thank you, Ra, I'm sorry."
"iya mir." answered eza flat
"who are you here with?"
"sama Rangga Ra, he went to the toilet."
"honey let's go to the Maghrib" Eza said
"yes, a minute, mir."
Eza pulls Nadira's hand to the cashier's place to order soto. after finishing both decide to go straight home. While Mira just gazes at her second, she realizes that Eza has not forgiven her. Nadira who realizes it immediately asks permission with Eza.
"mas, I can see Mira for a minute."
"yes, dear go, be careful" replied eza flatly
Nadira gets out of the car, and Nadira approaches mira.
"mir, sorry I can't stay here for long, this is my number yesterday I changed the number later you call me yes." Nadira said while giving a business card to Mira
"iya Ra, thank you." said Mira while holding Nadira's hand
"yes together, I go home first yes. assalamu'alaikum"
"wa'alaikumussalam Ra."
Eza drove his car home without saying anything.
"is it a pity to be standing here?"asked Rangga who suddenly appeared behind Mira
"mas, I met Nadira earlier." answered Mira happily
"oh yeah, thank God where is Nadira?"
"he's gone home."
"that's why we go home too, baby."
"yes, I."
***
arriving at Nadira's house did not immediately get out of the car.
"come down." said Eza flat
"hmm, why are you?"
"that's okay, let's go in the Maghrib."
Nadira went down with a feeling of annoyance with Eza.
"you why?don't you like Mira?"
"i'm talking about Mira."
"what's wrong with him if he's sorry for me."
"nothing's wrong but I can't forgive him yet."
"why?"
"you still ask why? after what he's done to you."
"it was all just a misunderstanding, after all I could understand how Mira was feeling at that moment."
"yes you can accept it but not with me, oh I know are you happy because you saw the diary Rangga about his love for you?"
"mas is enough, how come you're a gini."
"why? are you still feeling the same Rangga or is it true what Mira said if I was just an impingement for you."
"astaghfirullahaladzim, what do you mean?"
"maybe yesterday you just pity me, right, because I don't want to be long again so you accept me."
"mas is quite yes, why are you also hurting me now. I have never made you as an outlet and my feelings with Rangga are no more. why do you doubt me now or you still love your past."
"what, you mean I'm with Anita?"
"yes, you still love her right, I know how she looked at you yesterday."
"iya continued, right, Now you've improved with Mira, you can anytime meet with Rangga? anyways I can see that Rangga still has a taste with you."
"enough is enough" cried Nadira
"astaghfirullahaladzim non, Aden why you?"ask Mbok Atun from the kitchen
neither of them answered that Eza chose to leave while Nadira went into the room.
the sound of Adzan roared, Nadira immediately took ablution with tears that continued to flow.
after praying Nadira just silent on the prayer mat, he no longer knows what to talk, his chest feels tight with tears on his cheeks.
while Eza stopped at a mosque to pray, after that Eza went to a cafe. Eza only stayed in the cafe once he drank his coffee. After feeling quite calm Eza decided to go home.
arriving at Eza's house directly to the room, he saw Nadira sitting on the balcony of the room there was no sound of either.
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