SUBSTITUTE OF GOD

SUBSTITUTE OF GOD
PART 39'S. Sadness Nadira



after a few hours at the funeral, the two finally went home.Accompanied at home Eza just sitting in the corner of the room with an empty view. while Nadira immediately went to the bathroom because he felt nauseous it might be his stomach acid relapse because Nadira had not had breakfast from this morning.


Nadira returned to accompany Eza while carrying a plate of rice and water.although actually Nadira really felt weak but he had to stay strong in front of Eza.


"eat first a little." said Nadira


"i don't want to eat" replied eza


"za." Call Rehan


"Han, you just arrived?"ask Nadira


"iya Ra, be patient." said Rehan


"hey za you are patient, pray for Auntie." said Rehan while patting Eza on the shoulder


there was no response from Eza.


"his brother didn't come with Han?"


"no Ra."


while they were chatting came a beautiful woman who immediately approached Eza and hugged her. Nadira and Rehan are confused and wonder who the woman is.


"your patient gold." said the woman while hugging Eza without hesitation


"Anita." Call Aunt Rita


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"Anita."bat Nadira


"Tante is patient." Anita said


"yes baby, you accompany Eza first yes." said Aunt Rita


Rehan who heard that was astonished at who this woman really was.


although there was no response from Eza but the woman continued beside Eza.


"Han, I'll excuse you first." said Nadira with tears that had wet her cheeks again


nadira's chest feels tight. His tears just keep flowing.


"o Allah what are these trials." Nadira said


Nadira shut herself in the room, her sense of wanting her to scream.


tock.tok.


Nadira opens the door and it turns out that it was Bu Alya


"mama." Call Nadira


"yes baby, you are patient son." said Ms. Alya


the two of them hugged each other


the day was getting late, Eza still stayed there with Anita. Nadira who saw that could only cry.


shortly thereafter the voice of the Maghrib Adhan was heard, they prayed together then continued with tahlilan.


Eza never cared for Nadira in the least. she just kept quiet with a blank look. Her world really felt destroyed after the departure of her mother.


"ma, Nadira take a break."


"why son?"


"nadira's body is limp ma."


"my mom is with me, son."


"no need ma, mama will have to come along later Nadira here again anyway."


"yes if there's anything call mom."


"yes ma."


from a distance it turns out Eza noticed Nadira. saw Nadira wanted to enter the room Eza was following Nadira without caring Anita beside him.


Nadira went into the bathroom again she spewed out white liquid.


soon Eza went into the room with a plate of rice and warm water.


Nadira walked with very limp steps. Nadira seems to not care about the presence of Eza.


"you eat first." said Eza


"i've eaten." replied Nadira flatly


"but I don't see you eating."


"i have eaten, you better eat." Nadira said


there is no more romance between the two.


"you eat first, pity that he waited a long time for you there."sindir Nadira


but Nadira did not answer him, he chose to lay his body.


"swear, who do you mean?"snapped Eza


Raisa who heard Eza's screams, immediately woke up again.


"just enough today you have snapped me a few times" Nadira said


"i know you are sad to lose your mother, I also feel it mas. why? don't you like it when I'm here?"


"what the hell are you talking about."


"it's okay after three days mom I'm going home" Nadira said


"it's up to you." said Eza then he left Nadira


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after the three-day event, Miss Irma, this morning Nadira will really go home. mr. Ahmad and Bu Alya were confused but both did not want to interfere because both of them considered it a natural thing in the household.


mr. Ahmad and Bu Alya will also return to Semarang they are waiting for Nadira in the car because they will leave for the airport simultaneously.


"gold I go home, you're fine here.I'm sorry if I'm wrong." Nadira said without looking at Eza


"there you go home, Eza will be fine here. there will be Anita who will take care of her." said Aunt Rita


"Rita." said Aunt Mirna


Nadira did not pay attention to it, he immediately got into the car. There is a feeling of unwillingness in Eza's heart.


after waiting for some time finally Nadira and her parents depart simultaneously but different planes. Nadira just cried on the plane.


a few hours in the air, Nadira finally arrived in the city of B. he was picked up by Mang Karyo


but when Nadira wanted to get into the car, his stomach suddenly hurt.


argh


"astaghfirullahaladzim non." said mang Karyo


"astaghfirullahaladzim o Allah is sick" cried nadira


"we went to the hospital, no."


mang Karyo takes Nadira to the hospital where Eza works.


arriving at the hospital, Rehan was seen in the lobby.


"excuse me doc, help my employer first doc." said mang Karyo


Rehan immediately approached the car, how surprised Rehan turned out to be Nadira.


"astaghfirullahaladzim Ra."


Rehan immediately called the nurse to bring Nadira inside.


Rehan immediately checked Nadira, but how surprised Rehan was that after doing the examination there was a problem in Nadira's womb.


Rehan approached the weak Nadira.


"I'm okay, right?"nadira asked weakly


"yes your content is fine Ra, but."


"but what is Han?"ask Nadira


Rehan took a deep breath then he told Nadira everything


"Ra after doing the examination it turns out that in your womb there is a problem" Rehan said weakly


"astaghfirullahaladzim, what about me han?"


"your cage is fine but it's very dangerous for you."


"i don't care about my condition, what matters is that my son is safe."


"but Ra is very dangerous."


"i don't care Han, Han I beg you not to say this is the same mas Eza ya." Nadira said while crying


"but Ra."


"i beg you."


"it's a dangerous disease Ra and Eza should know."


"i beg Han this time."


"alright Ra, I won't tell Eza." Rehan said heavily


"thank you" said Nadira weakly


Rehan came out of Nadira's room with a feeling that could not be interpreted.


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