Seruni Rose

Contrition

The sound of the door slamming, heard so loud inside Herman Abdullah's house. Amel who ran into the room, with Raka who ran also to chase, made the atmosphere sound rowdy. Luckily it was daytime, where the neighbors were busy working and the majority were not at home.

Amel decides to go into the room, no matter how Raka is now. In addition to being devastated by no longer having self-esteem, Raka's refusal to make the courage to meet others, suddenly melted. Amel felt for himself the pain of humiliation.

What is Raka doing, isn't that an insult to her?

"Mel, Amel open the door. I beg you, Mel. Let's talk, "no Raka's voice, makes Amel pretend to be deaf.

Amel could only clean his wound with an antiseptic, stuffing it with cassa and covering it with plaster. The woman handled the wound on her head alone.

"You better go home, I'm tired. I want to sleep" said Amel who was still in a stinging voice.

"Mel, I'm sorry," Raka said again.

"Go home, Raka. There was nothing to forgive, I was wrong," Amel still had a strong voice, though his voice was sobbing.

"Mel, I want to see you. Unlock door. I'm sorry, Mel. Please," Raka's pinta in a low voice.

"Please don't show your face again in front of me. I'm really afraid I can't control myself in front of you. You better go home. Thanks for the food. Give my thanks to Mrs Subagio. Next time don't do this, I beg you, you better go home as soon as possible" Amel still strengthened his heart to speak.

Raka nodded at his place. He does not think with himself. In addition to the Seruni Rose, the man had also wounded Amel.

'Regardless of his bad attitude in the past, I shouldn't have hurt him. Oh God, I sin as many women. Even two mothers also felt the pain because of me.'

Batin Raka's.

"I'm going home, Mel. I'm sorry about you. I hope, next time I can .. I mean, we can have a conversation together. Once again I'm sorry, Mel," Raka said before leaving.

The sound of Raka's shoes being heard away, made Amel able to breathe a sigh of relief. Who can breathe calmly, if the disaster is still in the house? From now on, Amel considered Raka a disaster in his life.

After Raka's departure, Amel cried alone. Strengthen his body to close the windows and also the door from the inside. Amel's only hope is that he will never see Raka again, ever.

'God, why is it like this, anyway? Shouldn't I just hug Raka? Why can't I control myself? Why am I suddenly dizzy when dealing with Raka? I'm sorry, God. Sorry me.'

Amel said in his heart.

**

Several days passed since meeting Herman and Tian. Afternoon greet the city of Surabaya. Roses sit back when the restaurant is closed. Lately, the business is quite a lot of buyers.

Luckily, Aunt Vienna is currently at home. Roses themselves will prepare a list of groceries to be brought to the market tomorrow morning. Bastian's office is almost here. Roses are really nervous because tomorrow is the first day he gets orders in large quantities.

"Rose, I think if the energy of four more people less. What if you add one more person, so 7 people? Aunty is worried about not kneeling if only four people. Yes, although Ms. Ratna and Aunt Vienna helped, but still back to the order, the number is more than one thousand and five hundred boxes," said the aunt of Vienna.

"Yes, the Rose will tell Ratih to get one more person" said the Rose. Ratna, who was beside the rose, smiled proudly.

In the past, Ratna thought that Roses could not possibly be this successful. The character and attitude of the Rose barbarians when school until college first, made Ratna underestimate the Rose.

"Rose, Kia let me take you to the hotel, son. There to play with my father. I'll help you, so you don't miss out" Ratna chimed in.

"Mom really is okay?" ask the Roses later.

"It's okay, dong. Maybe a few days later I'll be back in the capital. Pity your brother, and also leave the work of the Father who is only a few days away" replied Ratna later.

The rose nodded. Until then Ratna's phone rings, Amel's name is on it. Ratna's forehead wrinkled later.

"Who, Ma?" ask Roses.

"Yes, Mel, what's wrong?" ask Ratna.

'Mom, where is she now? Is Mom now the same as Seruni?'

Amel asked in a loud voice.

"Yes, this is the mother again at the Runi house. What was? You sick?" asked Ratna who felt uncomfortable when she heard Amel's voice.

"No, Mom. Amel is fine. What, if for example Amel talks to Runi?"

Ask Amel suddenly. His voice was soft, unlike Amel who was usually cheerful and liked to be outspoken when talking to Ratna.

"Your brother wants to talk, Run. How's it? Can you?" ask Ratna then.

The rose seemed to be in place. He was curious, after a long time he and Amel no communication, now his brother who had seized the ex-husband Runi, suddenly wanted to talk. What the hell is it?

"Hello, brother Amel, how are you?" ask the Roses later. He could hear Amel's sobbing across there.

"good. You and Kia how are you, deck?" asked Amel in a loud voice.

The rose was in its place. His eyes blinked a few times, as an expression that he was shocked. Since when did her brother call her deck?

"Me and Kia are good. Brother Amel, why cry?" Ask the Roses later. He understood very well, that now Amel was crying.

"It's okay. Could it be, if for example I visit you to Surabaya? Me, I want to apologize directly to you."

Amel told the truth.

"May, if you're not busy, brother. I'm the same Kia always open to anyone who wants to come visit. Brother Amel, there's another problem, huh?" ask the Roses later.

"Yes, I'm in a lot of trouble and I'm being chased with guilt. Sorry if, if I always make trouble with you. I'm really sorry. For my mistakes to you in the past, also about Wiraka, I really regret it. Me, I want to hug you" Amel said later.

"That's just part of the past, brother. Don't worry, as time goes by, I'm sorry about you. My relationship with Raka is also good, like a brother. He comes once a month to look at his son," said Runi later.

"Oath, Run. I feel so guilty about Kia. How do I take my sins to you?" Amel.

"Not to be too thoughtful, brother. If you're sorry, I'm sorry. Kia is also a good child, she does not understand the problems of her parents. If you really want to make up for your mistakes in the past, you have to change even better. Don't cry anymore, okay?" said Rose again.

"I have his karma. Mas Raka, Raka really hates me half to death." Amel's voice was back there.

"Maybe, tomorrow I will follow my father and mother to Surabaya. I'm sorry, Run. Sorry I'm so wrong with you."

"I'm really sorry, brother. Do not be sad anymore" replied the Rose.

Today, for some reason a lot of good luck and goodness is approaching the Rose. When it slumped, Rose even felt everyone was avoiding her.

Now, hearing Amel apologise to her, Rose's life grew quiet and peaceful. He no longer had any heartache for his family. With Legowo, the Rose tries to accept whatever the Lord gives her.

'Thank you for your favors, Lord.thank you.'

Seruni's heart whispers.

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