
The rose this time was heavy. After arriving in front of the house that used to be in his place with Raka, Rose's eyes suddenly centered on a high hill similar to that of Amel, her brother.
Between doubt and disappointment, the Rose stepped in. Ignoring the sudden doubt brashly perched arrogantly in his heart. Throw away her ego and self-esteem for the sake of the whole household, also for the sake of her child.
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"What do you feel, my mom?"
Amel's voice was so soft with a pampered fetish.
Wiraka.
The man was lying weakly because of the burden of the mind that had lately ensnared his sanity to the point of getting out of control.
The nights after the rejection of the Rose more than a week ago, Raka again felt at home spending time in the nightclub, sipping alcoholic beverages high, to not sleep even though it was almost morning. Rama who takes care of the business of both of them, did not even run out of thought.
Is this you, Raka?
To this day is the peak.
Raka fell ill, gastritis that once suffered Raka, now back relapse.
"It's still the same." Answer Raka slowly.
At the side of the bed, Raka's mother sat watching her son alone in dismay. As a mother, of course, there is a wound of its own when he saw his son destroyed like this.
"Let's go home to your father, Raka. Let me take care of you. Poor Amel, he has to go back and forth to take care of you." This time Raka's mother's voice chimed in.
"She didn't ask Amel to come, Mom."
Raka's voice was soft and still looked weak. However, as fast as lightning Amel immediately interrupted Raka's words.
"I came because I care about you. I love you, and you love me. What's wrong if I come and take care of you?" Ask Amel shamelessly.
Behind the door of the room that was not fully closed, Mawar Seruni stood staring listening to the chatter of three people in his room first.
Roses are worried. Between entering, or remaining silent to read the situation.
"Clearly wrong, Mel. Between us, there is no relationship anymore. I can't continue our relationship." Sahut Raka, still keeping his voice slow.
"After everything I've done to you? After everything I gave you? You have heart, mas. You have heart!!"
Amel sobbing. She cried and her body slumped to the floor. His head was down and he felt desperate.
"Mil .... "
Raka tried to get up from her sleep, her mother who was sitting not far from Raka, immediately helped her son.
"I hope you understand. There is a Seruni feeling that I have to take care of. There was a child in Seruni's womb that I had to defend. I can't just ignore it even if I feel the same way about you. He's your brother. She is also the mother of my son. Please understand. Let our love be destroyed as time goes on." Raka Teas.
Rose shock.
His body shook violently. What did Raka say? Raka can't ignore it even though Raka still keeps the flavor on Amel?
So, all the emotions that have been mounting in his heart and brain, Rose immediately pushed the door of Raka's room violently, to produce a loud debum.
"So, so why did you come all the way from Jakarta to Surabaya to see me? Just for your son? Just because I'm pregnant with your child?
You're maintaining this marriage not based on love? That so? And to this day, you still love each other? You still have the same taste of Amel, mas? Heh. What kind of a joke is this, man? Funnier. It's so funny!!"
The rose came in with a burning emotion. His eyes had shed tears so hard.
What did Raka say? They love each other?
Doesn't that mean Raka doesn't love Roses? It is simply impossible for a man to love two women at once, right?
"Rune...."
As Amel, his face was getting pale. It is like he has no energy at the moment. This sudden arrival of his sister, made him cornered and it was hard to say anything.
"Lo's not my brother, is he?"
Rose pointed at Amel with his arrogant style first, an attitude that never came out of him during his time as the wife of Raka Subagio. The rude and barbaric attitude that he had while still a girl, now relapses and reappears.
"Over the years, I've done a lot of cravings for you. From the treatment of different fathers of mothers who love the same Lo. Then whatever you want, Lo dapetin. And now, you want to snatch my husband under the pretext of love? A human who has a heart, right?"
Inflamed roses. His heart is hurting right now.
Amel rose with the help of Raka's mother who tried to help him.
Seeing this interaction, the Rose grew even more wrathful. She thought she won because she was pregnant with Raka's child. In fact, Rose lost and her heart heated up to see the closeness of Amel and Raka.
Look, Rose Seruni. You're losing now.
Even your husband and mother-in-law don't care about you, and show more empathy for your brother.
What do you need to defend now?
My inner whisper was full of ridicule.
"Rune.. with sister first, deck." Amel tried to persuade. He had not even had time to apologize to Rose, after a terrible tragedy at the hotel with Raka.
"Enough!!" The tone of the Rose's voice rose.
"What's? Are you all thinking about my feelings? I just returned from Surabaya, even you guys are like this. No one else cares about me. No one else loves me. My resolve is getting stronger now, my. I want to split with you. You love Amel more than me, your wife. Do not need to support ngajakin refer to the child's pretext. I thought you seriously loved me." Rose Two steps back. His body was almost completely paralyzed due to too much emotion.
"Runi, wait a minute. Listen to my explanation." Raka tried to negotiate.
"Son, horrify your husband first. You're still emotional. Don't act rashly and don't decide something in an emotional state, son. You'll regret it."
Raka's mother approached the Roses that had been controlled by anger.
"Don't touch me, Mom. All this time, I have been patient with njenengan, also the father-in-law. But look now! Panjenengan more help Amel who clearly had the intention to damage the mother's child's household. Is that what you hate about me? What was my fault with Mom and Dad? In the past, during my marriage and Raka mas, clearly my mother and father Raka showed your dislike of me. I've been patient enough for a year of our marriage, Mom. After all, I am just an ordinary person. My patience has its limits." The rose said softly. Crying broke.
Raka got up and approached his wife even with a giant step. Honestly, his head was still very dizzy.
"I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry, Seruni." She was crying in front of the rose.
Instead of pity, Rose was disgusted to see her husband this time.
"Don't touch me, mas. You're filthy for sleeping with this bitch."
Rose's index finger pointed Amel right at Amel's forehead. Raka who from earlier tried to be humble and patient, long ignited also his emotions.
"See what you say, Seruni. I've never educated you to be a wild woman like this as long as you've been my wife." Raka said withholding emotions. His eyes began to redden the sign he was being rolled in anger.
"And my wildness is also because of your disgusting actions in the past. Lookie!! Even you are now defending Amel more than I am. From here on out, you love him more than me. Fuck you. Asshole .... "
Plaque ....
One slap from Raka's palm, landing right on Rose's left cheek. Raka lost control of herself. He tried to be patient and explain to Rose, but Rose tried to corner herself and Amel. Even blatantly berating Amel, the woman Raka once loved.
Both Raka's mother, Amel and Raka themselves are shocked by Raka's behavior that is out of control this time.
So without a word, Roses Run away from Raka's house with a broken-headed feeling.
Alright....
This time the rose was already convinced of his decision. Splitting up is the final decision.
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