Seruni Rose

Forgive me?

Rose's steps felt heavy as he walked the road to his house.

A shadow of his past that was so complicated and stifling, making his steps even heavier this time around.

His parents treated him badly all this time. Rima, who was not her real mother, treated her very well. So in the heart of the Rose asked, is the Rose their biological child?

Sighing resignedly, the Rose then sped up his pace. The past five months, he had imagined it would definitely arrive today. The day she will return to a family that does not expect her presence as a woman. Unfortunately, the Rose did not imagine it would be this fast.

The atmosphere of the house looks lonely. The eyes of Rose were fixed on the motorcycle owned by Rose first. There are many memories neatly stored in the Rose's brain along with the motor. It seemed, his family took very good care of Rose's belongings.

Stepping slowly while holding his distended stomach, Sekar knocked on the door slowly. He wanted to run away so as not to meet those who did not expect his presence, but he could not stop. He wants the problem here to be solved.

"Germen."

Ratna, who had just opened the door, had her throat choked when the figure of her son, who had been in the past five months, left. His eyes had shed tears.

"Run home, Mom."

The sound of the rose squeaking softly. Sounds like the whisper of the wind.

And so, Ratna's movements instinctively immediately grabbed and hugged the body of this tiny daughter. Take him into the arms.

"I'm sorry mom, son. Forgive your mother and father who did not thank God for giving you. Forgive me for my past mistakes."

Ratna cried and roared as hard as she could. He would not care about anything else now, other than the presence of Runi.

The rose was silent and did not answer. As a child, she was crying at this time. There was pain when I remembered the last time he was in this house. At that time, he had to be destroyed because his parents did not want him to be born because he was born a woman.

"Come, in. Your father must be happy his daughter's home." Take Ratna who took off her embrace.

Ratna immediately led the rose to enter. Their steps are seen towards Ratna and Herman's room.

The rose was like a tormenting wave as her eyes stared at her father's weakly lying body with a pale face.

On Sunday, he told Raka that he was reluctant to go home to see his father. His heart was still covered in a fog of anger at that moment.

However, the fog seemed to disappear from the heart of the Rose, when he saw his father was not able to just sit alone.

"Se ... Spoon."

Herman's voice shook instantly.

"I'm sorry, Father. Mr .... "

And the rose is gone.

He could not ignore the parents who had raised him, although often times the Rose was treated differently with Amel. His hatred was slowly teeked by the miserable condition of Herman Abdullah.

The rose could only nod speechlessly. His heart is covered with joy.

After a long time they talked to each other, suddenly Roses remembered his precious items in Raka's house. Ah but no, Rose needs to meet Mia and Andri first.

There are some things they need to discuss.

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"How are you doing Lo, Rose? What's healthy?"

Andri smiled warmly. So is Mia.

There was a thread of friendship that was so strong intertwined between them. There was a truly pure and sincere warmth in their eyes as they stared at the Rose. The warmth and sincerity of money did not even get Roses from both his parents and his brother long ago.

"Lo don't worry. As best friends, I'm the same Andri ready to stand next to Lo, no matter what." Mia chimed.

All this time, never once Andri or Mia pestered the life of the Rose. It is precisely they who are always in recoki by the problems of the Rose family itself.

Sometimes Roses think, is it possible that Roses are not the children of Herman and Ratna?

"So, what's Lo's next plan?"

Andri this time spoke. His face turned serious. There was a clear worry in the net of his sharp eyes.

"Gue, I thought, maybe five months more is enough time for me to punish Raka. He never bullied me either." Answer Roses.

"Does that mean you want to turn him back on again? You're not divorced then?"

Mia asked in an irritated tone.

Rose smiled a little at the question that came out of her best friend.

"Five months I've been pondering all the things that happened to me. And I think, mas Raka pantes I'm sorry. Whatever, Raka's the father of my baby. I don't want my son to be the victim in the future. I think Raka's changed and he really meant it, so I decided to stay and give him a second chance." Rose Reveals.

The rose smiled small and realized, forgiving Raka was the right choice.

Andri is like that too. The man who seemed so masculine, increasingly realized that the Rose was a good woman trapped in a family and husband who, incidentally, had no heart, perhaps.

In contrast to Mia who felt anxious as well as irritated. His heart was not sincere when the Rose returned to Raka. The incident almost six months ago, is still printed clearly in his memory.

As a woman, of course Mia was aware of the wounds that the Rose experienced on that day.

"Lo strong, Runi. I support whatever your decision is." Andri smiled sincerely. In contrast to Mia who was grumbling was not clear there.

Roses just do not know, the episodes that he will go through, are still so long.

Something surprised him later. There are facts that he does not know about the past of Amel, the older brother.

All he has in his brain right now is that he and Raka have to come back for the sake of the child.

With a heart that somehow felt strange bubbling, the sudden Rose of his heart throbbed pain.

"Thank you. I'm sure this is the best way.

If Raka hadn't come all the way from Jakarta-Surabaya to take me back here, I would never have given him the chance." His word. "Five months he's lost me, I'm sure he's been feeling his torment.

"Lo can't, so people don't be very nice. My feeling is that if Mr. Raka ngajak Lo returns not because he regretted everything, but only a false feeling because his guilt is the same Lo. You think again, or Lo find out first and do not be rash. As a teacher, believe me,

I'm not sure Mr. Raka really loves Lo. From his eyes, it was already visible." Mia Reveal.

Both Roses and Andri, they both gawked at Mia's statement.

What happened to Mia this time?

"What the hell do you mean?"

Andri does not understand Mia who strongly rejects the decision of the Rose, even in a subtle way.

"Yes, just reminding that Sekar is not rash to make a decision.

The point is more observant again in assessing something."

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