Seruni Rose

Anger

It was late at night, when Tian said he heard the voice of the mother who was crying. The woman looked chaotic with tears streaming down inside her room. Somehow, Tian couldn't bear to let mama continue to grudge.

For some reason how many times, Tian breathed a tired breath. Time has entered early, but his mother has not slept even though Herman and his family have returned home.

The youngest son of the late Gunawan then opened the door, without knocking first. For some reason, Tian is not concerned or compassionate towards his mother, but rather Tian is irritated by Mama's childish attitude.

"Ma, mama why else? I'm dong, ma, crying. Let's get to the couch, we need to talk." Tian led Rima to the sofa, sitting her mother softly and warmly. Lucky Rima just resigned, did not refuse at all.

Not not not understanding, Tian was very understanding of how the wound of the mother. Unfortunately, as sad and as bad as Rima did to Herman who had come a long way to apologize, it still would not make papa alive again.

"Ma, is Mama calm?" Tian threw a question, looking at Rima with a gentle look. "Tian will not continue to ask Mama, if Mama still can not calm down and continue to cry, because it is useless. There will be emotions and we won't find a solution." Tian added again.

Rima looked at her son full of wounds. No matter how hard Rima tried to brush off all the sadness and shadow of the husband's death on his lap, Rima was still unable to. The bearer wanted to get angry and curse at it, continuing to nest in his heart.

"Sorry Mama, Tian. My mom is too emotional and I can't control myself. Mama should be able to hold all this anger. It's been a long time, but Mama still can't forget it." Rima answered. His voice occasionally still trembled, his shoulders were also shaken slowly.

"Don't worry, Mama Tian is a good and strong Mama Tian. Tian was sure, Mama could go through this. If Tian wants to talk about Mr. Herman Abdullah, do you mind?" Tanya Tian then.

Rima shook her head slowly, showing her willingness to talk about the man she called barbarous.

"What do you think of your father Roses? Does she think she doesn't deserve to be sorry?" Tanya Tian quietly. Although the tone was slow, it was enough to make Rima touched her heart.

Really, Tian was a very devoted child figure to him. Even throughout Rima's life, Tian was her only child who was the most obedient and never neko-neko.

"Ma, now this way, Tian won't say much about them. Dengerin Tian without interrupting Tian's sentence. If Mama became his wife, Mr. Herman, and Mama came to accompany her husband to apologize for the mistakes of Mama's husband, but could not apologize, how Mama felt as a wife. Oh no, this is not just as a wife, but as a woman." Tian said slowly.

"But it's not as easy as one might imagine, Tian. Mama .... " Rima could not continue with his sentence, as Tian interrupted him quickly.

"Bastian did not ask for a response or opinion let alone an answer from Mama, Ma. Tian just wanted to, Mama asked Mama this. Put yourself in the position of her mother Rose, how did you feel then?" Tian returned to understanding. To be honest, Tian did not have the heart at all for everything that happened to his mother, but how else? It's all been happening.

"Mom understand, Tian. Mama's wrong." Rima answered. The woman's eyes are wet and always shed tears.

"First, Mama has evicted our guest. Second, Mama rejected the goodwill of someone who came to apologize to us. Third, Mama considers their child, Rose is also guilty, even though it happened, before the Rose was born. Mom, if you meet Roses later, aren't you ashamed?" Tian asked, still in a soft tone of voice.

"You're so into the Rose, because you love her, Tian. Never mind, Mama knows you still can't escape her shadow." Rima still persisted, with her selfish attitude.

"Yes, Tian admits that Tian loves him. But Mama still survives with her sky-high ego. Even because of Mama's ego, Tian even had to let go of the person Tian cared about. As much as Tian sacrificed to keep Mama's feelings, but Mama remained selfish, not wanting to hear Tian's advice." Telak Tian said chimed in his mother's selfish words.

"Trust me, Ma, to release someone we love so much, is a terrible torment for a heart. But all this for Mama's sake, Tian did it for Mama's sake. Tian beautifully understood Mama's feelings, staying away from the Roses because of Mama's wishes. But did Mama ever think of Tian and Rose's feelings? How can you separate two people who love each other?" Tandas Tian later.

Rima silenced, turning her face in any direction so as not to find the face of her son who was looking at her gently. If Rima can admit a little, Rima is selfish. It's just that, Rima really does not want to establish a relationship with the person who made her husband wretched until he died.

"Ma, if a person grows up having an extraordinarily powerful love, and Mama tries to separate him, because he's Mama's son, Mama, Tian would obey him for the sake of serving Tian towards the only old man that Tian still had. It's just that, for Tian's sacrifice on that one, Tian beg, Ma, open your heart to forgive them. After that, if Mama does not want Tian to marry Rose, Tian will accept. Tian will sacrifice anything for the peace of Mama's life, even if it's love and roses." Tian said steadily.

Rima blinked her eyes a few times, digesting what her son had just said.

"Tian said goodbye, Tian needs to rest. You should sleep, not a lot of thoughts. Tomorrow Tian will take Anggi for a walk." Tian passed away from his mother's room, leaving the stunned Rima alone.

All the sentences of his son kept ringing, leaving behind a raging array of feelings. Between hate and pity, it is now the day of Rima. To be honest, this is painful. But there was nothing wrong with what Tian said.

'Selfishly me. Should I forgive them? But this is too easy for a bad guy like him. How is this, God? My heart still hurts.'

Inner Rima later.

A full night, Rima remained unable to sleep, thinking about what her son had said. Although Herman could not forgive completely, but the feeling of anger was eroded slowly.

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