
"Lo must be strong, Runi. Lo my best friend. I'm not gonna stay quiet with anyone who's trying to get sick, Lo.
Let's see together, what's Lo's husband doing in there".
Mia replied by leading Seruni into the expensive hotel area.
So, Seruni immediately stepped because his hand was pulled Mia. Andri walked in first, talking something at the reception.
Mia invited Seruni to sit in the lobby waiting until Andri finished talking to the receptionist.
"Runi, Lo come with me. Hotel assistant manager would like to see you. You tell me to be honest and show me the wedding photo of Lo with Raka." Andri.
Seruni was confused and blinked her eyes many times. His wild thoughts began to wander.
"Is Raka here?"
Ask cengoh.
"Yes, and he's in one of these hotel rooms. Lo look and Lo open Lo's eyes let Lo know for herself." Whisper Mia.
The heart of Seruni felt like it had stopped beating. His blood flowed increasingly profusely towards a single node point at the center of the chest.
"De-with whom?" Ask Seruni.
"Lo will know later. We don't know if we don't catch wet."
Andri's sentence seems to describe Raka being with her affair.
Oh God. Seruni is pregnant and Raka has done so far.
Amelite.
Seruni's thoughts were on Amel. Seruni's steps felt increasingly heavy with legs that continued to tremble violently. What happened to the house after this? Isn't there just a little bit of Raka's love for her?
Seruni was silent when Andri argued with the hotel.
This hotel is a classy hotel and very maintain the privacy of visitors. But with the persistence of Andri armed with a wedding photo of Raka with Seruni, as well as a ring around his ring finger, as well as a legal threat on the hotel, in the end, the hotel also allows meeka enter with a spare key.
Four security guards followed behind Seruni, Mia, and Andri.
"Ndri, Mia, I'm afraid. Gu-gue isn't ready." Seruni looked even more pale.
"Lo must be ready. Whatever Lo's destiny, I believe Lo is a strong woman and mother to Lo's children."
Andri's voice sounded firm and steady.
Seruni's tears didn't stop coming down.
"Lo ready?" Andri asked once more. Seruni nodded in response. His right fingers were held tightly by Mia, as if they were sharing power.
The door opens from the outside.
And it's true.
Raka let out a sigh full of satisfaction with Amel who was on top, leading the game. The Seruni Breath stopped for a split second. It was as if the world had stopped turning. The tears that he had just let out, now back more and more craze with the swift blabbering.
Seruni's body was almost hollow if only there were no Mia and Andri who tried to support. Raka looks pale and stops her activities when caught cheating. Their bodies confusedly pulled the blanket over to cover their round naked bodies.
"So..... S-sister Amel re....Are you in ra-rangkang, mas?" Seruni said softly with trembling. Amel looks scared, and so does Raka.
"I can explain, Runi.... To-please give..."
Raka's voice was weak and trembling with fear. Butwhat? What is he afraid of, if in fact Seruni did not mean anything in his life?
What a pity the fate of Seruni.
No .... Seruni could no longer hear Raka's explanation, after clearly seeing with my own eyes.
Pain, pain, and disappointment.
"Take me by .. gi, Ndri, Mia .... "
Seruni's body was weakly helpless. The woman did not even want to look at them anymore, even though she just stared at them.
Seruni's frail body was immediately led out of the room, which resembled this hell, by Mia and a security guard.
Andri, a friend who cared so much about Seruni, immediately spoke slowly with some hotel officers and took me out after.
"Where are you going home, Run? To Lo's husband's house, what's to Lo's parents' house?"
Mia's voice was so slow. His hands faithfully rubbed his fragile shoulders
"Repots. Want to go home Raka mas, I do not want to see him. Want to go home to my father and mother, I do not want to see Brother Amel. Tell me, Mi. Tell me where I should go home?
Mas Raka, which I consider as home, is now no longer shaped and can no longer sustain my fragility. It is precisely he who is the source of my fragility now." Seruni said who could only cry and sob bitterly.
"Lo has to go home to Lo's parents.
Anyway, you need to face everything. You can't run and I'm sure you're a strong woman. Real strong.
Let me talk to Lo's parents".
Andri suddenly.
Seruni looked at Andri for a moment and thought about her advice.
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"Yes, and if our second child is born a boy....
Our happiness must be complete.
Unfortunately, Runi was born a female. You feel less than perfect."
The voice I first heard when Seruni arrived home.
So, so all this time the father and mother did not really love Seruni, just because He was born a woman?
Terjawab. Unpacked already.
Seruni's existence here and in Raka's house, means nothing to anyone. Unwanted seruni.
"Mother."
Seruni cried as she hiccupped after she arrived at her parents' house. All eyes were on Seruni. There, my father and mother were gathered in the living room.
"Ja-so the same father as the mother did-not love Runi because Run, Run the woman?
So that's why you guys love Amel better than me?" Seruni asked with tears breaking.
Complete.
Complete is the suffering that Seruni is experiencing at this time. Her husband did not love her nor did his parents wholeheartedly accept her presence in their midst.
Not yet able to answer, the sound of Raka's car arrived. And Seruni did not want to see their faces at all. Not believing them at all and Seruni felt disgusted.
"Run, Runi please wait. Listen to our explanation." Amel looked pale and his body trembled violently.
Seruni just remained silent. For him, enough is enough. That woman doesn't want to hear anything anymore.
"Rune .... Me, me .. Listen to me first. Sa-I'm sorry." Said Raka.
Not yet Raka continued her sentence, Seruni shouted in front of everyone.
"Mr, Mama. The child you are proud of, the child you prioritize his presence, he cheated with his own sister's husband.
Say the same Runi, Is Runi still on the wrong side?" Seruni asked in a loud voice. His eyes stared at his family one by one.
Silent.
The voice of the father suddenly pressed down on Amel who was trembling withstanding fear.
"Is that right, Mel?" Ask father.
"Eng ... no sir .... Runi misunderstood".
Amel answered nervously. Then the eyes of the father turned to look at Seruni
It's smart that my brother is doing a show.
"From the beginning you always make it up, Runi. What the hell do you want now?" Said father.
"Sir. The wrong father. I caught them perverted in a hot bed...." The Seruni Sentence stopped instantly.
Plakkc... Plakkc...
Two slaps Herman slapped on Seruni's cheek. Only Andri and Mia stood firm to sustain the woman's fragility. They wanted to defend, but Seruni's hand beckoned them to be silent.
Now, I need to clarify everything.
"Obviously your brother isn't like that, Runi. You want to learn slander?" Hardik father again.
Free. It's free to talk to your father if in fact, the voice of Seruni is not appreciated and not believed. Seruni turned her eyes to stare at the pale Raka.
"Rune .. to .... " Seruni will not ask Raka to make small talk, let alone reason again.
"Now answer me, do you choose me or Amel? Who here do you love? Me or Amel's brother?" Ask Seruni.
"Rune ... You .. you are ja...." Raka vibrates.
"Jawab, me... or Amel?" Seruni urged Raka, with her hunting breath.
Seruni strengthened his heart and He strengthened his heart to accept whatever Raka answered. Telling her pregnancy? That is impossible, because it will never curb Raka being by her side, while Raka does not love her.
Seruni will not use her son's existence to reach Raka's heart.
"I .... I love Amel, Runi ....
Long before I asked you. .. and..."
Runi's body grew limp and he lost more and more energy. His voice grew louder as the reality hit him hard and tangled. In fact, hearing Raka directly, made Seruni fall.
"Enough!! Well then, mas. I will not stand by your side, exactly as you dream. But remember .... " Seruni tried to strengthen his heart and body.
He squeezed slowly his tummy that churned violently in it, the uterus where his fetus was residing to grow and develop into a baby.
"Inside here .... There are wounds that will never heal even if you wash with tears of your blood. Enough reason you don't love me, makes me a widow." Seruni was determined to leave, carrying her wounded heart.
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