Seruni Rose

Amel's Change of Attitude

A woman was sitting in a tomb. Gunawan's name is listed there, with an ember wound that never goes out. On the soul that is now lying in the ground, Rima spills anxiety next to her husband's grave. She was monologuing, as if her late husband had heard what she was saying.

For a wife who is so great at having love, Rima cannot apologize to the man who killed her husband. But for humanity as well as conscience, Rima is forced to accept forgiveness and end her heartache.

"Mas, you see, I've been getting thinner lately. If you are beside me, you must be nagging and like to buy a lot of food so that I am not hungry. I miss your nagging." Rima said with a throw of a sad look. His longing was already so mountainous and growing more and more terrifying in his heart.

"Mas, you know, no? Bastian is getting wiser and more mature. He looks a lot like you. His style of speech, his way of thinking, his healthy lifestyle, also in his opinion, it makes no difference to you. Proud of you, like our youngest?" Ask Rima again.

There are no tears. There was no crying. There is no deep sadness. Rima came to visit her husband's grave, just to let go of his longing, and also poured out his heart. If you are confused or exhausted from world activities, Rima often comes to visit her husband's grave.

Even today, Rima still maintains the sanctity of her marriage with Gunawan. Every man who came with the intention of interrupting her, Rima always refused, under the pretext of wanting to focus on raising her children.

"Bastian asked me last night, if I were him, separated from the people I love so much, how would I feel? My answer is only one, I choose faithful or dead one of the choices. Unfortunately, Tian did not hear what I said. Mas, Bastian's been away this year from that woman, that killer's son, because to obey my will. He was willing to put his feelings aside, just because to keep my feelings. What according to mas? I'm being selfish, right?" Rima asked again.

This time Rima smiled, with her right hand rubbing her husband's tombstone. She rubbed gently, as if the tombstone was the chest and head of her husband.

"Am I just blessing them, ma'am? Or, or do I just forgive Herman Abdullah, and I allow Tian to approach the Seruni Rose? According to the mas, how? If you approve, I will also approve. Later, come to my dream, huh? You know, I agree what if Tian approaches the Rose. I'll wait for you, okay?" Rima kissed her husband's tombstone, as if it were her husband's incarnation.

All Rima's behavior, no longer amazes the guard to eat. Every time Rima came to the tomb, the woman always ended her visit, by peeping her husband's tombstone. It was always his behavior every time he came to visit.

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At one time in a different place, Raka was walking to visit Herman Abdullah's house. The man came with a hand from Surabaya, intending to give it to his former father-in-law. Unfortunately, Raka does not know if Herman himself is in Surabaya.

"Mas, who are you looking for? Tumben here?" Amel asked flatly, staring at Raka at a glance before opening the door wide.

Raka herself was astonished in her place. Amel did not usually behave like that to her. Usually, Amel would smile brightly and happily when he came, but this time, it looked very different.

"I want to see Mom and Dad again. Where'd they? How do you look lonely?" Bastian asked flatly, circulated his gaze and did not reveal the presence of Herman and Ratna.

"Father of the same Mother again to Surabaya, yesterday the day after leaving. Again visit Runi and Kia." Answer Amel later. The woman did not look at Raka as she spoke. Amel was only afraid, he could not control himself if he looked into Raka's eyes for too long.

Usually, Amel himself likes to adventure and collect many men to be a temporary partner. Amel did not deny, it was a minus behavior in him.

It's just that with Raka, Amel can't move to another heart, and really can't move on from his former sister-in-law. Amel was trapped and could not avoid it anymore.

"Oh, if you know your Father if I want to visit the Rose, right, can be with me." Raka.

"Oh yes, this is a gift from me, for you, Father, and also Mother."

"Yes, thank you." Amel answered flatly.

"Mel, by the way, you have no intention to ... find another man to be a husband?" Ask Raka.

I think Amel wanted to cry for a moment.

"Nothing fits and nothing fits, ma'am. Even if there is a match, he is not the same I am. It would be yes, better on its own like this."

"Oh." Raka chimed in slowly.

"You yourself, why are you still at home now?" Ask Amel later.

"I, I hope this year God will allow me to re-reflect the same Runi. But unfortunately, Seruni herself seemed reluctant to accept me again. Many times, and I've changed for her sake, but yes indeed she seems to have completely frozen her heart." Reply Raka at length.

Amel was silent. His heart broke again many times, until then he decided to stop chasing Raka. Amel has resigned, no matter how his way of life, Amel just wants to calm down now.

"Maybe someday, Runi will melt his heart for Kia" said Amel later.

'I really have no place in your heart, Raka. Sorry to bother you so much, make your household a mess.'

Inner Amel.

"Oh yeah, by the way, you didn't work today? Tanya Raka later.

"I have decided to resign, Mom. Open an online shop, work while lying at home. There is no goal or target to buy anything. It's relaxing." Amel answered slowly.

"Why have that mind? Don't want to make parents happy?" Raka asked again.

"I'll be able to make you happy with Mom. But for now, I am lazy to deal with any man. If I keep working, there's a seduction. So I'd rather be at home and not meet anyone." Answer Amel later.

"Oh yeah, almost forgot. What do you want to drink?" Ask Amel later.

"No need. I won't be home soon either." Raka answered flatly.

"If so, you go straight home, mas. Please, do not visit here too long, disinclined because the Father and Mother are not there. Please too, I don't want it until I lose control of myself. Don't make it hard for me to forget you." Amel said, looking boldly at Raka.

In his place, Raka was again surprised by Amel's attitude that was different from usual.

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